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Soul Transitions September 2008 Vibe Report September 9, 2008

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September 2008

Soul Transitions

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This month of September is a time of integration. Since the summer solstice, much of the past has come up to be released – lower frequencies have surfaced and been cleared. Higher, more refined energies are now being integrated into your being. As this process continues it would serve you well to surrender and allow a sense of being-ness to permeate your … being.


This is a time of finishing what has been stirred up, evaluating, rectifying and beginning to harvest the new energies – creating new pictures and feelings of what is your next step.

There is a relentless striving and doing that has been the way of many – as if there is a taskmaster or slave driver behind you with a whip. This is accompanied by a feeling of never being able to do “enough.” Allow yourself the freedom of doing “nothing.” Let go of the never ending list of tasks that need to be accomplished. Connect with a deeper, more subtle being-ness. There will always be the “to-do list” to maintain life in the third dimension. These “have-to-dos” are a distraction from a deeper reality. Make your list, then set it aside. For, again, this time of September is about integrating the new energies that have been growing inside you – nurture yourself – nurture the newness with peace and surrender. Time is speeding up and soon you will be busy with new projects as the energies begin to take off in October. For now, the ground of your being is fertile and this is a time to get clear on what it is you want your new life to feel like.


This is also a time to cease old habits, to let go of activities that no longer resonate with the higher energies. There will be people that you no longer feel in harmony with. It is time to gently let go of people, jobs and patterns that no longer serve your greatest good. It will not be difficult, the bonds have been loosening these many months. Resistance and persistent holding on to the past creates blocks and a feeling of rigidity. You may see examples of this in people in your world. Little can be done for those who are stubbornly clinging to the past – other than to pray for them that they find peace.


Nurture yourself, feed yourself with love. Feel your feelings – no matter what they are – honor all you feel. If something feels painful or uncomfortable, there’s usually a feeling of being stuck. When you allow yourself to respectfully be there in that place of discomfort, you will find that the acknowledgement will soon bring a softening and then the energy will begin to flow again. You can find the inner still point and breathe love into your being by focusing on loving memories or visions of beautiful earth moments – like a breeze rippling the calm water of a lake – find within you that which brings a feeling of space around the cacophony of life. This will help to lubricate and open your aura, to move you from fear into wholeness. Little by little, love and nurture yourselves.

So many who read these words are high vibrational beings living in the dense energies of Earth – this denseness has been created by the people living in the Earth realm, not of the Earth herself. Many have tried in this lifetime – without knowing it – to lower their frequency in order to “fit in.” This leads to depression and disempowerment as one’s true essence is repressed. It has been very difficult for so many of you to be here, but you are here to shift the balance and the time is now.


Remember, also, that this is not all there is! You are multidimensional and vast. You don’t vibrate to the energies that have been rampant on Earth for so many eons. You bring a higher tone to this experience and have suffered because of it – by trying to fit in and feeling you don’t belong. We tell you, if you didn’t belong here, you wouldn’t be here! There are so many of you now, who resonate with the Earth’s vibration. There is strength in numbers – find others that are of similar vibration and who want to “raise it up” through gatherings – sing, dance and drum together, prepare meals together, create rituals together. If you don’t find this within your community, you can create it, or you can move to a place that holds this kind of resonance, which is created by the people in collaboration with the energy of Earth herself.


Many people are expressing the desire to live in community with others – maintaining their own personal space, but within a greater, sustainable community. Many do not know what this will look like, but feel the desire within. This will unfold as you come together – collaborating with Earth and each other. So we say to you, find your spirit family. You are not alone.


You have heard that your thoughts become real. It is important to catch your thoughts when they move into the realm of fear. This relates to the dense energy that floats through the earth plane – the density of fear and poverty consciousness is a conglomeration of thought forms coming from the people of Earth. These thought forms become an entity – an etheric entity which multiplies and attaches to us when we are resonating with fear. This entity is a parasite that feeds on fear. It will whisper words of fear to exacerbate our feelings. Be aware of when this is happening to you. You can turn and say, “Enough! Be gone with you!”


Just as negative, fearful thoughts create negative, fearful experiences in our outer world, so will positive, loving thoughts create positive, loving experiences.


So many on Earth feed fear into themselves through movies, video games, music – many forms of entertainment. Most of you who read this already discern what you will and will not feed yourselves in this way; however you are still living on the earth where those negative energies waft through the energies. This negativity can be transmuted by you, through meditation and intention. Recently, as hurricane Gustav threatened New Orleans, many Lightworkers gathered in the etheric realms to consciously diffuse the energy of that storm. And it worked, for the storm’s force weakened and, although it was still devastating to many people, it was not nearly as strong as it had started out to be. There is power in our numbers – group conscious intention is powerful – you have always been living within this, but the intention has been more negative. It is time to turn it around!


A few symptoms to be mindful of – extreme fatigue and feeling as if your energy has been drained – also aches and pains. My upper back/shoulders, back of my head are very sore. I have been working with a wonderful friend who does cranio-sacral massage. She is an intuitive healer and is helping me release some very old energy that has been gripping me in this area, which is why it’s so sore now. I believe that letting go of that grip and relaxing the muscles is bringing on the soreness because so much has been held there for so long. I recommend some kind of body/energy work to help move the energy of the past that we’ve been releasing. For those who are local to the Hudson Valley, Deeber Burke lives in Olivebridge (near the Ashokan Reservoir). She does Swedish massage and reflexology in addition to cranio-sacral. She is very intuitive and can help you get to the center of what you need to release in order to step into your empowered self. Her telephone number is 845/657.7408.


In closing, September is a time for realigning with your authentic self. Take the time to do nothing! To relax – if you’re feeling drained – honor your feelings and get cozy with a good book or take a nap. We are integrating the new, higher vibrating energy that we have been making room for throughout the summer. October is waiting out there – humming – the engines are revving – we’re going to be building up to some fast traveling, so now is the time to get ready by being still – yes – and integrating all we’ve gathered.


For the Fall Equinox I will be doing a live FREE telecall with astrologer Kelly M. Beard (www.karmictools.com) on Wednesday, September 17 at 8:45 p.m. Eastern Standard Time. I will channel information from the Akashic records and will do a guided meditation and Kelly will talk about what is going on in the energies of the dance of the planets. It will be an empowering, grounding, loving experience, so do consider calling in. I will send the access telephone number when we get it set up.


With gratitude and love,


Nancy Leilah Ward


Many of One


“The roots of all goodness lie in the soil of appreciation for goodness.”

– His Holiness, the 14th Dalai Lama






Soul Transitions Vibe Report August 2008 August 3, 2008

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Many of you resonate with the energies of the faerie world. These are elemental, joyful earth spirits. Over the centuries these spirits receded deep into the Earth where they nurtured mother earth and kept her alive with love while devastating destruction was happening on her skin. The vibration of destruction wrought by human beings (influenced by the “puppeteers” of dark extraterrestrial forces) brought shadow into the Earth’s aura and destroyed most of the sacred places where the faeries and elementals dwelled. Love and innocence were sucked into the density of fear. These experiences were unbearable for the faeries and for Earth and created grief, loneliness and deep sadness. The disrespect and destruction of the Earth is reflected in the disrespect and suppression of feminine energy through the ages. (When we speak of feminine energy, we include the feminine energy that is within males as well as females.)


Many of you have felt this very grief, loneliness and sadness – feeling like you don’t belong in this world. Yet you came here to be part of the uplifting of the Earth by calling forth the feminine energy and amplifying it within your beings. You agreed to hold a space for the faerie energy here on Earth and it has been very hard for so many years to live within this density and to carry an innocent resonance that has not been respected or acknowledged. This is changing now – this is part of the great shift. Now is your time to arise! Now is your time to know that you do belong here and you are not alone. The healing is taking place within the earth and within men and women of the earth.


This energy is awakening and rising not just in the Earth and within her elementals and faeries, but within the human beings as well. So those who have felt unseen, who have felt somehow “wrong” for being the way they are – sensitive, empathic, innocent – those who may have accused themselves (and been accused) of not being “smart enough” or of being dreamers, idealistic or too sensitive — those who have always felt the possibility of magic in the world, and the mystical, magical feeling of the spirits of nature — you are the ones who resonate with the energies of the faerie realm. Believe in yourselves! This energy carries much joy within it, and playfulness and it is awakening within you. Open to allowing more of this magical energy into your vibration and invite the elementals to rise within you, co-creating the vibration of joy.


Dance with the earth energy; meditate on traveling deep within her core and radiating love. The past devastation is being released and removed from the Earth’s aura as the shadow of fear dissipates. Through this process, many human beings are leaving the physical. This is not a punishment or a sign that they have been wrong somehow, or haven’t carried “enough” of the high vibrational energies. This is their way of participating in the healing of Earth and of humanity. In the non-physical, they are concentrating energies of love into the Earth dimension. There are many facets to this. The grief left behind is part of this cleansing process. The cycle of endings and beginnings is constant on Earth and there is so much more going on behind the scenes. You will begin to realize on a deeper and deeper level that what is happening to someone on the other side of the planet is being felt by you. You will begin to reach out and communicate telepathically with each other. You will truly understand that you are not alone… you are all one. And those that leave suddenly are trying to communicate with their loved ones. We send energy to help facilitate this communication – to pour the love down through the grief – like a thin conduit of light going down through the crown into the heart. If they will pause for a moment and listen… they will hear the whisperings of love coming from their dear ones who have transitioned into the non-physical and they will know that no one truly “dies.” Each of you are a wave-form of energy, your energetic signature, which continues in and out of physicality.


Please take a moment to send waves of love and comfort to those around the world who have lost loved ones. May they receive love and a deeper connection to the spirit that flows through all of life, through all realities throughout the Universe. 


More and more you will realize how vast you are – how your consciousness transcends time and space.


The energies will continue to rise during August – many changes and re-routing opportunities will be spurred on by the eclipses (Total solar, new moon August 1, partial lunar, full moon August 16). What needs to be released will find its way – if you resist the changes, you will only make it more difficult to navigate. Many are experiencing memories and feelings from the past surfacing at this time. Remember: regrets will hold you back from moving forward – you cannot bring in new energies if you are regretting past decisions. Now is the time to honor all past choices you have made – to know that they brought you to where you are now and that in every moment you have a chance to begin again. Practice gratitude for what you have accomplished and what you have created and trust that Spirit has been guiding you all along.


In order to create your new life of joy and freedom, it is necessary to engage in activities that bring this feeling in. Do what you love to do – take steps, however small, in the direction of your goals. Listen to the whisperings of your soul – take measures to remove whatever restrictions are blocking the full expression of your soul – and embody your true power.


Look to the new — in modes of communication and collaboration — which includes collaboration with Mother Earth. The old structures are crumbling. Old structures built on competition, fear and consumption are collapsing from within. Look for what is founded and grounded in love and a focus on living in harmony. Place your bounty behind efforts that focus on creating a new earth of love, not fear. The new way of living on Earth is through love and collaboration instead of fear and competition.


We send you love and we see you melting into Mother Earth – what we mean by this is for you to spend time in nature and blend your energy with Earth – she has powerful healing for all. Look for the fairies dancing among the flowers, trees, rocks and flowing water. Allow the awakening to rise within you, dear ones.


Practice daily meditation – connecting to your soul essence, and connecting to the earth energies. It’s all about resonance. Know that your guides and angels are always with you – reach out to them, feel their presence. Go within, find the still point. You have the potential to carry so much joy – open to joy – you do not have to try, you will begin to feel it more and more if you ask for love and joy to rise within you.


Arising in love and freedom,


Nancy Leilah Ward


Many of One



“In the veils between the worlds, I remember the fairy folk who guard the ancient places. May we walk lightly and with courtesy upon the earth, may no being stay their progress or block their path, so that the hidden household of the earth may be peaceful.”

                                                                                    – Caitlín Matthews, Celtic Devotional






Ride the Wild Surf April 14, 2008

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Feeling the energies? Nervous for no reason? A little disoriented? Sudden emotions, like crying for no apparent reason? This is the ascension process at work. We ascend with the energies as they rise higher and higher and all that is of a lower vibration comes up for clearing. Some of what we’ve leaned on or relied on is falling away – as in old habits, crutches, denials – this is all the stuff that cannot come with us as we rise.


We are being called to account for ourselves. Anything that is not the whole truth will keep coming up until it is brought into conscious awareness. That’s how we clear it and move on. Unexpected sudden challenges are arising. Meet all with the truth from your heart. You will be surprised at how smoothly you flow through the moment.


There has been a clog in the flow of resources. Some are putting their part of the flow outwards only to find that those on the receiving end are sluggish in returning the energy. Keep it flowing, it needs to circulate fully in order to grow. We’re talking about abundance here. Some have had a burst of an income stream, then a sudden lull. Don’t worry, it’ll come back – and don’t go into accusing yourselves of having an abundance issue – that may be part of it, but it is also a pause in the energy flow as other aspects are reconfigured and integrated. It’ll start flowing again. Just keep an open feeling within you – be open when you give – and be aware that the energy you put out continues in a circle, gathering experiences and flowing back to you.


If you have been following the inner prompting of your heart, you will find yourself moving through the flow with grace as you shift balance to keep centered on the surfboard. We are surfing the energy on our own individual platforms. This is why responsibility to self is so important right now. If you have been ignoring the inner promptings, you will be forced to account for the energy you give or don’t give to yourself. Some will experience health issues that are designed to slow you down and take stock of where you are and where your heart wants to take you. Others will experience transitions in relationships and jobs. Some people you were friends with are not in your life anymore. Not that there was a falling out, but people are redirecting themselves onto new rivers of energy and really shooting outward into it! Bless everyone on their way.


And when the waves come, we must turn and face them and dive right into them! Feel the energy of going forward into a force that is coming at you, carrying away with it all that is ready to be released. Feel the exuberance and freedom as you pull yourself through the energies with clear and empowered intention!


Regarding job transitions, connect with your core being and ask what is it that gives you energy. What makes your heart sing? Trust the Universe to answer you. It may not happen immediately –this is something people often forget. Put your question out there and be patient for the Universe and your guides and angel presences to deliver the answer to you in perfect timing so that you are fully ready to receive the truth. If you have lost a stream of income unexpectedly, there’s a chance you weren’t paying attention to the signs – but know that there is something better for you. It is up to you to feel what the right employment feels like and send the feeling out from your heart – you can vision it like headlights lighting the way into your future.


As far as relationship changes, it is important to let go, soften your heart, allow grief, anger, frustration, sadness – whatever you feel – to flow. As you sit within these feelings and ask for help in your healing process, you will feel angelic beings soothing you. Allow the nectar of love to flow to the places that hurt. People are being called to their highest truth at this time. Worlds are being rocked. This is when your connection to your heart, and awareness of your soul vibration, your core self – will help you navigate the churning waters. You’re in the wash cycle. Chaos and turbulence will spin you around. Allow yourself to feel all that you are feeling and honor the truth within you. You will see the truth within your partner arising as well. Relationships are opportunities for deep growth and expansion. What may look like disaster is an opportunity to go into a deeper level within your being. What are you holding onto? What are you releasing? You may be surprised as the elements of conflict change position, shift meanings as you look at it more and more.


Be beautiful. Be as big as you can be, surround yourself with the energy of love inside and out.


The other day I told a friend, “I need a Big Mama hug. . .”  I just felt the need for a strong, nurturing woman to hug me. Yesterday, while standing outside looking at the earth awakening into spring, I suddenly felt a Big Mama with me – ethereally speaking. She hugged me and I was filled with love and comfort. She told me everything is ok and it’s all about perfect timing and Divine Order. I felt loved, nurtured, grounded. I gazed upon her face and she grew larger and then I realized that she was Mother Earth herself. Big Mama. Gaia has many Goddess energy beings and Big Mama is one of them. She said to call on her any time and to pass this on to all of you! Big Mama is there for you, too.


There are all kinds of tools for us and so many energy beings there to help us. We need to ask for their help and trust that we all have more power than we know. Again this message is a reminder that there are powerful forces at work at the grass roots level. This is Y.O.U.! It’s all about self-responsibility. All of us are vitally important parts of the energetic system within which we live. We are each part of a greater whole being and we are beginning to see more and more how powerful our abilities of manifestation are. So everything you do is important to the whole. Every step you take towards living from your heart in Truth, Light and Love, goes forward and assists others to do the same as we awaken together into the higher vibration. The more we move into our hearts – listening to our hearts and making decisions from the heart – the more we connect to the flow of life. The flow of love.


Sharing the same sky,

riding the wild surf,

may the blessings flow…


Nancy Leilah Ward


Many of One





You can not give what you do not have. — Djwhal Khul



Giving and receiving are the same thing April 4, 2008

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Give with an open hand. When you pay the bill you owe for service, pay it with an openness within you – feel the flow of energy flowing from you to whomever receives the benefit of the money you give out. See it flowing in a circle back to you, for a dynamic is set up of giving and receiving. Do you see that the more you open to the flowing outward, the more you remain open to receiving the flow inward? Again we say, see it as a circle and keep the flow going.


If you feel tight when you are giving money that you owe, the tightness remains and the tightness flows outward in a cramped way and it continues and flows back to you in the very same way. Give openly and with gratitude — whatever it is you give in whatever way you give it — whether it be a service for money or whether it be money for a service. It is the same thing. Put the energy of receiving into the energy of giving.


Stop being stingy! Consider what ways you may be stingy with yourself. Or, if someone owes you money for what feels like a long time, where is the money flow clogged with you? Is there some outlet you resent giving money to? Do you need to take better care of your physical self? Perhaps your body feels clogged because you haven’t done any physical exercise.

Move the energy. Keep the energy flowing.

That means you must let it go. Let go into the flow.