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Vibe Report November 2016 November 3, 2016

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ahimsa, Ascension, awareness, chaos, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, high vibrational frequencies, Higher Mind, identity loss, Love, love is the antidote, loving awareness, patriarchy, presence, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness.
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Deep Soul Diving

 

On this journey, there comes a time where we realize that most of what we’ve been taught and learned are untrue. As beliefs and patterns fall away under our scrutiny, we come to beliefs that we cling to as part of our identity. It takes courage to examine beliefs that we have held onto in our search for truth. Maybe everything is false and the only truth we can know is our own unique Soul vibration.

Questioning Everything

During July and August, I was contemplating what it would be like to move beyond belief into a state of pure being. At times I felt like I was in a state of expansion and emptiness, like a river that flowed out to a delta where there were no banks of beliefs to hold it any longer. My awareness was dispersing into a shallow sea. The sun shining through the crystal clear waters loosened dense energetic thought patterns and beliefs as I went about my life feeling like I was flickering in and out of a dream state. I was taking care of the daily tasks while doing my best to maintain inner stillness, and at the same time feeling detached, witnessing the world and sometimes being drawn in to the surreal drama of world events, which magnetically tug at us all. Then, when that got to be too much, which it is (!), I would dive deep under the mayhem to find quiet, regain stillness and come back to myself.

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Daily Drawing “The Wave” July 15, 2016

Towards the end of August, a wave of energy was building, which came to a crest and broke in September. Churning white water carried us into overwhelm through mid September into October. We could hold on to the busy plans we made or let go and release our over-doing into the moment of our presence. Over-doing can come from wanting to be perfect, to be super-human, to be loved. This time has offered us the opportunity to examine why we make the choices we make – to see what is at the foundation of our decisions.

The flow of nature and our own energy forced us into positions where we had no choice but to let go. Injuries, illness, relationships ending, loved ones passing away, having to move, sudden changes and shifts in direction came through, showing us the wisdom of surrendering to what is.

Acceleration
The last week of October brought serious compression, due to solar activity, where we’ve had the opportunity to do some deep Soul diving, healing issues long held in our energy at a soul level. Memories and old feelings have been coming up and releasing through us. Even energy from other lifetimes that has been held within our Soul’s energy field, affecting the shine of our Higher Selves has been coming up for clearing. “The Shine” means our joy, our full-genius vibrancy – the radiance of the truth of our being. The dense energy looks like shadows around our Higher Self, which obscure our inner light (truth) from shining.

We have been clearing what isn’t our truth from the deepest part of our being for years and we are going deeper and deeper with this clearing. It is happening so fast now that there isn’t much time for wallowing because the next wave is rolling in! And there’s no point in holding onto or examining the memories (frequencies) that are being released because, at this point, not only is the energy clearing at the level of other lifetimes of our Soul’s expression, but we are clearing the energy of the Collective – patterns and beliefs – going, going, gone! Because of this, as the frequency accelerates, we no longer feel attached to the stories – the energetic debris – being released. That is the gift of processing all the pain we’ve moved through in different ways for so many years. Just think of yourself as you were 10 years ago, or 15 years ago. What’s that like? Have you changed much? Is your life and your feelings about life any different?

The Journey of Remembrance
The goal of Awakened Human Beings is to embody our Soul Essence completely and to do so has taken us on the journey of remembering who we are. As we move forward on this journey we have had to release patterns of behavior that do not allow our Soul expression to thrive. As we go further into our awakening, we find that we have to release habitual thinking and thought forms. This can be quite challenging. All of life is expanding and our Soul Essence is birthing through us. As we struggle with this expansion and contraction, we feel our Soul filling us with our essence, pushing at our fearful boundaries, revealing what is holding us back from thriving. It is emotionally painful to witness ourselves habitually making choices out of fear, which inhibits the full expression of what is within us.

Moving Beyond Belief
Our Soul essence has never not been part of who we are. Through the experience of being introduced to the world from birth, having the world described to us by others, we begin to shape ourselves to fit the paradigm by gathering to us beliefs and patterns. This is how the structure of life in this timeline was set in place like the bars of a prison, which were of a density that did not allow the Light of our Truth to shine. The paradigm that is changing at this time is actually the bars of that prison that has kept us from shining the light of our Soul completely and fully. The prison bars are crumbling. Sometimes those prison bars give us a false sense of security, and that’s when we argue for our own imprisonment. Allowing ourselves the emptiness of non-belief – in other words, moving beyond belief – brings with it a great sense of freedom, a loosening of identity, and even feelings of mirth.

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Daily Drawings, June 17, 2016

There is so much that we Human Beings are capable of doing and we are getting glimpses of this Vastness of Consciousness through our personal experiences of enhanced intuitive guidance, telepathy, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, kinetic abilities, and even time travel, just to name a few aspects of our totality.

We are witnessing the world falling apart. The house of cards that makes up our governments, monetary systems, societal ideals, health care systems, patriarchal oppression of women and this beautiful earth, are dissolving in the light of truth. The chaotic energies can throw us off our center and it’s very challenging but necessary to pull our focus back in to our center, to our unique vibrational frequency. It’s hard not to let the vibrational frequency of other people and situations knock us off our center. When this happens, we need to breathe, get into a creative pursuit, spend time alone, do mindful exercise – whatever it takes to bring ourselves back into our own inner clarity.

Loving What Hurts Us

Recently in Savasana (relaxation pose after a yoga practice) I went to a deep place and it was like I was traveling into a terrain that didn’t feel good. It felt old and stuck, unconscious, unhappy, unworthy. It was like I was on a walkway in a cavern and came to a place that felt oppressive. I knew I had to keep going forward but the tunnel I was to enter was almost swollen shut. It was undulating and inflamed. I said “I don’t’ want to be here” and a voice said, “Wait, just be with this. Love it for a moment.” And then I realized this is a place within me – it feels like a street in a city that you wouldn’t want to walk down – a lonely place, a creepy place, a place of neglect and abandonment. Hardship. Grief. Shame. Guilt.

Most of us carry oppressive energy that has accumulated from many lifetimes, encrusting in our Soul energy, clinging to our Higher Self. (Soul is a little “further out” from the physical and Higher Self is a little “further in” – closer to the physical plane.) In my experience, I was sensing and remembering choices, feelings, emotions, and beliefs that were creating patterns that repeated over and over, lifetime after lifetime. I resisted but a message came through: Stay with this. Love this. See if it softens and opens up to the well of fear that is at the base of all the attachments that cling to this energetic vibration of oppression. This energy is magnetic, drawing in feelings, beliefs and experiences of like vibration.

When we allow love to be there in the midst of painful feelings, it helps release the habitual magnetic attraction to powerlessness and victimization. Love slowly seeps in to loosen attachments to what no longer exists. The high frequencies that are being amplified all around us assist in raising us up, accelerating the rate of spin in our energy field like a centrifuge, offering up feelings and memories, “Look at this…. Feel this… Love this…” Witness whatever comes up. Love it all truly and see it dissolve. As we release and rise higher, the next feeling, thought, memory comes. Can you love this, too? Stay the course, bringing love to the dark, swollen inner landscapes you do not want to go to. Love this, and this, and this.

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Ahimsa
November 2, 2016
Pastel

Ahimsa
I have chosen Ahimsa as my practice. In every moment. Ahimsa – non-violence. Practicing Ahimsa begins with being mindful of my thoughts and noticing when I am thinking violent thoughts, which could simply mean self-criticism. Focusing on non-violent thoughts diffuses all criticism, whether towards myself, or others, or a situation I might be in. Eventually this leads to non-attachment to expectations.

I looked up Ahimsa on the Internet and found an article with this quote from Buddha:

“The thought manifests as the word; The word manifests as the deed; The deed develops into habit; And habit hardens into character. So watch the thought and its ways with care, and let it spring from love born out of concern for all beings… As the shadow follows the body, as we think, so we become.”

There is much violence in the world and adding to it are the violent words and energies that are moving through social media. Remember, everything is being amplified at this time, so practicing Ahimsa will assist us all in dealing with the falling apart of things. We are energy receivers and transmitters, so it is up to us to be mindful. Transmitting love, through the practice of Ahimsa, will help raise the energetic frequencies and when enough people are doing this practice, the violence in this world will transform. It’s all energy; it’s about transformation and it begins within ourselves.

It seems everywhere we turn, there is something screaming for our attention – the Earth and Humanity are calling out for love. Sometimes love may seem too benign, as if love is not enough of an action. However, when we are united through Ahimsa, love becomes an active, powerful force. It isn’t something we “make” happen; it’s not something that can be forced. It simply grows out of our own individual practice of self-love and gains momentum. When we meet others who are, in their own way, practicing Ahimsa, we entrain (or synch) to each other’s energy and then the energy is uplifted.

A simple principle of physics is that when two objects are entrained with each other, they use less energy, and when two objects are not in synch, more energy is expended.

Sending the vibration of love through the ethers – you might call it prayer – to those that are vibrating with anger and fear will help to diffuse the density. Just as we are called to love those aspects of ourselves that are in fear; those aspects we have rejected, we can love the situations and people in the world that are in fear.

All living beings carry the spark of Divine Spiritual Energy. This is what we can connect to when amplifying the intention of love to all beings – including the ones we don’t agree with – the ones we don’t understand, the ones who seem to be upholding violence, hatred and intolerance. Ahimsa allows us to be love… to radiate love from and to the core of being within all of life. It begins within ourselves. May all beings be happy and free, and may my thoughts and actions contribute to that freedom for all.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

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The Vibe Report – Cosmic Carnival – February 2016 February 3, 2016

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ascension, awareness, chaos, Christ Consciousness, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Changes, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, Forgiveness, Galactic Center, high vibrational frequencies, Higher Mind, identity loss, Love, loving awareness, Meditation, One-ness, portalways, presence, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness, Vortex, Wormhole.
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January is over and I am finally feeling able to begin engaging in the outer world again. It has come to my attention that I’m not the only one who had a slow entry into this new year. When 2016 first dawned and I began to scan “out there” it was as if I was standing in front of a shiny bright pink stage curtain that had 2016 written on it in big, bold script. The curtain shimmered as it moved in a breeze coming from the other side. It felt somewhat ominous and as I peeked around the curtain, I was hit with a mighty wind of rushing energy, which I pulled back from, not quite ready to go “out there.”

Dynamo
By the end of January, I pushed the curtain aside and stood on the threshold looking into a wide tunnel of swirling energy. I kept hearing the word dynamo, which is a generator that turns mechanical energy into electric energy. In my understanding, this relates to the further activation of our energy bodies, transforming our physical body (mechanical) into higher frequencies (electrical).

We’re stepping out into a new timeline. When I first wrote that – new timeline – it felt like a type-o because I meant to write new year, but this is how momentous this feels, not just a new year, but a new timeline and an entirely new perception of being. In my vision as I gaze into this swirling tunnel, I hear the word “wormhole”. A total game-changer.

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Vortex
By Nancy Leilah Ward
2016, oil on canvas

Preparation
We have begun this year with a pause, brought to us in part by Mercury retrograde, in order to prepare us for moving further into the swirling vortex of light and energy where up is down, down is up, we lose our attachments to our stories, and we come into the timelessness of being.

In order to navigate this, it helps to tune in with our energy throughout the day. Check on your love fuel to be sure you are vibrating with a good amount of love, so that you feel buoyant and lighthearted. Make adjustments by tuning in to your center, connecting with the love force energy and radiating it throughout your body.

It is important to be vigilant with this process of energetic awareness as well as checking our focus and bringing ourselves back to the moment of now. I have a little mantra for that: “This is what is.” Meaning, where I’m at right now, in this ever-flowing moment, is all I know. Is what is.

Here is what Guidance says:
Keep practicing awareness in every moment, staying present and focused on what is. Bring yourself back to the present moment over and over again and you will soon find that your thought trails don’t take you out very far before you catch your awareness and bring it home to the center of your being. You can also begin to contemplate the concept of living so completely in the moment that you will no longer have a need for thinking. This focus of contemplation will open the path before you and deepen your attention to what is.

Hmmm… to no longer have the need (or habit) of thinking because we are in the moment of now and flowing with the energy of the moment. Always. This is an evolutionary concept and it goes hand in hand with telepathic communication, heightened intuition and psychic capabilities, as well as kinetic abilities, all of which are our birthright. This is a glimpse into what we, as a Collective Consciousness are integrating in our evolution into Unity. Letting go of egoic self-importance and realizing ourselves as God, Divine Source, the One.

Identity Loss
We have been losing our identities – in all kinds of ways – some subtle and others off-the-cliff-life-changing. As we continue to move into higher vibrational frequencies, the energy stretches and expands us. This breaks connections that are too small for us now and as this happens, bits of our identity – beliefs, memories, connections to material form, desires, patterns – are floating away because the connection has been severed and there’s nothing for these aspects to hold onto. As these old identifiers snap off, we rise and expand and integrate the higher frequencies. This makes room for us to embody our soul essence more and more fully.

Listening to ourselves – to our bodies, to our emotions and to our thoughts will help us to know what we need to release. It takes courage to let go of the connections that no longer serve us, whether it is a relationship, job, place we’ve lived, or a belief, habit or pattern. When its time is up, it won’t leave us alone until we make the change that we need. We can start the letting go process by using our imagination “as if” we’ve made the change we are feeling called to make. Imagining what life would feel like if the change was made and getting into the vibrational frequency of that upgrade, helps us to create our lives in ways that bring us joy.

Inter-dimensional Shift
We have been traveling in this vortex for several years. We could also look at it as a birth canal that is narrowing and pushing us through the birthing process. Loving mindfulness helps us to stabilize our energy in the midst of the acceleration.

We have entered into this inter-dimensional shift that we have been preparing for. This vortex brings up churning chaos because many people will have a difficult time integrating the paradigm shift. This isn’t just a change in energy – that’s how it looks in the big picture – the energy itself brings great changes to our personal lives, our world, and to our collective beliefs, revealing truths that have long been hidden from Humanity. This is going to cause some uproar. Our strong center and focus will help reel us in when we lean into the maelstrom. Cultivating a sense of excitement, enthusiasm and curiosity for the unknown and releasing expectations and opinions will help us to fly and surf the currents and energetic shifts that are happening. This is why it’s important to pay attention and practice mindfulness.

Like some crazy Fun House in a Cosmic Carnival: the Vortex and Time
As we move more deeply into the swirling energy field we will notice our perception and experience of time changing. There may be bleed-throughs into other timelines or parallel dimensions. A bleed through is when our present timeline merges with another timeline that our soul is also expressing awareness in. When those moments happen, we will be glad that we’ve lost our identity! The flexibility that identity loss offers will help us navigate the fluctuations of time as an observer – a witness of our experience.

A bleed through may be triggered by a dream, a film you watch, a book you are reading, or visiting a museum where you are in contact with other timelines through the art. Traveling to an ancient city or even going to a bistro that feels like it’s from another era, complete with the music of that particular timeline, may trigger a bleed through. Again and again, remaining in our center and observing what is, will help us to move through this unknown territory.

We are also affected by the centrifugal force of the spinning energy, so that non harmonious energies from our conditioning that are still in our vibrational field will be drawn out of us. This is to be as gentle as possible, however it is up to us to let go, over and over to surrender to our experience and find the vibration of love within us. We have all been experiencing this kind of clearing for years and so we know what it can be like. We have learned (right?) that resistance only causes us more pain and delays our journey. The more we are ensouling and embodying our true personal resonance within the flow of the energy of the Collective Consciousness, we will be able to surf the vortex with excitement and joy. As all the aspects we had identified as some kind of truth begin to dissolve, we rise into freedom and love.

New Timeline?
When I tune in to this concept of a new timeline I feel myself on the edge of “on a need to know basis”. Meaning that, as we need to know more information, it will come through to us. We are going for a ride like never before. Stepping into the vortex as a Collective Consciousness and riding that energy together to the place that matches our energetic vibration is an act of co-creation. We just need to trust that we are in the vibration that brings us what we most want or need to experience. What do you want to vibrate with? Freedom? Joy and excitement, vitality, appreciation and love? That’s what I’d like to have as my daily experience. Whatever happens, we will meet the vibration we are resonating within.

No Fear

If this idea brings up fear in you – as if you are afraid you are vibrating at a “low frequency” or are unworthy and you won’t be allowed in to the “good place” or something, don’t worry. Let it go. Resonance is changeable. Meaning, you can upgrade at any “a-ha” moment, so trust yourself. There is no worthiness or unworthiness because there is no judgment – hear this loud, THERE IS NO JUDGMENT. The Divine Creator Source just is, in its own presence, in the ever-unfolding moment of Om. Forgive yourself and trust that your heart will guide you. At the same time, get quiet, feel into your energy and look at that which you fear. Love whatever story arises from within you and know that it is passing through you. They’re just stories. Not real. Let it go. And, most importantly this whole thing about losing our identity is bringing to the forefront of our awareness the fact that we are Divine Creator Source. This is our essence. So, as we lose our identity we gain our essence.

Know that you are not alone. We are in this together. And we are coming together – you see signs of this out in the world and it is up to each of us to amplify it, because as we all know, we are also seeing a lot of negative in the world and that seems to get more attention. The positive is there, too, and it’s up to us to shine it out into the little moments of our daily lives.

Rising into Unity
As we expand and the aspects that we had claimed as our identity snap off and fall away, we are uniting ever more strongly in the Collective Consciousness. We are connected to one another in love and unity. We are the Human Collective Consciousness on an evolutionary trajectory and contemplating this, feeling into it and knowing that we are united will strengthen us and assist us in times when we feel challenged. We can reach out to one another, as well as our own personal spirit guides for help whenever we need it. Through our connection we know that if we are feeling a particular emotion, or if we experience an insight, there are many others who are experiencing it as well, and in that knowing we can feel into one another in the grid of light of the Collective Conscious that surrounds planet earth. Remember, we have moved beyond critical mass, so it is up to us now to laugh in the face of fear, to be light-hearted and joyful as we embrace our sovereignty even in the face of what we most fear. For we are infinite and immortal conscious awareness.

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Birthed Into Spirit
Nancy Leilah Ward
2015, oil on canvas

2016 is a 9 year – a year of completion. There are many people leaving the planet at this time, being birthed into spirit. We are all being birthed into spirit, in a way. Remembering that we are truly immortal (we just don’t stay in the same body) will help us to feel the vastness of our being.

We are breaking the egg from the inside, getting ready to stretch our wings. The strong connection we are creating through this expansion is a collaborative one, for as we rise in energy and consciousness we are moving into unity with one another, strengthening our tree of life.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

PS Join me for my bi-monthly Monday Guided Meditations. The next one will be Monday, February 8. For more information, click on this link: https://soultransitions.com/meditations/


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