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Vibe Report November 2016 November 3, 2016

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ahimsa, Ascension, awareness, chaos, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, high vibrational frequencies, Higher Mind, identity loss, Love, love is the antidote, loving awareness, patriarchy, presence, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness.
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Deep Soul Diving

 

On this journey, there comes a time where we realize that most of what we’ve been taught and learned are untrue. As beliefs and patterns fall away under our scrutiny, we come to beliefs that we cling to as part of our identity. It takes courage to examine beliefs that we have held onto in our search for truth. Maybe everything is false and the only truth we can know is our own unique Soul vibration.

Questioning Everything

During July and August, I was contemplating what it would be like to move beyond belief into a state of pure being. At times I felt like I was in a state of expansion and emptiness, like a river that flowed out to a delta where there were no banks of beliefs to hold it any longer. My awareness was dispersing into a shallow sea. The sun shining through the crystal clear waters loosened dense energetic thought patterns and beliefs as I went about my life feeling like I was flickering in and out of a dream state. I was taking care of the daily tasks while doing my best to maintain inner stillness, and at the same time feeling detached, witnessing the world and sometimes being drawn in to the surreal drama of world events, which magnetically tug at us all. Then, when that got to be too much, which it is (!), I would dive deep under the mayhem to find quiet, regain stillness and come back to myself.

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Daily Drawing “The Wave” July 15, 2016

Towards the end of August, a wave of energy was building, which came to a crest and broke in September. Churning white water carried us into overwhelm through mid September into October. We could hold on to the busy plans we made or let go and release our over-doing into the moment of our presence. Over-doing can come from wanting to be perfect, to be super-human, to be loved. This time has offered us the opportunity to examine why we make the choices we make – to see what is at the foundation of our decisions.

The flow of nature and our own energy forced us into positions where we had no choice but to let go. Injuries, illness, relationships ending, loved ones passing away, having to move, sudden changes and shifts in direction came through, showing us the wisdom of surrendering to what is.

Acceleration
The last week of October brought serious compression, due to solar activity, where we’ve had the opportunity to do some deep Soul diving, healing issues long held in our energy at a soul level. Memories and old feelings have been coming up and releasing through us. Even energy from other lifetimes that has been held within our Soul’s energy field, affecting the shine of our Higher Selves has been coming up for clearing. “The Shine” means our joy, our full-genius vibrancy – the radiance of the truth of our being. The dense energy looks like shadows around our Higher Self, which obscure our inner light (truth) from shining.

We have been clearing what isn’t our truth from the deepest part of our being for years and we are going deeper and deeper with this clearing. It is happening so fast now that there isn’t much time for wallowing because the next wave is rolling in! And there’s no point in holding onto or examining the memories (frequencies) that are being released because, at this point, not only is the energy clearing at the level of other lifetimes of our Soul’s expression, but we are clearing the energy of the Collective – patterns and beliefs – going, going, gone! Because of this, as the frequency accelerates, we no longer feel attached to the stories – the energetic debris – being released. That is the gift of processing all the pain we’ve moved through in different ways for so many years. Just think of yourself as you were 10 years ago, or 15 years ago. What’s that like? Have you changed much? Is your life and your feelings about life any different?

The Journey of Remembrance
The goal of Awakened Human Beings is to embody our Soul Essence completely and to do so has taken us on the journey of remembering who we are. As we move forward on this journey we have had to release patterns of behavior that do not allow our Soul expression to thrive. As we go further into our awakening, we find that we have to release habitual thinking and thought forms. This can be quite challenging. All of life is expanding and our Soul Essence is birthing through us. As we struggle with this expansion and contraction, we feel our Soul filling us with our essence, pushing at our fearful boundaries, revealing what is holding us back from thriving. It is emotionally painful to witness ourselves habitually making choices out of fear, which inhibits the full expression of what is within us.

Moving Beyond Belief
Our Soul essence has never not been part of who we are. Through the experience of being introduced to the world from birth, having the world described to us by others, we begin to shape ourselves to fit the paradigm by gathering to us beliefs and patterns. This is how the structure of life in this timeline was set in place like the bars of a prison, which were of a density that did not allow the Light of our Truth to shine. The paradigm that is changing at this time is actually the bars of that prison that has kept us from shining the light of our Soul completely and fully. The prison bars are crumbling. Sometimes those prison bars give us a false sense of security, and that’s when we argue for our own imprisonment. Allowing ourselves the emptiness of non-belief – in other words, moving beyond belief – brings with it a great sense of freedom, a loosening of identity, and even feelings of mirth.

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Daily Drawings, June 17, 2016

There is so much that we Human Beings are capable of doing and we are getting glimpses of this Vastness of Consciousness through our personal experiences of enhanced intuitive guidance, telepathy, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, kinetic abilities, and even time travel, just to name a few aspects of our totality.

We are witnessing the world falling apart. The house of cards that makes up our governments, monetary systems, societal ideals, health care systems, patriarchal oppression of women and this beautiful earth, are dissolving in the light of truth. The chaotic energies can throw us off our center and it’s very challenging but necessary to pull our focus back in to our center, to our unique vibrational frequency. It’s hard not to let the vibrational frequency of other people and situations knock us off our center. When this happens, we need to breathe, get into a creative pursuit, spend time alone, do mindful exercise – whatever it takes to bring ourselves back into our own inner clarity.

Loving What Hurts Us

Recently in Savasana (relaxation pose after a yoga practice) I went to a deep place and it was like I was traveling into a terrain that didn’t feel good. It felt old and stuck, unconscious, unhappy, unworthy. It was like I was on a walkway in a cavern and came to a place that felt oppressive. I knew I had to keep going forward but the tunnel I was to enter was almost swollen shut. It was undulating and inflamed. I said “I don’t’ want to be here” and a voice said, “Wait, just be with this. Love it for a moment.” And then I realized this is a place within me – it feels like a street in a city that you wouldn’t want to walk down – a lonely place, a creepy place, a place of neglect and abandonment. Hardship. Grief. Shame. Guilt.

Most of us carry oppressive energy that has accumulated from many lifetimes, encrusting in our Soul energy, clinging to our Higher Self. (Soul is a little “further out” from the physical and Higher Self is a little “further in” – closer to the physical plane.) In my experience, I was sensing and remembering choices, feelings, emotions, and beliefs that were creating patterns that repeated over and over, lifetime after lifetime. I resisted but a message came through: Stay with this. Love this. See if it softens and opens up to the well of fear that is at the base of all the attachments that cling to this energetic vibration of oppression. This energy is magnetic, drawing in feelings, beliefs and experiences of like vibration.

When we allow love to be there in the midst of painful feelings, it helps release the habitual magnetic attraction to powerlessness and victimization. Love slowly seeps in to loosen attachments to what no longer exists. The high frequencies that are being amplified all around us assist in raising us up, accelerating the rate of spin in our energy field like a centrifuge, offering up feelings and memories, “Look at this…. Feel this… Love this…” Witness whatever comes up. Love it all truly and see it dissolve. As we release and rise higher, the next feeling, thought, memory comes. Can you love this, too? Stay the course, bringing love to the dark, swollen inner landscapes you do not want to go to. Love this, and this, and this.

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Ahimsa
November 2, 2016
Pastel

Ahimsa
I have chosen Ahimsa as my practice. In every moment. Ahimsa – non-violence. Practicing Ahimsa begins with being mindful of my thoughts and noticing when I am thinking violent thoughts, which could simply mean self-criticism. Focusing on non-violent thoughts diffuses all criticism, whether towards myself, or others, or a situation I might be in. Eventually this leads to non-attachment to expectations.

I looked up Ahimsa on the Internet and found an article with this quote from Buddha:

“The thought manifests as the word; The word manifests as the deed; The deed develops into habit; And habit hardens into character. So watch the thought and its ways with care, and let it spring from love born out of concern for all beings… As the shadow follows the body, as we think, so we become.”

There is much violence in the world and adding to it are the violent words and energies that are moving through social media. Remember, everything is being amplified at this time, so practicing Ahimsa will assist us all in dealing with the falling apart of things. We are energy receivers and transmitters, so it is up to us to be mindful. Transmitting love, through the practice of Ahimsa, will help raise the energetic frequencies and when enough people are doing this practice, the violence in this world will transform. It’s all energy; it’s about transformation and it begins within ourselves.

It seems everywhere we turn, there is something screaming for our attention – the Earth and Humanity are calling out for love. Sometimes love may seem too benign, as if love is not enough of an action. However, when we are united through Ahimsa, love becomes an active, powerful force. It isn’t something we “make” happen; it’s not something that can be forced. It simply grows out of our own individual practice of self-love and gains momentum. When we meet others who are, in their own way, practicing Ahimsa, we entrain (or synch) to each other’s energy and then the energy is uplifted.

A simple principle of physics is that when two objects are entrained with each other, they use less energy, and when two objects are not in synch, more energy is expended.

Sending the vibration of love through the ethers – you might call it prayer – to those that are vibrating with anger and fear will help to diffuse the density. Just as we are called to love those aspects of ourselves that are in fear; those aspects we have rejected, we can love the situations and people in the world that are in fear.

All living beings carry the spark of Divine Spiritual Energy. This is what we can connect to when amplifying the intention of love to all beings – including the ones we don’t agree with – the ones we don’t understand, the ones who seem to be upholding violence, hatred and intolerance. Ahimsa allows us to be love… to radiate love from and to the core of being within all of life. It begins within ourselves. May all beings be happy and free, and may my thoughts and actions contribute to that freedom for all.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

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The Vibe Report – Cosmic Carnival – February 2016 February 3, 2016

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ascension, awareness, chaos, Christ Consciousness, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Changes, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, Forgiveness, Galactic Center, high vibrational frequencies, Higher Mind, identity loss, Love, loving awareness, Meditation, One-ness, portalways, presence, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness, Vortex, Wormhole.
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January is over and I am finally feeling able to begin engaging in the outer world again. It has come to my attention that I’m not the only one who had a slow entry into this new year. When 2016 first dawned and I began to scan “out there” it was as if I was standing in front of a shiny bright pink stage curtain that had 2016 written on it in big, bold script. The curtain shimmered as it moved in a breeze coming from the other side. It felt somewhat ominous and as I peeked around the curtain, I was hit with a mighty wind of rushing energy, which I pulled back from, not quite ready to go “out there.”

Dynamo
By the end of January, I pushed the curtain aside and stood on the threshold looking into a wide tunnel of swirling energy. I kept hearing the word dynamo, which is a generator that turns mechanical energy into electric energy. In my understanding, this relates to the further activation of our energy bodies, transforming our physical body (mechanical) into higher frequencies (electrical).

We’re stepping out into a new timeline. When I first wrote that – new timeline – it felt like a type-o because I meant to write new year, but this is how momentous this feels, not just a new year, but a new timeline and an entirely new perception of being. In my vision as I gaze into this swirling tunnel, I hear the word “wormhole”. A total game-changer.

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Vortex
By Nancy Leilah Ward
2016, oil on canvas

Preparation
We have begun this year with a pause, brought to us in part by Mercury retrograde, in order to prepare us for moving further into the swirling vortex of light and energy where up is down, down is up, we lose our attachments to our stories, and we come into the timelessness of being.

In order to navigate this, it helps to tune in with our energy throughout the day. Check on your love fuel to be sure you are vibrating with a good amount of love, so that you feel buoyant and lighthearted. Make adjustments by tuning in to your center, connecting with the love force energy and radiating it throughout your body.

It is important to be vigilant with this process of energetic awareness as well as checking our focus and bringing ourselves back to the moment of now. I have a little mantra for that: “This is what is.” Meaning, where I’m at right now, in this ever-flowing moment, is all I know. Is what is.

Here is what Guidance says:
Keep practicing awareness in every moment, staying present and focused on what is. Bring yourself back to the present moment over and over again and you will soon find that your thought trails don’t take you out very far before you catch your awareness and bring it home to the center of your being. You can also begin to contemplate the concept of living so completely in the moment that you will no longer have a need for thinking. This focus of contemplation will open the path before you and deepen your attention to what is.

Hmmm… to no longer have the need (or habit) of thinking because we are in the moment of now and flowing with the energy of the moment. Always. This is an evolutionary concept and it goes hand in hand with telepathic communication, heightened intuition and psychic capabilities, as well as kinetic abilities, all of which are our birthright. This is a glimpse into what we, as a Collective Consciousness are integrating in our evolution into Unity. Letting go of egoic self-importance and realizing ourselves as God, Divine Source, the One.

Identity Loss
We have been losing our identities – in all kinds of ways – some subtle and others off-the-cliff-life-changing. As we continue to move into higher vibrational frequencies, the energy stretches and expands us. This breaks connections that are too small for us now and as this happens, bits of our identity – beliefs, memories, connections to material form, desires, patterns – are floating away because the connection has been severed and there’s nothing for these aspects to hold onto. As these old identifiers snap off, we rise and expand and integrate the higher frequencies. This makes room for us to embody our soul essence more and more fully.

Listening to ourselves – to our bodies, to our emotions and to our thoughts will help us to know what we need to release. It takes courage to let go of the connections that no longer serve us, whether it is a relationship, job, place we’ve lived, or a belief, habit or pattern. When its time is up, it won’t leave us alone until we make the change that we need. We can start the letting go process by using our imagination “as if” we’ve made the change we are feeling called to make. Imagining what life would feel like if the change was made and getting into the vibrational frequency of that upgrade, helps us to create our lives in ways that bring us joy.

Inter-dimensional Shift
We have been traveling in this vortex for several years. We could also look at it as a birth canal that is narrowing and pushing us through the birthing process. Loving mindfulness helps us to stabilize our energy in the midst of the acceleration.

We have entered into this inter-dimensional shift that we have been preparing for. This vortex brings up churning chaos because many people will have a difficult time integrating the paradigm shift. This isn’t just a change in energy – that’s how it looks in the big picture – the energy itself brings great changes to our personal lives, our world, and to our collective beliefs, revealing truths that have long been hidden from Humanity. This is going to cause some uproar. Our strong center and focus will help reel us in when we lean into the maelstrom. Cultivating a sense of excitement, enthusiasm and curiosity for the unknown and releasing expectations and opinions will help us to fly and surf the currents and energetic shifts that are happening. This is why it’s important to pay attention and practice mindfulness.

Like some crazy Fun House in a Cosmic Carnival: the Vortex and Time
As we move more deeply into the swirling energy field we will notice our perception and experience of time changing. There may be bleed-throughs into other timelines or parallel dimensions. A bleed through is when our present timeline merges with another timeline that our soul is also expressing awareness in. When those moments happen, we will be glad that we’ve lost our identity! The flexibility that identity loss offers will help us navigate the fluctuations of time as an observer – a witness of our experience.

A bleed through may be triggered by a dream, a film you watch, a book you are reading, or visiting a museum where you are in contact with other timelines through the art. Traveling to an ancient city or even going to a bistro that feels like it’s from another era, complete with the music of that particular timeline, may trigger a bleed through. Again and again, remaining in our center and observing what is, will help us to move through this unknown territory.

We are also affected by the centrifugal force of the spinning energy, so that non harmonious energies from our conditioning that are still in our vibrational field will be drawn out of us. This is to be as gentle as possible, however it is up to us to let go, over and over to surrender to our experience and find the vibration of love within us. We have all been experiencing this kind of clearing for years and so we know what it can be like. We have learned (right?) that resistance only causes us more pain and delays our journey. The more we are ensouling and embodying our true personal resonance within the flow of the energy of the Collective Consciousness, we will be able to surf the vortex with excitement and joy. As all the aspects we had identified as some kind of truth begin to dissolve, we rise into freedom and love.

New Timeline?
When I tune in to this concept of a new timeline I feel myself on the edge of “on a need to know basis”. Meaning that, as we need to know more information, it will come through to us. We are going for a ride like never before. Stepping into the vortex as a Collective Consciousness and riding that energy together to the place that matches our energetic vibration is an act of co-creation. We just need to trust that we are in the vibration that brings us what we most want or need to experience. What do you want to vibrate with? Freedom? Joy and excitement, vitality, appreciation and love? That’s what I’d like to have as my daily experience. Whatever happens, we will meet the vibration we are resonating within.

No Fear

If this idea brings up fear in you – as if you are afraid you are vibrating at a “low frequency” or are unworthy and you won’t be allowed in to the “good place” or something, don’t worry. Let it go. Resonance is changeable. Meaning, you can upgrade at any “a-ha” moment, so trust yourself. There is no worthiness or unworthiness because there is no judgment – hear this loud, THERE IS NO JUDGMENT. The Divine Creator Source just is, in its own presence, in the ever-unfolding moment of Om. Forgive yourself and trust that your heart will guide you. At the same time, get quiet, feel into your energy and look at that which you fear. Love whatever story arises from within you and know that it is passing through you. They’re just stories. Not real. Let it go. And, most importantly this whole thing about losing our identity is bringing to the forefront of our awareness the fact that we are Divine Creator Source. This is our essence. So, as we lose our identity we gain our essence.

Know that you are not alone. We are in this together. And we are coming together – you see signs of this out in the world and it is up to each of us to amplify it, because as we all know, we are also seeing a lot of negative in the world and that seems to get more attention. The positive is there, too, and it’s up to us to shine it out into the little moments of our daily lives.

Rising into Unity
As we expand and the aspects that we had claimed as our identity snap off and fall away, we are uniting ever more strongly in the Collective Consciousness. We are connected to one another in love and unity. We are the Human Collective Consciousness on an evolutionary trajectory and contemplating this, feeling into it and knowing that we are united will strengthen us and assist us in times when we feel challenged. We can reach out to one another, as well as our own personal spirit guides for help whenever we need it. Through our connection we know that if we are feeling a particular emotion, or if we experience an insight, there are many others who are experiencing it as well, and in that knowing we can feel into one another in the grid of light of the Collective Conscious that surrounds planet earth. Remember, we have moved beyond critical mass, so it is up to us now to laugh in the face of fear, to be light-hearted and joyful as we embrace our sovereignty even in the face of what we most fear. For we are infinite and immortal conscious awareness.

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Birthed Into Spirit
Nancy Leilah Ward
2015, oil on canvas

2016 is a 9 year – a year of completion. There are many people leaving the planet at this time, being birthed into spirit. We are all being birthed into spirit, in a way. Remembering that we are truly immortal (we just don’t stay in the same body) will help us to feel the vastness of our being.

We are breaking the egg from the inside, getting ready to stretch our wings. The strong connection we are creating through this expansion is a collaborative one, for as we rise in energy and consciousness we are moving into unity with one another, strengthening our tree of life.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

PS Join me for my bi-monthly Monday Guided Meditations. The next one will be Monday, February 8. For more information, click on this link: https://soultransitions.com/meditations/


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The Vibe Report September 15, 2015 September 15, 2015

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ascension, Christ Consciousness, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, Galactic Center, high vibrational frequencies, Soul Realignment™, Spiritual Development, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness.
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September 15, 2015
Greetings!

I am happy to be bringing the Vibe Report back at this time after a pause in which I have been clearing deep density and expanding and integrating the high vibrational frequencies that I have been writing about for years. The past several months have taken me on deep dives within my consciousness as I dealt with profound life changes, such as the Birthing into Spirit of my mother in July. I felt disconnected from my foundation, my past, as if I was suspended in mid-air, disoriented and at the same time uplifted. The essence of freedom is here. I do not need to re-attach myself to the past, but instead am flying in the flow of my life force energy as I continue to move into the mystery of life. From these depths I have brought forth images through painting and pastel drawing that contain a language of energy and illustrate my personal journey through these times.

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Untethered
Oil on canvas , 22” x 30”, 2015

Old feelings from the wound of Humanity, which we all carry, have been coming up for clearing over and over again. This wound throbs with unworthiness.

Expansion and High Vibrational Frequencies
The information that I have been receiving when I open to the Vastness of Consciousness over the years is that our solar system has been traveling through increasingly high vibrational frequency zones for decades. The Universe is expanding, all the galaxies, solar systems – everything is expanding including us as we ride spaceship Earth through the Universe. As the high frequencies increase and become more refined, all that is within this energy also becomes lighter and more expanded. This is happening in our consciousness. Density cannot live within these higher vibrational frequencies. That is why we are seeing many structures that were built in density and rely on density (as in fear) to exist, coming apart at this time. This is affecting all energy bodies – spiritual (religion), mental (science), emotional (social) and physical (our bodies, the Earth).

It has come to my attention that there are beings who have been shielding us (Humanity – Earth) from receiving a full-on blast of these energies because many humans on Earth have been unable to awaken their Souls within their being and if we were to receive a full blast of the high frequencies too soon, it could shatter us. As it is, this clearing and integration process brings us to our knees as it expands our spiritual, emotional, mental and physical energy bodies.

What does Awakening our Souls mean?
Simply put it means to be who we truly are. To do that we must remember that we are Divine beings who carry the energy of Creator Source within us – we are the All That Is. The Life Force energy flows through all of life, not just on Earth but throughout the Universe. We each have a unique Soul vibration and as we receive these high frequencies and expand into our evolutionary process, we let go of and clear out the density that is not our truth so that our Soul or Higher Self can live in this body with us and we can be who we truly are.

It is a profound experience when we realize we’ve been looking at ourselves through the eyes of others – those who raised us from infancy, those who influenced us through early childhood as we went through an educational system, and so on. The world has been described to us over and over again through other people’s filters. Even the history of the Earth that we have been taught is not true. In this process we come to a realization that nothing is real. As we dissolve old beliefs, the elixir of love is what helps to hold us steady and open us to the truth of our Being, which is an experience beyond words. This clearing out of untruth awakens us by peeling away layers of confusion from our eyes. It expands us so we can integrate and embody our Soul as we remain in our physical bodies on the physical body of Earth.

This Awakening cracks us wide open
Now there are enough people who are awake and who are able to hold and anchor the high frequencies, so that this frequency of energy we are passing through can be received and anchored more fully on this planet. This will open and expand our shared consciousness, creating a deeper, more amplified awareness of what life truly is and how we are connected to all of life – to one another, to the trees growing and the waters flowing on earth. This awareness will blow our minds – even those who have had awakening experiences in the past. We have been preparing for years (for me, it’s been 35 years!) in the form of clearing our energy, releasing our hold on limitation through judgment of past events, letting go of our regrets, our guilt, remorse, and judgment of ourselves and others. Releasing our victimhood, our belief in powerlessness. All of these – and more – are aspects of the Wound of Humanity. We are clearing and healing this wound of unworthiness that has been ingrained deep within us over centuries of trauma and mental and emotional manipulation through fear.

Love and laughter are two of our greatest strengths. If you wonder if you are awake or not, just feel into your capacity to love and bring that loving frequency out from the core of your being. You are love. If you need assistance during the coming times, there will be all the help you need within and around you.

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Rising
Oil on wood panel, 10” x 12”, 2015

A Message from the Vastness of Consciousness
The work you have been doing has been very deep and powerfully transformative. We appreciate all you have been doing to raise the consciousness on planet Earth. Even though things got sidetracked early on in your lives, due to circumstances on the macro level of the world, those of you who came to Earth to anchor the high vibrational frequencies have been doing just that. It has involved many years of clearing and releasing and it is all moving you towards remembering who you are –Divine Beings.

All is in Divine order as the energies have been ramping up in small increments over the years. Earth is due for a full on blast of high vibrational frequencies that will crack open the remaining shell of density that has protected and separated human beings from their greater awareness.

Those who have had an awakening experience will be familiar with the amplification of awareness that comes with awakening. The awareness of how alive everything is. Those not yet awakened to the greater reality will be able to bask in the joyful energies if they love themselves. Those who are still struggling with self hatred will be called to surrender to the shadow of their being and there will be many helpers at hand to assist in navigating through energies of fear, confusion, blame, guilt, regret and so on.

There is no Judgment
This is the beauty of the awakening, when one really grasps the truth that Divine Creator Source is a flow of life (read: love) force energy – an IS-ness of being. It is the Divine Indifference, in that it doesn’t care or judge us for any of our actions. And this Love Force Energy flows through us and through all of life. Within this frequency is no judgment or punishment. When Humans embody this life force energy fully they will no longer be judging, criticizing or blaming themselves or others. This is the beauty of freedom and love with responsibility to pay attention to when we are sliding into judgment.

Benefits of Awakening
As we move through and rise above the shadow part of our journey, emerging into love, we become more telepathic and acquire heightened intuitive and psychic abilities, as well as cultivating tele-kinetic abilities, just to name a few Super Human qualities that are part of our evolution. The journey through our personal shadow is where we find the gift of surrender, which brings us into love and acceptance of ourselves. Judgment and criticism drop away and we realize those old voices can no longer connect to us – the fear receptors we used to have in our energy field have been dissolved through our surrender into acceptance of our shadow. This is the grand evolutionary process Humanity is going through at this time.

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Transfiguration
Oil on Board, 10” x 12”, 2-15

The Whirlwind
I have observed in myself that when there’s a whirlwind of emotion regarding a situation I’m involved in, I immediately jump into it and join in – adding more energy to the whirlwind. I have stated an intention to stop doing this, however, I have recently realized that jumping into the whirlwind is a courageous way to engage the cleansing process. Like a white tornado, it spins within us, drawing out the density of our deepest fear, shame and guilt. It is raw and painful and turns us inside out. Surrendering to the deep cleansing process is the only way to find release. Through acceptance, we let go of judgments we have about ourselves. This is the road to freedom.

There is a calm at the end of the storm and in that calm we can breathe in our Soul Essence, filling the places of release with our authentic vibrational frequency. It is also helpful to request our unseen helpers to assist us in bringing in soothing, calming, forgiving, healing energy. I call upon the Divine Mothers – a group of “Curanderas” – healers – to help me in times of need. They are like nurses, earth mothers – dressed in blue robes – radiating compassion and love. Many people have an affinity with Angels and Spirit Guides, Earth spirits, or benevolent beings from other star systems to assist in this process. Whatever works for you, ask for assistance. We are not alone and we are on a Divine Mission to anchor the highest vibrational frequency of love into our beings, bringing heaven to Earth. The only way to embody that love (which is our unique Soul’s vibration) is to clear out the density of untruth within us. There is a great deal of assistance out there for us to do this. I find remembering to ask for help is the hard part! Sometimes we’re so immersed in the transmutation that we forget to use our tools and ask for assistance.

Human Emotions – our Gift
Our emotions are a most interesting aspect to being Human and I believe that it is our mission to learn to witness our emotions so that we can we can ride the currents our emotions create into an expanded level of creativity, understanding and joy. At the same time, I feel that what I can do in following my intention to not jump right in to the whirlwind (there is a lot of chaos in the world right now – not all whirlwinds are for our personal clearing process) is to find my center, my place of stillness, my eye in the center of the storm and stay in that place…in the center… all of the time. (To be honest, I’m not there yet!) This requires vigilance. This requires deep listening and bringing our attention to the now moment in order to find the stillness within the center of our being. This requires knowing who we are – infinite beings of consciousness. And our greatest joy could be to bring that infinite awareness to our lives as we connect to one another in the Collective Consciousness, strengthening our Unity through love. Imagine that – our cooperation and conscious co-creation is changing our world.

Spiritual Alchemy
Be kind to yourself regarding the past and let it go. Understand that all of us human beings are wounded and our “misdeeds” come from fear. I feel like it’s our mission as spiritual alchemists to transform fear into love. It’s not easy at times, that’s for sure, but that’s when we need to love ourselves the most.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

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Golden Wave, oil on canvas
By Nancy Leilah Ward

Greetings All,

Settling into this new year, I see clusters of energy falling into place. It’s as if we’ve been de-fragging since the end of 2012, with fragments of our being flying around us, untethered. Many of us have felt that we no longer resonate with what we had been doing for many years and have also felt disoriented. Or else, our jobs ended or relationships ended, we’ve moved to new places, and have begun new explorations.

At this time (dare I say finally?) we may be feeling a sense of renewal. Some of the parts of us that fragged out left our energy field completely and other parts are circling back home and landing in our energy field in a new way. Aspects of what we had been doing are refreshed and more energized. So the defragging is coming to completion. It’s interesting how many of our internal and external experiences are reflected in our technology. However, in actuality it is the technology that reflects our inner and outer experience. We are capable of so much more than our technology can deliver and we are coming to know this through our awakening process (evolution).

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Daily Drawings 2/10/15

Rinse and repeat
We have a collective consciousness that goes beyond our Earth experience, (inter-galactic) but for now, we awakening ones are in the ongoing process of clearing false beliefs that are held in the collective human consciousness and that we’ve accumulated in our Akashic Record through our incarnational experiences on Earth. We have a great deal of help from the high frequency energy that is pulsing through our galaxy, our solar system, our lives.

These high vibrational frequencies come in waves that are rolling in at a more rapid speed than ever before. When they crest and break, we feel the surges of energy that help us to raise our vibration. At the same time, this energy triggers the denser frequencies that are held within our wounds. The beauty is that we have the opportunity, with the awareness that we are consciously cultivating on a daily basis, to dive into our wounds and love ourselves within this awareness. This helps to release the energy around the triggering effect. At the same time, we may feel like an open wound walking around fully exposed to what appears to be a harsh world. We need to be kind to ourselves and nurture ourselves through this process. We need to be kind to others, as well, for we are all experiencing this in our own ways. Most people are being triggered at a very deep level at this time as we continue to function in our daily lives. The thing is to feel into what is being brought up for us. To lovingly feel whatever the pain is, not to run away from it or try to cover it up by over-working, over-partying, over-eating, over-exercising, etc.

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Criticism [Daily Drawings 10/7/14]

Waves and Movement
Imagine that you are a being of energy that is like the floor of the ocean and in your being-ness you are aware of an ocean of energy above you that is vibrating at a more refined, lighter frequency than you. A big wave of this high vibrational energy comes in and stirs up all the denser bits that are in your vibration, like rocks and shells, these bits are being pulled from your vibratory field. These bits are connected to deeper parts of your being-ness, electro-magnetically connected to you through thoughts and emotions that surface as memories and stories. So as these bits of density are pulled up and away from you the feelings from the memories and stories are remembered and it is painful for it goes deep into a wound that was first experienced before you could even speak or comprehend with your brain what was going on.

Creation of probable realities
In infancy, neural transmitters begin firing and neural pathways become established. Through repetition of events and feelings, beliefs begin to form and our being-ness begins to take on the story of humanity – the story of our ancestors. As we become more aware of the outer world and we come to know and experience ourselves in a body, our energetic is-ness takes on our persona (aka ego). The world is continually being described to us from the other personas we become aware of. In this way the wound of Humanity is passed from generation to generation and becomes integrated in our sub-conscious awareness and comes to be a so-called reality. We then integrate a field of resonance that becomes our beliefs and draws to us events and circumstances that reflect that resonance. It is a self-perpetuating, co-created on-going drama.

This, of course, is what we’ve been continually releasing and clearing all these years.

Unworthiness is a Lie
The wound of humanity is the feeling that we are not “good enough.” It’s as simple as that. It is the feeling of unworthiness. We are in the process of revelation of how that lie of unworthiness plays out in our lives. We are called to – and are choosing – to untangle ourselves from that lie so we can live as free spirits – free to express our unique soul vibration in our unique creative way – to fully embody the energetic vibration of our Soul.

If you look at what triggers your wounding, your pain, and you go into that experience it will invariably lead you to unworthiness. And so we hold receptors within our energy fields that are like Velcro – we carry an energetic vibration that resonates with unworthiness and so experiences of unworthiness which lead to delusional thinking can attach to our energy field, triggering our pain.

Divine Indifference
You- me – all of us are filled with life force energy which is Divine Creator Source – God – whatever you want to call it. And it is simply a being-ness – it does not care what we do or how we live – I have called it the Divine Indifference – that is how I’ve experienced it. And I find that very freeing. There is no judgment. Contemplating this energy helps me to release my attachment to what triggers me.

Since I am Divine Life force energy and it is that energy which powers my Soul, my awareness and my experience in the soup of the All that Is, then it is impossible for me to be unworthy. I – you – we – are part of that expansive Divine Is-ness that permeates everything and beyond. How magnificent we truly are!

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Daily Drawings 1/26/14

Bubbling Chaos
The chaos we see in the world at this time is the manifestation of the boiling point we have reached. The high frequencies that have been pulsing through the Universe have been “cooking” us. So, that which is of a non-evolving, denser vibration is being boiled off, in a sense. This is the chaos we are seeing and experiencing and of course, this is what is triggering our wounds. It is happening on a personal level and it is happening on a global level.

The entire Universe is going through expansion into higher frequencies. These frequencies come into our Solar System from the center of the Universe through Helios, our beautiful sun. It has been heating up the center of Earth, rising up and heating up the center of our cells… and our selves.

The Good News
With these waves of energy comes an ability for us to manifest what we intend for ourselves more and more quickly. So pay attention and set your intentions mindfully.

And, as I said, the dense vibration that has kept humanity enslaved for centuries is being “cooked off” personally and globally. This is what is impulsing uprisings in the world as The People call for truth. Those who have been spearheading the density (fear) are losing ground but they are not going down without a fight. Arrogance cannot survive in the higher vibrational frequencies. Remember this. Love is the energy of life. Arrogance will implode. And arrogance is part of the frequency that pushes forward fear and disempowerment.

The World as We See it Now
So many people all over the world are experiencing an awakening of awareness and with that awakening is a realization of the manipulation that has been going on for centuries through religions and governments run by psychopaths.

There is so much information in televised news programs, on the Internet and social media about events happening all over the world and about lies and deceits that have been happening for hundreds of years that have shaped the world we find ourselves in today. I often find myself wondering what is true and what isn’t. It’s difficult to know anymore. There is a great mistrust of the corporate-owned media and of many alternative sources of information, as well.

When I see what’s going on in the world – poverty, suppression of freedom, psychopathic government leaders, hatred, environmental issues, on and on, when I see all the clamoring and pain of the world, sometimes I feel so helpless. Then I remember to be love – to amplify love and join love with love till it creates such a huge tidal wave of love that it will wipe out the psychopathic vibration from this planet.

Love Blitzing
Recently I was a guest on my friend Monica Lumley-Piearcy’s Mystic Monday telecall (see http://www.heartofunity.com – if you’d like to receive the recording you can email Monica for the .mp3 file). We were discussing the Divine Feminine and Masculine and the conversation flowed into the idea of sending love to the Souls of those who are running governments with no regard for Humanity or the planet Earth. We can consciously connect to the deepest, purest unconditional love we can conjure up within us and send it forth as an intention to touch the heart and soul – the higher selves – of those who exhibit psychopathic behavior. I feel this to be a much better practice than sending out our anger and judgment, which is more like gasoline on a fire. Love bombs, drones of love, exploding confetti bursts of joy, bliss and ecstasy. I think we can have some fun with this idea and intend to make it a daily practice.

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Sacred Heart [Daily Drawings 11/7/14]

Love is our Strength
Love is our power. This truth is rising up and growing in in our lives and in the Collective Consciousness. As we release our personal belief in unworthiness, and come into our truth of love and freedom, we can consciously join our vibration of love with that of others – our brothers and sisters in Spirit in the energy field of the Collective Consciousness and join those waves of high vibrational frequencies that are rolling through every aspect of our experience – physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

And that, is Power to the People. Right on.

Much love
Leilah


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