Soul Transitions Vibe Report for November 2009 November 6, 2009
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Greetings!
There’s so much going on, so much up in the air – many sudden changes – the roller coaster effect has gotten really interesting. It spirals up, moves side to side and takes sudden dips – some influences take us up and other influences drop us down – it can be exhausting and frustrating. But if you’ve been through enough of the sudden changes, you begin to find humor in it and maybe even come to the realization that we’re better off (as always) not taking things too seriously, because you never know what’s around the corner. In fact you never know where the corner is! They seem to be springing up out of nowhere – it’s like being in a maze. It’s helpful if we can find our center and keep grounded and focused as the winds of change blow around us.
There are a lot of relationship difficulties arising as we correct our courses – adjusting to who we are becoming, and letting go of who we were. Many are in transition between their old life and their new life – trying to adjust to the accelerating energies. Add economic challenges and changing income streams to the mix and we have a vibe of fear, insecurity and uncertainty wafting through Earth’s aura. We need to get used to it. We’re on the move and reinventing ourselves. Step lively – make friends with spontaneity.
Some people are in places of peace and stabilization – like being on an oasis in a desert or an island in the middle of a churning sea. These people are holding and anchoring the energies of calmness and serenity, whether they know it or not. Practicing gratitude and appreciation for what we have which holds the vibration of love will help us to find stability. So, gathering together, sharing in friendship – creating the oasis of community – is very helpful for our navigation through the wild waters of instability and change.
As the energy continues to rise in frequency you may find yourselves awakening in the early hours of morning with a disquieting feeling inside. Many find themselves awakening consistently at 4:00 am. During sleep time, the physical body releases resistance and there is no distraction. This is when the high frequencies of energy that are infusing the Earth plane have a chance to enter into the energetic system of the body. Receiving this energy is what is awakening us in the hours before dawn. When our bodies have received all we can hold, we wake up suddenly as waves of emotional energy wash over us. This is the releasing of density. Your first feelings upon awakening may be anxiety or deep discomfort. Your mind will often take you into further discomfort by thinking that something might be “wrong” with you on a physical or emotional level. Bring yourself back to your center through your breath and fill yourself with love.
We are being expanded as we integrate the higher frequencies and it can be very uncomfortable. As has been said many times, this energy brings up that which is not in harmony with our higher self. For indeed as we open to the higher vibration, our higher self, our Soul, is coming into our being more and more. The density that has accumulated through the earth experience cannot exist within the higher vibration. Pay attention to the swirling feelings that float within you. Sometimes you may feel what you would call a “bad feeling” come to the surface. This deep pain is something you have carried for most of your life and often you have covered it up. No longer can we do this. When you have this experience of pain and discomfort arising from deep within, draw upon all of your love and compassion and allow the wound of that pain to be within you. Witness this feeling; do not try to push it away. Visualize placing it in a golden bowl and honoring it for what it has to teach you. Bring a feeling of reverence and sacredness to this experience and ask Great Spirit for help in healing this wound consciously. That which is arising for healing through love may be your deepest pain, your deepest shame… something that seemed so very big when you were a small child – something for which you were judged and you learned to judge yourself for. Don’t be afraid of the feelings that come up and remember that the integration of the accelerated vibrational energy can be very unsettling.
The ability to face ourselves, our wounds and our judgments against ourselves brings us great strength, humility and compassion and helps us to grow into deep, abiding self love. This is part of the process of evolution. And when we allow the feelings to come up and be, they dissipate. Like a big bubble rising to the surface and popping.
Don’t worry if you are not waking up at 4am (give or take an hour). Everyone is at different stages of opening and we go through rest periods between openings – it’s a pulsation, just like the rhythm of our heartbeat. If you ever have the opportunity to sit by a stream and you place your hand in it you can feel the pulsation of the moving water. The flow of energy moves in a spiraling pulsation, like a heartbeat.
Now, in the recent months many people have experienced strange or “freak accidents” that left them with physical injuries which are still in the process of healing. There have also been many who have had bladder infections, back or shoulder pain, leg and foot pain and general fatigue. These experiences are our physical reactions to the expanding energies. Look within to where you may be resisting the flow. You may catch yourself in habitual negative thought patterns or feeling fear of change. Or you may realize that you haven’t been listening to the promptings of your heart, so something is showing up in your physical body to get your attention. Practice mindful breathing to calm your heart and mind. Changes are all around, as always, but perhaps more profoundly than ever. Inner changes and outer changes abound – even small changes during your daily activities. You may find yourself suddenly doing something that was not on your list for the day, such as making soup, or cleaning a closet, or visiting a friend. Allow yourself to go with the flow. You will feel the delight of freedom by doing so and as you practice spontaneity in small ways, you will be able to flow with the bigger changes with more grace.
Through the silence of meditation, connect to the vibration of your Soul… this is your energetic signature – the unique resonance of your being. Breathe into this feeling and allow it to permeate your body and all of your energy fields. Call upon your Higher Self or your Soul to come to you. Doing so will allow you to feel the vastness of your being. This connects you to the Universe, indeed the Multiverse from which you are ever being born. For we are all continually moving and growing throughout all of existence – being born and reborn in every moment.
Know that you have much support in the non-physical realm and ask for help whenever you need it. Allow the nectar of love and comfort to surround you and fill you.
You are most brave and courageous to be on Earth at this time. This is the Big Show that you are participating in. See if you can get a feeling or a glimpse of the bigger picture. Consider that if you were to “leave the stage” at this time, you might, on the other side, have a feeling of disappointment – for it all looks and feels so different in the non-physical. The feeling there is that we can do anything we want in the physical – anything that we intend, we can create. Put that in your cauldron and let it simmer! This is indeed a grand play that we are all participating in. To maintain flow, let go of expectations. To maintain flow, stay in the present moment and follow the energy that brings vitality to you.
Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
Many of One
“I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center. “
- Kurt Vonnegut
Soul Transitions Vibe Report for October 2009 October 13, 2009
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Greetings!
Shake, Rattle and Roll!
October began with some turbulence which has been felt on the physical plane as earthquakes and resulting tsunamis. These shake ups are being received within our lives and you may have felt like you are on a rollercoaster that is going up, down and sideways. Paradoxically, along with all the shake-ups are feelings of stuckness or inertia; difficulty focusing on the task at hand and moving forward, even though we know what we need to do.
Surges of energy are hitting the earth plane, affecting all the people here. This energy holds the vibration of love, joy, bliss, ecstasy. Surge after surge will continue to pulsate through our lives. Then why (for some, anyway) do we not always feel joyful when this happens? It has been said many times that these energies bring up that which is not of the high vibration for clearing – if we are willing to work with opening to the higher vibration, we must release the denser energies within us. If our intention is to heal what is blocking the flow of love, we will go through the process of clearing and releasing by bringing our pain into our conscious awareness and loving it. It takes courage and self love to do this.
Because of the relentless power of the energy of love, we may find unexpected events shifting our life course in ways that reverberate throughout our psyches, affecting our lives and our world view, offering opportunities for us to show up and face our deepest fears. These are our personal earthquakes. What we do not face will keep showing up and getting louder and louder until we are forced into looking at it. And everything that we held as truth is coming up for review and reconsideration. Yes, the world is shaking!
Another reason we may not feel the beautiful energy is that we’re blocking the flow because our hearts are closed… “protected.” Imagine… you are in the castle of your own creation. Echoing, cold, lonely, but well protected. In time, you may realize that you don’t want to be there all alone. Perhaps you open a window and allow some light in and you like how that light feels and soon it is flowing under the doors and through cracks in the walls. You begin to fill with the warmth of this light, which feels… happy. Yes, so this is what happiness is. The mortar of fear begins to crumble and part of a wall collapses with laughter. Then the great door begins to creek open and radiant light shines in, ushering in a flock of birds… seagulls and crows with their raucous cries, ” Wake up, wake up! Come outside…!” You find you are allowing delight to enter into your heart… taking years off your life, returning you to the childlike innocence you came into this life with. And with that lightness, you leave the castle. On the bridge that crosses the moat you realize you can’t keep your feet on the ground, you float up and begin to fly with this new found freedom as the weight of fear and worry fall away…
Feeling our innocence
This reminds me of something in the Bible about becoming like little children so we can enter heaven. A Google™ search brings up Matthew 18:3 – here it is in the “Bible in Basic English” version: “And said, Truly, I say to you, If you do not have a change of heart and become like little children, you will not go into the kingdom of heaven.”
I don’t read the Bible and rarely quote from it (not that there’s anything wrong with that), but this popped into my head and I feel I know what it means and that in our current evolution we are undergoing this process – receiving and giving love fully as a little child would – innocently, without fear, because it is simply our birthright. This opens up “the kingdom of heaven.” What is that? A place of freedom, empowerment, peace? The “New Earth” people are talking about?
On a good day, when we are open, the surges feel like a delicious influx of energy. You may feel sleepiness overtaking you and when this occurs, take a moment to lie down or sit and close your eyes. Breathe the energy in through your crown chakra and feel it moving all the way down and out your feet. You are receiving a download of energy tuned to the frequency of love. Take this nectar, this elixir and allow it to fill your body, massaging your heart and filling you with golden-pink light. It is so delicious and when it is complete, we feel renewed and energized.
As the surges continue, many people will be awakening to a greater experience of reality and much that has been held as true will be falling away as the unexplainable comes to the surface within us like mysterious islands rising from deep within the ocean. Embrace the unknown, seek the comfort of one another for we each hold a key to the mystery that we are part of.
This awakening is bringing in new information and enhancing psychic, telepathic and intuitive abilities. We are becoming transparent as our vibration quickens. The frequency of love carries divine protection, so hearts can open, protected by love. We need to pay attention to our feelings and nurture ourselves. Allow our hearts to be our guide.
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[What follows is an excerpt from a reading I did two weeks ago, shared here with permission. My client asked about how do we follow the path of the heart…and how can we retain the high energies we feel when newly “in love.”]
The path of the heart includes but is much vaster than romantic love. It encompasses all the beautiful colors of love that there are and even more than humans have yet known as to what love is. As humanity moves forward on this evolutionary path and as the high frequency of love energy comes forth into humanity, your hearts begin to open. Being open and receptive to love will lead to joy and bliss and you will know more and more of the vastness of what true love is. There is something so freeing in this and you will be able to love one another deeply. It is as if you are floating in an ocean of ecstasy. Open yourself to receive the energy by cultivating love in your heart – self love – this infinite love will set you free. There are beautiful endless possibilities that humanity is coming forth into. Keep clearing the resistance to love. Love is a being-ness that is your birthright. Be love.
The spark of love does not require another person. It can be accessed from deep within, and when you couple with another who is also accessing the Divine energies within themselves, that is when you can reach the ecstatic states together. But it comes from deep self-love and acceptance. A love that does not need another to be complete.
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The innocence of love is within our hearts. This is the “surge” of energy we have access to at this time.
Within all the shifts and changes it will be beneficial to spend time doing that which energizes our creativity, this will help to accelerate our energy. Many are receiving the message to play with their creativity, even if it is not an “income-producing” effort. Let go of the worry about the income, the economy. A new way of being in the world of energy is being created – so when we work with our creative energy, we are generating a higher frequency of delight. Allow your creative pursuit to bring in unexpected elements – new thought pathways, new ways of working with new materials… however it flows for you. Also, be sure to stretch your body – doing yoga or any kind of gentle stretching will help the energy to continue to flow.
We have much support around us. Trust your intuition and your inner wisdom. As we grow, we will be able to consciously communicate with each other telepathically. As our conscious awareness increases, we will be a great support for one another. Telepathy works through energy and feeling, not through thought. We are able to amplify energy with each other by tuning in to the inner resource of energy that we all draw from.
Remember it is easy to love without attachment. Many are healing wounds from long ago. As the heart opens, pain is released and washed away with tears. It takes courage to open to receive love. Have patience and hold yourselves in gentleness.
Many blessings to you,
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
Many of One
“We all need to be nourished by love, both the love that we give and the love that we receive. Allowing that to be present in our lives and being in relationship with people who can open to that is a good road to walk and is honey for the heart.”
- my friend Larry Brown
Soul Transitions Vibe Report September 2009 September 2, 2009
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Greetings!
Integration and harvest are intertwined in the energies of September. This is a time of putting our feet on the path—our car on the road of our intentions. What we have been planting and nurturing since the Vernal Equinox is coming into harvest for the Fall Equinox later in the month. The turning of the seasons, whether you are moving into autumn or spring, is a time of renewal and a time to bring forth our strength and commitment to our most authentic life path as we enter into the final months of the year 2009.
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Dear Ones, we are Many of One here to bring you messages from beyond the physical realms as we observe your progress on the spiritual evolutionary path that all are involved with on Planet Earth.
We feel the need to give you a strong message here, for you are at an important turning point and it is essential to be vigilant and to make conscious choices. Many of you have learned of the importance of the radiant energy you send out into your lives and into the aura of the Earth. Love is the highest vibrational frequency. The Creator Source energy is a river of unconditional love. This river runs through each and every one of us, whether we are in the physical or not. How is this river flowing within you? Is it choked with emotional and mental density or is if flowing free and clear? You have been clearing and healing your energies for many years now and you are most beloved, honored and respected for the work you have been doing, for as you clear your energy, you clear it for all of humankind.
We wish to tell you now that there is no room for petty grievances and for sending negative energies towards others. Be mindful of your thoughts, your hurts and your angers. Examine what is within you that is in pain and in need of your attention. Practice compassion for yourself and for others with whom you may be having difficulties. When you send out resentful, toxic energies towards others, they are hit with the dense vibration. It is a waste of energy to have to dodge the bullets of other’s pain. You can all do better than this and you are being called to step up to your destiny of creating peace on earth within your own lives (micro to macro). There is no room for blaming others and for creating an aura of anger and criticism out into the world. All energies are magnetic and this speaks to reaping what you sow. If you are sending out density, it gathers with other dense energies and creates a dark cloud that flies around the earth and gathers more density unto it. If you send out compassion and prayers that the pain within you is healed, that the pain within all is healed, then that compassion gathers with other compassionate prayers and this compassion will flow to wherever it is needed in the world. Your prayers are powerful and so are your curses. Now is the time to be vigilant, to be conscious of what energy you are sending into the world.
Compassion is a healing balm. Own up to the pain within you and open your spiritual toolbox to create the healing and release you need. What you are feeling is within you, it is not out in the world, it is not someone else’s fault. You are on your unique path to the heart and center of your being. Ask for guidance, ask for healing. We offer to you that the simplest tool you have is to fill yourself with compassion, love and acceptance.
We tell you time and again that self love is where you can begin to assist in bringing yourselves and the Earth into a higher vibration. You are in the process of creating heaven on Earth.
There will come a time somewhere in the future where the quarantine that has been around the Earth plane will be lifted and you will indeed meet your cousins, your brothers and sisters who share life in this Universe with you. As you learn to take responsibility for your feelings and experiences and begin to live in harmony with respect for all life on Earth, you are preparing to meet your intergalactic cousins without fear. For they will not come to heal you or to lift you from the muck and the mire of emotional and mental irresponsibility. They will meet you as equals—as creators of the very Universe. When that time comes, you will look into each other’s eyes and see yourselves there.
Every breath is sacred. Every thought, every movement, every deed, every moment is sacred. All life is sacred. Practice this, LIVE this in every moment of your days, cultivating a deep conscious awareness of the fact that the Creator of All That Is dwells within each and every one of you. It is the unconditional love in the River of life that we like to call the Love Force Energy.
As you clear your river and open to your connection with all life, you begin to bring your very Soul more and more into your conscious awareness. You begin to be Gods and Goddesses walking the Earth. As you embody your Soul, you will begin to find you have powers beyond your imagining. You will begin to access powers that you now rely on technology for. You have the ability to grow into super-conscious beings with the ability to manifest all you need to live and thrive on Earth. You manifest out of your vibrational frequency, so if your river is choked with resentment, fear and insecurity, those are the essences that you will create. You have all the help you need in releasing and healing yourselves at the deepest level.
So we say this to you, take responsibility for all that you create. Life doesn’t happen to you. You create all that you experience. Humans are very good at telling stories and it is a wonder to behold. However, sometimes you tell yourself stories about situations and other people that are designed to keep you in a place of stagnation, or a place of pain. As your conscious awareness grows, you will become cognizant of when you are creating a fantasy that serves your pain instead of your joy.
You are receiving wake up calls through your life experiences. This is a time to listen to your hearts. Allow your heart to be your guide. Awaken and take your place as keepers of the flames of love and as you do so, the stars will open for you.
We and your Intergalactic brothers and sisters are sending steady beams of love and compassion to you. It is with much love and respect that we give you this message.
Blessings in joy and peace.
Many of One
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Those of us who live on the edge – by that I mean the edge of this civilization’s so-called reality – are peering into the vastness of . . . creation . . . we have certainly not chosen an easy path. I find that I can tap into an inner knowing that I am supported by Spirit. Hmm… when I write that word, I feel it is not enough – it is not only Spirit (God, Creator, the All That Is) – it feels as if there is actually a Council of Elders—star-beings—that are also supporting us in our living at the edge of this new frontier. We are shining our lights forward and moving into new ways of being . . . so, I ask for their help in supporting us all in this physical experience and I am learning that I am responsible for my place here – I just need to believe, to trust myself and to use my tools… So I ask for help… “show me the way…”
Much love to all…
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
Many of One
“Fear knocked on the door. Faith answered. No one was there.”
— Anonymous (?)
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PS
I will once again be doing ceremony with astrologer Kelly Beard (www.karmictools.com) for the Autumn Equinox. We will offer our free telecall on Tuesday, September 22, so stay tuned for announcements.
Harmonic Convergence *Free* Meditation Gathering August 16, 2009
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Dear ones…
Waves of love are floating through the ethers today… I feel like I’m being lifted and expanded… as I open to receive… we are being gifted with the high vibrational energy of joy which has the potential of deep healing and creative inspiration.
Today and tomorrow is the 22nd anniversary of the Harmonic Convergence, which was first celebrated on August 16 and 17, 1987. At that time the Sun and Moon were in an alignment with Mars, Venus, Mercury, Jupiter, Saturn and Uranus, forming a grand trine, which indicates harmony and creative expression. The convergence has been said to be a turning point, the beginning of the great shift on this planet from war-like to peaceful.
At this time, people from all around the world gather to amplify the vibration of love. The concept of the Harmonic Convergence is that if many people are focusing on Universal Peace, Love, Joy, Harmony and Balance, we can literally raise the vibration of our energies, which fill the Earth’s aura, thereby raising the vibration of the entire planet, creating a powerful force of Divine Love, which will help to accelerate the Ascension of Earth and all life forms. In his book, Awakening to Zero Point: The Collective Initiation, Physicist Gregg Braden writes about the raising of the Earth’s vibration, which is consistently being tracked and measured. It has been noted that, during global meditations such as the Harmonic Convergence, there is a measurable rise in the Earth’s frequency.
Astrologically this year, there is a T-square, which indicates a challenge – we are moving into new territory – creating our new selves and our new lives. We are all at different phases of deep change and expansion. Many are undergoing grief due to deep life changes. The energy of love has the potential to act as a balm to heal and soothe the raw emotions that people may be feeling.
“Peace will guide our planet, and love will steer the stars…”
Now is a time that has been prophesied by Mayan and Hopi peoples to be the joining of the Eagle and the Condor, which signifies the harmony of the male and female energies.
Please join me on Monday night for my weekly channeling/meditation gathering. I am offering this evening for **free** for all who feel guided to gather and help amplify the energies of love, peace and harmony. I ask that you e-mail me at leilah.nward@gmail.com to let me know you will be joining us.
Many Blessings and lots of love,
Nancy Leilah Ward
Channeling and meditation telecall access information:
Monday, August 17, 2009
8:30 PM EST
Conference Dial-in Number: (218) 339-3600
Participant Access Code: 120053#
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report August 2009 August 5, 2009
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The Poetry of My Soul
My prayer is to express the poetry of my soul.
To live a deeper life.
More than taking care of business, the surface of things
but to dive deep into the mystery
to awaken visions within.
To travel on the beam of light
that shines through the center of my being.
We each have something drawing us forward
dancing on points of light as our feet come down.
If it made a sound, it would be like bells
or ice flowing on top of a river.
My soul calls out for more, more, more.
I know there is more than this.
My prayer is to live my life like a prayer.
Every breath sacred.
Tapping into the infinite depth within.
Deeper than the stars.
Deep as the Universe.
The deeper I travel within,the further out I go.
Moving through exploding fractals
of light
colored by emotion
in motion.
My life is a prayer.
My actions consciously honor the mystery;
that which is beyond words
As I chop wood, carry water.
This to all…
May our breath be blessed with love.
All this and more.
Dancing on diamond lights
our footsteps light our path,
disappear behind us.
Onward.
This is how I’ve been feeling lately. What’s going on? A potent download of cosmic energy on July 21-22, as well as three eclipses have been affecting us all. Opening ourselves to new energy brings up big change at the cellular, at the atomic, at the sub-atomic levels. Many of us have been feeling very strange. For the last week, I have been having moments of fever and achiness and sometimes digestive problems on and off. I’ll wake up with a fever and then an hour or so later I’ll feel absolutely fine, with my usual energy. One day will go by and I’ll be fine, then the fever will show up again for an hour or so, or I’ll have to lie down and rest because of feeling achy. Of course my mind goes to thoughts of Lyme’s disease, West Nile virus or swine flu, but I keep hearing “ascension symptom” from the wise voice within. Some of the symptoms I’ve been hearing about from others are fever, nausea, aching backs, aching arms and joints, feeling disoriented and lightheaded, feelings of inertia, panic, deep grief and sleeplessness.
Many people are feeling like they no longer know what to do with their lives – they know that things are changing and they don’t know exactly what to do but that they want to do something different. Others, after feeling this way for the past year, have found their paths and are moving forward with conviction and commitment. This includes people who a few months ago felt completely lost and unsure of what they wanted to do. Everyone is at their own place in Divine timing of the evolutionary process.
We are being triggered by energy surges and sometimes this feels like we’re being pulled out of our bodies.
Many of One
Indeed you are in for a ride, dear ones. As you ride the waves of change, trust your instincts. Trust your guidance, trust your “gut.” Trust in your ability to discern what is your highest path and purpose. And when you don’t know, do nothing. Many are diving deep into their beings to experience the heart of their soul. We see relationships changing as people can no longer hide from the truth in themselves. This can create much confusion and upset, but know that the path within is paved with love.
Dear ones you are being called to a deeper experience of yourself as you integrate the energies and open to receive your soul. You will find you cannot do what doesn’t resonate with your heart. This is causing much upset and change among many people. We wish for you to know with the deepest love that everything is going to be OK. Listen to your hearts. Spend time in nature. Retreat to gain clarity. Allow the emotions to flow through you, hide nothing from yourselves. For it is with the deepest expression of your truth that you will find freedom and clarity. Much is changing and shifting. Bring in the energies of love. Be your deepest authenticity – you are being called to greater levels of awareness. Many are feeling the need for a deeper connection with Source.
You are Source
The very Universe exists within you and without you. You are truly one with everything. To maintain your connection in the 3rd dimension you experience feelings of separation and defined boundaries. Somewhere deep within is a seed of knowing that you are greater than your perceptions and that you are vast. If you sit within this possibility and allow yourselves to expand, you will touch the stars. The true and total knowledge and experience of this would be too much for you to handle so it is given to you in small doses… glimpses of the vastness of your being. We feel you wishing to remember, wishing for a deeper experience and these experiences can be found through creative processes, through interactions with one another and through the stillness within.
Those of you who are feeling the call to greater awareness have been the forerunners and the ones holding the energy for others. There are many who are still sleepwalking. There has been a change of plans. As the energies continue to upgrade, many of you are being given a break, as it were… moments of stillness. Allow yourself to experience these times of just letting go and being – on vacation, so to speak. And yet, deep within, you are gaining more and more clarity and consciousness during your day to day activities.
We know you are wishing to remain conscious at all times and more and more you are developing a deeper awareness of your purpose and place in the world. Not only in the world of the Earth, but extending outward into the galaxy. And you know as you expand outward further, there are galaxies, upon galaxies, upon galaxies. We invite you to play with connecting with the vastness of the universe. As you send your attention outward, you may feel a pulsation as it comes back in. A pulsation like a heartbeat. . . the pulse of life which extends far beyond the Earth. Out into the cosmos… you have many brothers and sisters longing to connect with you. Yes indeed. As you continue to expand and evolve, you are reaching out into the vastness of the All That Is. You are beginning to feel that vastness within you – that feeling of being pulled out of your body, or being stretched. You are limitless spirit poured into the physical body. Love is the energy of expansion, which is why it brings up that which is not love for release.
Now we speak of this month of August and we are scanning the energy of the entire earth. . . There is a deep stillness and there is much churning of thought as well. The quiet before the storm. Retreat from the sounds of the media… there will be much provocation of fear regarding disease. The possibilities of pandemics. We tell you all is of your own creation. And yet within the experience of the earth plane there is much release happening and much of what feels like tragedy. When you hear of tragic events in the world – with people you know, or out in the bigger picture of the larger world – you can be of great service by sending the energy of love outward to those in need, to those undergoing great tragedy and difficult changes.
Many people are experiencing extreme anxiety, panic, sleeplessness. For those, we wish for you to know that you are held within a sacred circle of love and you can call out in prayer for assistance to help carry you through those moments. Now, what happens in times like this is you must still undergo the process of feeling and it can be somewhat agonizing. This is part of the experience of the expansion. Much of your deepest fears may be washing through you or simply fear itself with no knowledge or understanding of where that fear is coming from. Indeed, in some ways it doesn’t matter, but that you are going through it just the same. As you expand there is much that is coming apart, falling away – inside and out. What is called for at times like this is allowance. Allow your feelings, allow yourself to be within the discomfort and reach out to others. If you can, be with friends, with harmonious groups, with people who pray or vision together, or gather at sacred fires. Participate in some group energy – it would be very comforting.
We want you to know there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Be with the earth energy, with nature in any form you can find. This will be very comforting to you. Other than that, the pain, the anguish, the fear that you go through is something that needs to be felt – it is washing through you. Bring your attention back into your heart. Do your best not to allow your mind to carry you away on thoughts that bring up despair. Bring yourself back to your heart through the breath. This will help you to sustain equilibrium. Be mindful of decisions you make to be certain you are coming from your deepest authenticity.
There is a feeling of events being put on hold. We are talking of grander earth events as if giving some people time to catch up and we are sensing a collective eye roll from those who have been working so hard and who are raring to go – to take their place as the great changes surge and move you all forward on your evolutionary path. Many are impatient for no further delays. Have no fear, your services will be required more and more in times to come.
There is golden light available to all of you. Sparkling golden light radiance shining down and shimmering all around you. Know that it is there for you and create moments of happiness and joy with one another. Celebrate your divinity as you feel the vastness of your being. We send you softness and nurturing love as you rise to meet the challenges that call you into being your authentic expression with integrity, clarity and steadfastness. Dwell within the center of your being and be conscious of the cosmic connection you have with the All That Is.
We hold you in highest esteem.
Many blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
Many of One
“That the Earth is alive, inspirited and even sentient, is one of the most ancient and universal of spiritual understandings.” – Jesse Wolf Hardin
Soul Transitions Vibe Report July 2009 July 9, 2009
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Woah, it’s almost the middle of July! I took a little holiday over the 4th of July weekend and it was good to let go and still my thoughts and create space around all the things I “have to do” – to actually release the “doing-ness.” I gave myself a few days and now I’m back. I am creating more “time off” throughout the month for renewal and just plain old fun! And I am listening to the suggestions of the guidance I receive to give myself moments during each day for “me-time.” Loving ourselves and nurturing our heart is the most important practice we can bring to our lives at this time. It opens us to feel respect and appreciation for all life. I’m finding that practicing gratitude for all that I have – water, light, food, friends, home… practicing gratitude softens and dissolves fear and anxiety and brings a feeling of openness and lightness.
Feelings of grogginess or sleepiness are coming forth as we continue to integrate the new energies. It’s our body’s reaction to the expansion that is occurring. It’s helpful to lie down and allow ourselves to go within. Sometimes just ten or fifteen minutes of relaxing into the flow allows us to renew and recharge our energy. If feelings of fear arise, put it in a bubble, send it out of your energy field and explode it. This clears the density to allow more light energy to enter into our being.
A message from Many of One
The clearing process is being accelerated. As you face the truth within yourselves and allow yourself to feel the emotions that wash the past away, you open a conduit through which the accelerated energy can flow freely. Clarity is bestowed on you, enhancing your ability to see through the fog of illusion and false beliefs that once held you in thrall. As the energetic vibrations rise, the density comes up for clearing. Yes, we tell you this over and over again – just gentle reminders about the process you are going through.
This time in the month of July is a time of stillness, but it is not an inactive stillness, it is a time to allow that which is coming up for clearing to surface, be acknowledged and released.
Many are feeling grief as they release the past and say goodbye to an old way of life. Remember, dear ones, as you release the past, you are making room for the new; for miraculous experiences that are brought forth on waves of high vibrational energy.
Have you been noticing moments of synchronicity? Have you had telepathic communication with people and animals? Do you know who is calling when the telephone rings? When events like this occur there is a release and an expansion of energy. It is as if a conduit has opened and the life force energy flows freely. This feels like joy and playfulness and those feelings are what the high vibrational energy is all about. Yes, dear ones, it’s all about love, happiness, play and freedom! School’s out and it’s time for some fun as you witness your own power of creation. So, when moments of synchronicity occur, take the time to stay within the excited, happy and expansive feelings that move through you. Feel the joy and lightness of being and guide it to move into every cell of your body and to fill the field of energy around you.
Within the ever changing atmosphere as you move between shadow and light, know that you are essentially free and cultivate that feeling of freedom from deep within.
During this time it would be most helpful if you were to gift yourself with time to be with yourself and do something that your deepest being wants to do. So many of you are focused on doing and are so busy during your daily lives that you forget about your inner core being. The child within twists and turns, feeling unseen, ignored, uncared for, abandoned. This inner child tugs at you, trying to get your attention. What promises have you made to yourself that you haven’t kept? What small thing can you do to nurture yourself? Make this a daily practice. Ideally it would be good to take one hour for yourself every day to do what the deepest part of yourself wants to do, even if it is to swing lazily in a hammock gazing up at the sky between the leaves. If one hour is not possible, try ten or fifteen minutes. Moments of stillness are powerful moments of renewal. Acts of giving to yourself are beautiful ways of loving and acknowledging yourself. You are all letting go of false beliefs and illusions that have taught you to put others before you. We are advocating practicing self care through healthy selfishness. The more you care for and love yourself, the more love you have to share with the world. The more you love yourself, the more you can receive the gifts the world and physical life has for you.
As you integrate the energies, exercise becomes more and more important. Stretching your muscles, ligaments and tendons helps the energy to move through you. If you do not do some kind of exercise, the old energies can stagnate in the joints of your body, causing physical pain. Remember you are in a physical body, going through expansion and spiritual, mental and emotional clearing and it is important to move that energy through the physical vehicle.
Towards the end of the month, the energies will be opening up. Many deep changes are coming forward. Truth is rising to the surface in individuals and in a broader scale in the socio-political arena. There will be some surprising events playing out on the world stage towards the end of July. Many are feeling as if something is about to pop. Truth will be surfacing around events from the past and people will be standing up more and more for their freedom all around the planet. You can assist with this through prayer and respectfully sending energy of Love into the hot spots.
Continue doing your inner work, have an understanding that all are feeling the rising of the energies, whether they are conscious within it or not, so try not to take anything personally. Eruptions in relationships are happening at this time as you are all creating a new self – undergoing transformation in your energy bodies – this includes your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. Bring the focus back to yourself and keep nurturing your heart with love.
“My greatest wealth is the deep stillness in which I strive and grow and win what the world cannot take from me with fire or sword.” ~Goethe
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Solstice message from Many of One and Leilah June 21, 2009
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We are expanding and accelerating. As the expansion is raises us up – our energetic vibration is accelerating; our frequency is vibrating more quickly. Through this evolutionary process our wounds are also undergoing expansion, so it may seem like we’re revisiting some wounds we thought were healed; things we have already worked on – old feelings coming up – and this is just passing through, it is part of our expansion – revisiting what we’ve healed to check in to see if there is something that is still left which needs our attention. One of the best ways to heal ourselves is through self love. Loving the self is like a nectar or a healing balm – as we love ourselves we are loving God, the Creator, All That Is, for we are the physical embodiment of Creator Source. Doesn’t it feel good to know that inside? Breathing and being gentle with ourselves, nurturing ourselves in small ways is important at this time. The energies may feel overwhelming, resulting in fatigue or lethargy. It helps to surrender to these feelings when they come up and give ourselves a time out – to read a book, watch a movie, go for a walk, or simply to rest.
Many of One wish to speak to us about telepathy
You each have a unique energetic vibration that is your “you-ness” – the way you have always felt – your energetic fingerprint – the way you feel yourself deep inside. One of the ways of communicating telepathically is through feeling. You are all connected to a great web of energy. You can send your feeling-tone to vibrate out onto that web. You can tune into the feeling-tone of one whom you wish to connect with. Send your energetic signature out to theirs by vibrating both feeling-tones together. This is the beginning – a rudimentary stage on how to touch in with each other – the first step in learning how to use your telepathic abilities. It’s also tied in to your psychic abilities – everyone has psychic abilities – this can be developed – you can learn how to use these abilities. Trusting your intuition is also part of this aspect of reaching out and connecting with each other telepathically.
Just as a spider feels the vibration on her web, this is how communication is transmitted. You are doing this already—this message is to show you that you can communicate consciously. Haven’t you found yourself suddenly thinking of someone and their feeling is so strong within you that you feel yourself greeting them and giving them an etheric hug? This is real; this is telepathic communication. Maybe you are not telling a story telepathically, but you are touching in with one another with your feelings. This communication will expand into communicating ideas or messages, however in the beginning it is a matter of touching in on each other’s energy. This also revolves around feelings o f love and trust. Trust that when someone pops into your mind they are indeed thinking of you. You can meet them energetically and send love back to them and amplify that connection. As more and more people do this, when the connection is met, you will all open to trust and knowing that this is really happening. It takes practice, and this is what you are expanding into.
As you begin to develop this you may find that the person you want to reach might not be available. You may need to make appointments with each other to connect telepathically in the beginning. There is also the aspect of privacy – no one will be able to “bust in on you” if you do not wish to be available. You are all living within free will choice.
We wish to talk to you about the seeds you have planted in the last six months between the Winter Solstice and this summer Solstice. Celebrate what you have created with self respect and self love. Know that you are creating more and more consciously. Whatever you focus your attention on becomes what you create. Make a list of what you wish to create from this time going forward. You are learning more and more to manifest your desires into your lives. You are here at this time of the world for a reason. You amplify your gifts into the world simply with your being-ness, your unique vibration.
More and more you will find yourselves connecting with people who carry a similar resonance as you spiral up on the energies of creativity, growth and expansion. You are magnetizing yourselves to each other. You are now entering a time where Power to the People is at hand. You are seeing this power – from the grass roots – playing out on the global plane. Power to the people is getting stronger and your telepathic abilities will feed into this as well. You tap into the Beam – a beam of energy, light, information – a collective beam of acceleration which is also part of the unfolding. There will be more information coming through regarding the Beam.
Gather together in small groups with a purpose, to amplify energy or to create something out in the world, or to simply gather together to share a meal, sit around a fire, share your experiences with one another. Open your hearts to each other – creating community is vital at this time.
What is happening in the world is that the chains that have kept humanity down – the chains of fear and control – are falling away in the light of Love. You will become more empowered on an individual level and a collective level. The powers that have been in control are losing their grip. The energy and power is rising from below up through the bottom of your feet, into your bodies, your energy field, radiating out into each individual’s life. This is a time where you begin to realize how important each person’s individual offering is to the Whole. Celebrate this, it is very good news for you! The fear that has held so many down for so long is fading away as more and more people refuse to be caught up in that energy any longer. You can loosen the grip of fear by using your breath to bring your focus from your mind into your heart. The mind is no longer in the driver’s seat! It is the heart that drives your etheric vehicles. Breathe into your heart and into the moment of now. Know that you are not alone. As you find the way to dissipate fear, know that others are doing it as well and you are picking up on each other’s energy telepathically, for you are all One. You are picking up on the healing energy – you gift yourself with it and you share it with others simply by allowing yourself to undergo this transformation.
This Solstice is a time to celebrate your healing abilities and it is a time where there is an opening to communicate with spirit. An opening to channel. As you learn to trust the information that comes to you, you will expand your channel of communication with Spirit and with wise, high vibrational non-physical beings. Self love and respect is what opens this channel. You all have the ability to open to receive information and creative inspiration. Where do you think the music comes from? The words, the stories, the poetry, the pictures, the movement, the ideas that feed expansion in science, architecture, mathematics? Creative expression is a form of channeling. Feel the smile within as you read these words. Feel the feeling of freedom that comes from this knowing. You are opening into your freedom, your empowerment as sovereign human beings on Earth and as members of the Galactic family and the family of the Universe and beyond. Again we say Power to the People. You are in a new beginning – discovering a new way of walking on the Earth. Feel your hearts opening at this good news.
We send blessings of love and light to you. You are never alone. You are all One.
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The wounded healer June 16, 2009
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As you traverse the waters of your lives you have experienced the pain and joy of physical existence. You are undergoing yet another trial as the energies are amped up calling you to open and release. Wounds of the past are surfacing; feelings forgotten or feelings you thought you’d already cleared and released are coming up again. As the energy expands you, the wounds are stretched and opened. This experience is related to the retrograde dance of Chiron, Jupiter and Neptune that is occurring now. Know that your wounds are your greatest teachers and they come up as reminders for you to dive in and love yourself without defenses. The love you have for yourself is the purest healing balm and as you fill the wound with the nectar of love, pure love for yourself, you expand more and more into the fullness of your being. Tune in to your resonance, your unique energetic vibration. You are opening to receive your Higher Self, your Soul, the truth of your being. Have compassion for each other, for all are going through the expansion and feeling the opening of old wounds. It won’t always be this way, this is a chance to practice self love, which is the empowerment of your being.
For those in the place of stillness (some call it paralysis, inertia or suspension) – for those of you who don’t know where to go or what to do, breathe deeply and be still within the silence. The energy is filling you and raising you to a new platform of expression. Again, self love will help you to be within the stillness. You are being prepared for the great changes that are unfolding. Have faith, you are loved deeply, for you are the courageous ones who have chosen to go down into the trenches, as it were, to be part of the great turning, to assist with the acceleration and expansion. Much joy is coming to you. Prepare to receive the many gifts that will come in surprising packages. Take heart; celebrate love with one another, practice forgiveness and compassion.
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Soul Transitions June 2009 Vibe Report June 5, 2009
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Greetings!
A lot of people have been feeling like they’re suspended between the old and what’s next – as if we are on the trapeze and have let go of one bar and are reaching for the other in verrrrrry sloooooow motion. However, if it hasn’t happened already, that other trapeze bar is going to come smashing to your hand and you’ll grab it and… whoosh!
During the month of June there is an opening – a gateway of energy and all we have gathered around us energetically will be shooting forth to be manifested on the physical plane. There are very powerful energies at work and in this manifestation there are opportunities to expand and grow – to release. What we see outside of us is a reflection of what we are within so whatever shows up reveals where there is light and where there is density—contrasting and revealing each other in the glory that is physical life on Earth.
Light and dark reveal each other and are needed – we have said this before – if all was Light you would be blinded and if all was dark, you wouldn’t be able to see. Accept and play within the beauty of the contrast. It is most magnificent to observe how the light from the sun and the moon play upon this beautiful Earth and the light of love and awareness plays within our consciousness as well.
That which appears in our life is a direct result of our own focus and if you do not like what you see, know that you can change it. Do not feel badly if you don’t like your creation, do not turn against yourself for it is that very energy that creates pain and confusion. Instead, nurture yourself, be kind and loving to yourself, do something nice for yourself to soothe your heart. Look at your experience and bless it for revealing to you that which needs your attention, that which is calling out to be transformed through your awareness and understanding.
As the energetic floodgates open during the month of June, much will be shifting and rearranging in the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual energy bodies of everyone. Intimate relationships are going through deep transformation. That which is not in harmony with your heart can no longer be ignored. This includes relationships with jobs, business and living spaces as well. Allow that transformation to find its place and within the transition is a great deal of love, even though it may seem very painful, know that as you allow your life situations to transform and as you enter into a more authentic expression of your Soul, those who are affected by your transformation have the opportunity to find their authenticity as well.
As energies shift and reconnect to authentic expression they will flow into creative endeavors, new partnerships and collaborations that help accelerate the energy of love that is being amplified throughout the Universe. This energy is vibrating at a high frequency and is affecting your sun, your Earth and all the planets of the Solar System.
There will be much prosperity flowing to those who have been listening to the call of their Soul. Your time has come, dear ones as that which you have been focusing on begins to flower. Send out seeds of light through your desire – send out seeds of light for this flowering to occur.
Those who are receiving energies of prosperity, we ask that you be jubilant and to shine your joy out into the world so that others can pick up on it and be carried along on the waves of creation, prosperity and transformation. You are all connected in a web of one-ness within your unique individuality and the telepathic abilities that have been ignored within you are growing stronger and stronger. Trust what you feel and trust the messages that you are receiving. There will be many miraculous occurrences and we see you lighting up – we see the activation of the pineal gland like a star within the center of your head awakening your intuition, inner sight and psychic abilities. You will begin to know more and more that you are creating and co-creating all that you see around you.
Love, freedom and prosperity are at hand as well as the turmoil of transformation. You will be experiencing both extremes. Support through prayer those who are going through the pain of transformation and amplify the joy of the abundance you are creating. It is all part of the same frequency. For as the higher energies become more anchored within you and are radiated through you out into the earth plane, the more the denser energies are being pulled away, which can be very painful. Open up to this joyful ride! Allow your expansion to happen with a sense of play. Yes, lighten up— if you are in a place of suspension, of not knowing where to go and what to do— be still, focus on being, not doing.
Listen to the children, for they carry much wisdom and magic and they are close to their Higher Selves and the creative source of being. They will be speaking simple gems of truth as the higher energies are home to them.
With Radiant Love and Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
Many of One
“When you become comfortable with uncertainty, infinite possibilities open up in your life.”
- Eckhart Tolle, The New Earth
Soul Transitions May 2009 Vibe Report May 4, 2009
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Greetings!
May is bringing us into further expansion. Waves of energy are emanating from the center of the Universe and as we open to receive this energy, our lives and the totality of our beings expand. With this expansion comes, as always, release of that which is not in harmony with the resonance of our Soul.
As we expand into our new lives—no matter how subtle that may be—we can use our energetic resource to stretch into and fill the new space we’ve created with the vibration of what brings us happiness. Our energetic resource is unique and individual to each of us, just like our energetic signature, which is a resonance of energy that comes from our soul. Our energetic resource is our vitality, which is activated by focusing on what we love.
We are being called to know ourselves at the Soul level; to bring our Higher Self into our being and to fully embrace who we are with the glorious, loving presence of the All That Is. As we love ourselves and accept ourselves fully and completely, and as we tune into our unique resonance, we open to receive the energy of love, for the waves of energy emanating from the Center is love.
Self love is the place to begin from. Feeling into our unique soul signature helps us to reconnect to a love we were born into this life with. Intend to love yourself and as the energy that is not in resonance with the truth of your heart dissipates, you will become more and more clear. This clarity enables us to recognize feelings that are not our own. We are releasing energies from our past and this includes feelings from other people that we took on as our own, because at the time we were too young to know the difference. We’ve lived with these feelings all our lives but now they make us uncomfortable, like a discordant note disrupting the music of our souls. It’s important to pay attention to these feelings. The tricky part is that they are so familiar; we may still think they are part of our truth. We have been like sponges, absorbing all the energies around us since early childhood. The vestiges of these energies are loose and flapping like rags in the wind of change. Let them go. Let them fly away as you stand in the truth of yourself.
The clarity we are gaining also helps us to recognize energies that are from the collective consciousness in the world. Sometimes we may feel a shift of energy—perhaps feelings of worry, depression, fear, or simply a heaviness in spirit—filter into our beings for no apparent reason. I have come to realize that often these vibrations are in the outer world. It’s like walking through a mist of energy. The feeling of disruption may not be coming from us, they could be the feelings that others are emanating into the earth’s aura. It helps to question whether the vibration is coming from you or not. We often mistake the energies around us for our own – as we did when we were children.
The surges of energy can bring up our deepest fears and anxiety. These feelings go out into the energy of the Earth. They are magnetized to each other and actually create clouds of vibration. Question what is yours and what is not. And remember, just as the feelings of fear travel throughout the Earth’s aura and magnetize and grow larger, so does the vibration of love. We have the emanations from the Creator to help us amplify the love vibration.
Many people are experiencing abrupt shocking change to the extent that their lives will never be the same. This is like an “upside the head” wake-up call from Spirit. We can assist by holding the vibration of love and softness with a prayer that these people open to the Divinity within themselves and find comfort there.
Many are also experiencing a feeling of suspension – they know a change needs to happen but they don’t know where they want to go or what they want to do. There is a feeling of life being on hold until all the pieces fit together. Allow yourself to be in this place of stillness and connect with what brings you a feeling of freedom and happiness – go into the feeling, without words, connecting to your energetic resource. Send the feeling through your body, out into your aura, and expand it out into the world, then let it go and trust that events and connections which resonate with your energetic resource will come back to you.
As we cross the threshold into more clarity and expansion we may encounter Demons who challenge us with our deepest fears. These are the threshold guardians, giving us the opportunity to deepen our commitment to living our heart’s truth, by seeming to block our passage into our expansion. Remember you are a spiritual warrior — get out your sword and cut those Demons down! It is time to be firm with the voice that puts us down, criticizes and brings us into fear. Tell it in no uncertain terms to be gone. We aren’t listening to that anymore; we no longer believe that about ourselves. We are empowered in the fullness of our being, filled with love and joy—and the light around us and the love we feel is the energy of creation that we came into this life with. It feels light and free and happy.
A friend was telling me that things are going so well in her life and she’s moving into expansion with grace, but she finds her mind looking for something to worry about. It’s like we are so accustomed to worry and fear that when we move out of those energies a part of us is looking for something familiar, even if that something doesn’t feel good. This is why it’s important to be firm when those voices – or energies – of the past try to reassert themselves. As we learn to focus our attention on what feels good, those voices will get further and further away. The mind wants to hold onto the old ways but it’s like we’re in a river and it’s best if we can release into the flow and enjoy the ride. We are navigating ourselves into the Center of Creation.
Another aspect of this expansion is heightened telepathic abilities. This is what we are growing into. This is part of the fullness of our being. When the thought of someone pops into your head, send them a greeting and a warm feeling – as if you are meeting in the physical. It is essential to learn to trust our intuition – to trust the impulses we receive and to follow the energy that feels good, creative and energizing.
We are babes being born into the truth of our being. The past few years have been like the compression of the contractions of labor. At times, I have felt like I was being squeezed – and all the “juice” running out was rather toxic stuff that I was ready to let go of. It was the stuff of untruth that was clogging me up, making me heavy, sapping my energy, making me feel sad, pointless, discouraged. Many people are feeling this compression as the high energies blow around and through us. This can be a painful process, so it helps to ask for assistance from your guides and from professional counsel. Energy work and body work helps to move the energy out. Also, spending time with those we love, laughing and sharing meals with friends helps us to move through this process, so don’t forget to have some fun.
There is no easy way to deal with the energetic shifts and changes, however feeling into our heart and soul helps us to stabilize in the moment – this means connecting to our deepest truth through knowing ourselves and trusting our feelings. As we all know, NOW is all there is and the times we’re in are challenging us to remain present, alert and focused.
Know that you are loved and supported through the deep changes in these times of miracle and wonder.
Radiant Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward
And
Many of One
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“Walk by faith, not by fright.”
- Nelda
There is an organization called Common Passion – who is creating a Global Meditation for the weekend of May 9 through 11. They call it the Rebirth Celebration and it is in alignment with an emanation from the Hunab Ku (known as the Center of the Universe in Mayan Cosmology) that is taking place that weekend, according to the Mayan calendar. Go to www.commonpassion.org for information.
