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Vibe Report for December 2012 December 12, 2012

Posted by Leilah in Ascension, Christ Consciousness, Expansion and healing, Spiritual Expansion.
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Daily Drawings, Going Deep, 12-3-12

I am feeling the energies right now as compression – pushing in, like going through the birth canal. With the build up to 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 there is so much attention on those dates and so many people talking and writing about it, I just feel, personally, like retreating, backing away from it all and going really deep within my own experience.

The image above is about diving deep and lighting up the dark depths with the light of consciousness, preparing the soil of our awareness for new growth and inspiration for our new lives.

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Daily Drawings, November 30, 2011

The image above is one I posted last year. It was of the moment we “came online” – we achieved critical mass and beyond. I talk about this in the attached video for December 12, 2012. See the video below this message. (For those receiving my blog update via e-mail, the link shows up as Live (blue) text that says “Comments”.)

Remember to have fun!
Within the chaos of change, let the good times roll. Laughter, dancing, music, good food – enjoy every moment, raise it up!

Blessings and miracles to All,

Nancy Leilah Ward

My next Monday Channeled telecall will be on December 17th at 8:30pm EST.
Join us as we explore the inner realms and work with energy and light.
To sign up, go to this link:
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Copyright © 2012 by Nancy Wallace Ward and Smote Hill Press. All rights reserved. Permission is granted to freely redistribute this article as long as the author’s name and website http://www.soultransitions.com are included.

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Vibe Report November 2012 November 16, 2012

Posted by Leilah in Ascension, Christ Consciousness, Earth Changes, Expansion and healing, Spiritual Development, Spiritual Expansion.


Expect Miracles


We are in the swirling energies of shift and change… days of miracle and wonder. I send out strength and courage and inner peace to all those whose worlds are being rocked at this time. We are in a time of acceleration and almost instantaneous manifestation. Turning our thoughts and feelings to appreciation for the small miracles and love in our lives helps us to navigate the waters of change.

Daily Drawings 10-30-2012

My family was impacted by Hurricane Sandy that hit the east coast of the United States. No one was hurt, but their homes were severely damaged and in the midst of that we are all grateful that they still have their homes, although the cleanup will be ongoing for quite some time. In the process of holding them with love, and sending peace and radiance to them, I was shown a way to send energy to situations and people to enhance the vibration of love, no matter what the circumstances. I will be creating a 15 minute visualization meditation of this energy tool, which will be available on my website.

Acts of Kindness
In the midst of the shake-up from this super storm, there are many beautiful stories of people helping one another. People in communities from all around the heavily impacted areas have been collecting donations of cleaning supplies, clothing and food for those whose homes were rendered unliveable, and driving into neighborhoods that were destroyed, distributing these gifts. They also have been offering their physical labor in helping people remove debris from homes. This is what humanity is all about – cooperation, caring and compassion, not competition and me-first survivalism. We are so much stronger when we stand together.

Extreme earth changes are rebalancing the energies of Earth and humanity. In witnessing recent events I kept feeling that the experiencers of these events are being cracked wide open. They have been able to draw upon inner strength that they never knew they had. Many have expressed a new appreciation for the basic things of life. And many have received unexpected gifts and assistance.

How we rise up and stand in the midst of extreme circumstances is always a choice, for we are not victims of anything, we are experiencers of life. I see with my inner sight, something dense being cracked open by extreme pressure, and light pouring into places it was unable to reach before. The very high vibrational energies that are being received on Earth have been opening us up and will continue to do so. We need to be open so we can hold and vibrate at higher energetic frequencies. We can enhance this experience by consciously bringing ourselves into the feeling of love. So that we are in love, be-ing love.

The Illumination we are all undergoing can bring joy and fear, regret, self acceptance, judgment, love, inner strength… And whatever we’ve been hiding from is being exposed. It is an opportunity to let go into acceptance of our glorious selves, the shadow and the light of our being.

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Cracked Open, Daily Drawings 11-15-12

If you feel discouraged – if you feel there’s no hope for the future of humanity, do some investigation on new breakthroughs in free energy – the work of Nicola Tesla is coming alive again and will no longer be supressed. There are alternative energy sources that reach into the future to help us live in a very different way on this planet, breaking the chains of fossil fuel dependency. There are also brave investigators that are exploring the mysteries of past civilizations that hold information of the origin of the Human race. In the bigger picture, what has been kept hidden from Humanity is coming into the light and being revealed at this time, thanks to the research and questioning of many intrepid scholars and scientists who are thinking outside of the box of conventionality.

The Light of conscious awakening is growing within all of humanity. As the structures of the past that were built on fear are collapsing, the truth is coming forward within this light of higher consciousness, this energy, this acceleration that is assisting us on our evolutionary path as Human Beings.

So, when things look bleak, turn your attention towards hopeful possibilities.
There is so much interesting and inspiring information in the world. Many people are researching and creating ways to live on this planet that bring freedom on every level of our lives – just do an Internet search on Free Energy to feel hope for our future.

My latest buzz is from the work of Carmen Boulter who talks about greater possibilities regarding ancient Egypt – interesting theories that go way beyond traditional Egyptology. Check out her video documentary series “The Pyramid Code.” http://www.pyramidcode.com

And then there’s Michael Tellinger, who speaks about interesting possibilities of the origin of Humanity as he talks about ancient stone ruins in South Africa at “Adam’s Calendar.” And he is a firm believer that we as a human race can live without money. He is currently taking on the fraudulent “Banksters” and banking system in South Africa. He has also started a new political party in South Africa called Ubuntu “Ubuntu” is a philosophy of cooperation. I came across this beautiful description on Wikipedia: “I am what I am because of who we all are.” Wow. Check out Michael Tellinger here: http://www.michaeltellinger.com

The film “Thrive” by Foster Gamble offers insights for where we as a group consciousness can decide to go at this crossroads we’re at on planet Earth. http://www.thrivemovement.com

These are just a few of so many inspiring co-creators in the world. Explore possibilities and expect miracles. The more we focus on new, amazing possibilities, the more we can create a world of cooperation, inspiration and peace.

The link to the Vibe Report video is below. I did this video a week ago, but had some technical difficulties in posting it. Interesting to observe my frustration with technology… and then to find out it was really an easy fix! But also, it is all about Divine Timing.

If you are a subscriber to the vibe report and you receive this message in your email, the link appears as live text (in blue) that says “Comments 1” at the bottom of the page. Clicking on that link will take you to my website where you can view the 15 minute video. (Still working out the technical stuff).

Blessings, I wish you well, and keep shining!

Nancy Leilah Ward

My next Monday Channeled telecall will be on Monday, November 19th at 8:30pm EST.

Copyright © 2012 by Nancy Wallace Ward and Smote Hill Press. All rights reserved. Permission is granted to freely redistribute this article as long as the author’s name and website http://www.soultransitions.com are included.

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Vibe Report Video, October 2012 October 27, 2012

Posted by Leilah in Ascension, Christ Consciousness, Earth Energies, Expansion and healing, Soul Realignment™, Spiritual Development, Spiritual Expansion.
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Hello out there!
It’s been awhile since I posted a Vibe Report. I needed some time and space as I went through the process of packing and moving from a place I’d lived in for the last 18 years. Now I’m settling in to a new home with a new partner and creating a new life. A deep clearing and integrating of a past deep wound that I had been holding onto was part of this process. It wasn’t easy, but so worth it. And I needed to retreat for awhile – retreating from what I’d been doing so I could work out the re-visioning aspect of this new path I’m on.

As I become more and more settled into my home and life, I’m ready to take my work to a new level. I’m commencing work on my new website [Integral Soul] and I will be featuring some audio recordings to assist in working with the energy that is available to us. I also plan to post some images from my drawings. These images hold a resonance of energy that go beyond words and can be used as focusing or meditation tools. And there will be more offerings as I evolve. Soul Realignment™ readings are still available as well as mediumship and psychic/intuitive readings.
Go to http://www.soultransitions.com for more information.

In observing and talking with people, I’ve noticed that there has been a re-calibration going on with many of us. We’re looking at what we’ve been doing up to now, and making changes that move us forward onto new pathways and new ways of communicating and expressing ourselves. Changes in jobs, relationships of all kinds and even locations are up for many of us as we are re-positioned for our next step. What we have been doing has either ended, as in loss of job, or we no longer feel excited or energized by what we have done in the past. Go into what feels good to you and follow the energy.

Below is my first Vibe Report Video, which is a new format I’m playing with. Please bear with me as I move through learning curves and into a level of comfort with this medium. I start off a little self-consciously, but do get past that. And I am beginning a practice of embracing Divine Imperfection. This is a big one for me as I have a perfectionist tendency. So, there are some divinely imperfect moments in the video that are part of the spontaneity!

Beginning November 5th, I am starting up my Monday evening Channeling Telecalls. I will be doing these calls the first and third Monday of every month. You can sign up for the calls here: https://soultransitions.com/meditations/
And remember, if you can’t be on the call, you will receive the link so you can hear the recording in your own Divine Timing.

Remember, we are all connected through the Inner Net… connected to one another and to all of Life. At the time of this writing there is what is being called a Perfect Storm (Hurricane Sandy) making its way up the Atlantic Seaboard. I am initiating a group energy effort to focus together on sending a beam of white light into the eye of this storm and guiding it out to sea – way out to sea far from any islands – where it will dissolve harmlessly. I believe in our power – the power of our group consciousness and am also surrendering this to the highest good of all concerned. So, come what may, all will be where they need to be for the integrity of their experience and the highest growth of their Soul.

Nancy Leilah Ward

Vibe Report for July 2012 – Freedom July 16, 2012

Posted by Leilah in Abundance Consciousness, Ascension, Asension, Christ Consciousness, Earth Changes, Earth Energies, Expansion and healing, Meditation, Soul Realignment™, Spiritual Development, Spiritual Expansion, Uncategorized.
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Freedom is our birthright. Allow yourself to vibrate with this word, feel its energy permeating your being. What would it feel like to have freedom flow in every aspect of your life? What would it feel like to be living on a planet where freedom flows through every aspect of everyone’s lives? What would our co-creation in the flow of freedom look like? I love feeling into this flow, allowing it to fill my energy field with this vibration, because within freedom, is love, joy, inspiration, empowerment. This is actually, simply, the life force energy.

The Edge of Immediate Change

The Edge of Immediate Change, oil on canvas 1997

Many of us are creating deep changes in our lives. Waves of high vibrational frequencies are moving through the Universe, rocking our boats and sending us up and down on surges of energy. The swells and troughs of this energetic movement can be felt as uneasiness or excitement, then dropping down into lethargy or inertia; going from inspiration to pointlessness. It is all just vibratory feelings. Observing the movement and the fluctuations, with a sense of humor, laced with the wonder of it all, helps us to remain fluid so we can go with the flow of energy.

In the outer world, these surges are assisting us in consciously forging new pathways, making new choices and alignments and actually integrating new identities. No matter how change comes to us – whether it be in unexpected events, or our conscious creation – it brings endings and new beginnings. All this movement can make us feel like we’re on an emotional roller coaster. These waves of energy can take us into maelstroms of emotion that gradually build up and then crest in outbursts of feeling. If we keep allowing the waves to pass through us, they are highlighting emotions that we have denied. They are rising to the surface and passing through, so don’t hold on and examine, just let it pass over you, like waves in the ocean, and love yourself through it.

Swells and Troughs
The month of June, although busy, was a building of energy, rising up the swell of a great wave. Now we have crested and have been sinking into troughs and rising up swells, cresting again and going down into the trough again. Anyone a little seasick? At times I feel very fast movement then tapering off, then flowing fast again as we move with the motion in the ocean of energy. Many are honoring the need to create change in their lives, beginning to do things differently and to make different choices. The energy can be rather wobbly with many starts and stops along the way, creating feelings of vertigo or motion sickness as we pick up speed and then experience delays. Enthusiasm and excitement give way to frustration or dead calm as we feel that one moment we were so excited about a prospect, the next moment feeling no enthusiasm at all. Remaining observant, with a sense of humor and non-attachment to the ups or the downs is a spiritual practice that leads to inner freedom.

From the Daily Drawings, July 10, 2012

Energetic Sensitivity
You may be feeling discomfort in certain places or situations, which leads to irritability. What doesn’t resonate with our new vibrational frequency becomes unbearable and impossible to tolerate any longer. Our Souls are being infused with Life Force Energy, which is filtering through the dimensional frequencies that we embody. If there are aspects of beliefs or the residue of events from our past and from other lifetimes that disallow the flow of our natural Soul vibration, energy isn’t able to move in these areas. This causes limitation, a feeling of powerlessness or stuck-ness that feels like pain – be it spiritual, mental or emotional – it finally manifests in the physical, whether it is reflected in the health of our physical body, or lack of the flow of energy and freedom in our lives. Pay attention to your feelings and to your intuition. Even the tiniest nudges around situations that feel relatively unimportant can put you on a trajectory of energetic integrity.

Riding the Waves
For example, let’s say someone invites you to a future event and your initial feeling is no, it’s not going to work for you, even though you don’t yet have plans for that time. You just feel it’s not going to happen. Then your friend expresses disappointment, so maybe you say yes, even though you have this feeling. And then the day of the event comes and there’s something else you are wanting to do, or something happens and you’re simply unable to go. Then your friend is even more disappointed because you had promised to be there, bypassing your intuition. Or you’re disappointed because you’re missing doing that other thing that holds higher energy for you. Loss of life force energy occurs when we don’t honor our intuition. We have an opportunity to ride these waves of energy to new experiences and inspiration, and when we follow our intuition and our hearts, we can navigate the flow and catch a wave that takes us into new, higher frequencies. So it is important to remain alert and aware of the energy outside and within us.

Graduate School
We are learning to become masters in discerning energetic shifts and changes in frequencies. I have said this before, we are in an accelerated graduate program, on our way to becoming conscious co-creators, standing our ground when it feels right, and letting go into surrender when that is needed in order to flow.

Divine Selfishness
Part of our experience of Freedom is to honor our intuition and to make choices that feel good to us. This is the practice of Divine Selfishness. When we live always trying to please others, we cause grief to our Souls. This blocks the flow of our Divine Energy. We end up angry or depressed or resentful and these feelings open a floodgate of other lower vibrational energies that often lead to physical dis-ease.

Worm Holes
At times we are travelling through worm holes, taking us into new experiences, a vortex of energy spinning us through these tunnels – or inter-dimensional conduits. We need to have clear intentions so we can release into trust that our intentions are carrying us through the chaotic churning energy into our Soul’s integrity.

If you travel into eddies of fear or despair, allow the feelings to wash through you. Reach your energy or focus outward to people you love and people you feel harmony with – even if you don’t know them well – it’s like reaching out a helping hand or touching someone’s spirit, making a connection in knowing that we are not alone in this experience.

Touching Spirits
So many people are going through turmoil as change tumbles their reality. So many people are in grief as those they love choose to leave this physical plane. As we reach out to each other through the inner net, as if to hold etheric hands, we make those connections in a very real way and we strengthen our resolve and our ability to move through turbulence. The vibration of love helps to calm the waters we are flowing through, even if all around us is chaos and upheaval. So when someone pops into your mind – even if it’s someone you don’t know very well – a passing person you smiled at, or someone who helped you at the market – make the connection and send out the vibrational frequency that feels good. It is like irrigating the human field of consciousness with love and raising our collective vibration.

Dealing with Unconscious Behavior
We are literally diffusers of energy – just like the way a diffuser of essential oils allows the fragrance, which is also an energetic frequency, to permeate the atmosphere, we are constantly diffusing our energy into the world.

There are many people who are living in total unconsciousness about this aspect of themselves, and they diffuse all their emotional frequencies out into the atmosphere without any regard or consciousness about how they are affecting others. Those of us who are energetically sensitive can find it really challenging to live within an environment of chaotic unconscious energies that are pinging our energy fields, like many balls in a pin-ball machine (remember those?). It can feel like being bombarded by little metallic balls of energy constantly irritating us and all those around us. Unconscious people don’t realize this is what is irritating them, causing them to send out these balls of energy, adding to the chaos. This is especially prevalent in crowded environments.

Masters of Energy
If this is what you are experiencing, please find the understanding within you that you are a Master of Energy, and that is why you are in this environment. As you walk through the winds of unconsciousness, you have the chance to diffuse peace and gentleness into the environment. And, being in the Graduate School of Consciousness, you will rise to the thrill – the enlivening challenge – of maintaining stillness, peace and joy within you no matter what’s going on in your environment. Play with this – pay attention: You are in a vibration of extreme irritation and chaos, and you call the Life Force energy into your being, allowing it to permeate your entire energy field, calling up the vibration of peace, playfulness and happiness. Allow it to radiate outward. For example: do this before you enter the retail establishment that is pulsating with people’s unconscious wanting and impatience. Diffuse this energy and see what happens. Some people may become more annoying and angry and may actually storm out of the environment, others may begin to laugh, the person waiting on people may suddenly feel a shift in their energy and begin to feel tension draining away. Remember to smile and connect to people through your eyes. You will witness shifting energy as a feeling of relief spreads throughout the environment. By diffusing the high vibration of love, we are assisting in the Awakening of all.

“Awakening” from the Daily Drawings, July 11, 2012

Freedom vs. Authority
We hear all over the world about governments making decisions and implementing programs to regulate the activities of the Human Beings of Earth. Yes, the Human Beings who are in the position of having the Authority granted through government to do what they can to monitor and control the masses are feeling much fear as structures – be they third dimensional (physical) or 4th dimensional (emotional/mental) – are collapsing. For thousands of years the Authority operated through fear to keep Humanity separate from one another and from nature. All this is changing now. Each Human Being can assist in this process by taking responsibility for their energy and their life situations. This is about growing up, rising into our power.

There is much power when Human beings awaken to the reality of Oneness. When the Human Being acts in Coherence, we become masters of conscious manifestation. Without realizing it, we have been acting in coherence in focusing on negativity and fear. Look at our world. We have created it all. Actually, there is no authority other than our own focus and attention. We, the Masters of Energy, are claiming our power in One-ness, that’s why connecting with one another in the third dimension and in the inner realms is so important.

Politics, Economics and Anger
Further dividing us are our viewpoints, no matter what they are. I know it is difficult in this world to observe political decisions that act against freedom, fairness, and respect for the earth, without getting emotional about it. After all, we are humans and we have emotions. But feeling anger gathering within oneself over elitist political stances and destructive choices does nothing to help the human connection other than to send toxic vibrations throughout our energy fields and the energetic being of Humanity. Anger is a vibrational frequency that moves energy, and it’s better than the powerlessness of depression. We can use the anger to pulse outward through our energy field when we feel it, because repression is not going to serve us either. The drive of the anger that we feel can be put into action to support the energies that sustain life. However, pointing fingers and blaming others is adding gasoline to the fire.

Tuning in to my guides for a vaster perspective, I am shown that the noise of the world, meaning the opinions and control that is trying to be asserted are distractions from the more important work at hand that has to do with loving ourselves. Acting upon that frequency of love in every moment of our lives is the only way we can rise above the churning waters of fear and powerlessness.

Joyful Noise
Again I am given the vision of human light bodies holding hands and strengthening a grid of light and love, creating an actual energy field for other human beings to rise up into.

I am seeing the separation of border crossings, war and government authorities acting upon what the money wielders tell the politicians to do, creating the fear and separation in our world. These “powers that be” are in fear, because the higher energies are collapsing their structures. So they are making a last ditch attempt to assert their control against a tide that is relentless and unstoppable.

Grassroots and solidarity in love and fun is our strength. When I think of Human Beings – the people of the Earth, I see people who love to create, who love to feel good, to taste life, to create music and art, to dance, to share recipes, to make a joyful noise unto the world. This is what we must celebrate and amplify in our individual and collective lives.

Daily Drawings, July 9, 2012

The Sun without and the Sun within
In my Monday Channeling telecalls, the Vastness of Being have been showing us how to work with solar energy. Bringing that energy in through our 6th chakra and sending it down to our Dantian. In Qi Gong, this usually refers to the area in the lower abdomen, beneath the navel and about a third of the way in to the abdominal cavity. Also known as the Hara in Japanese energy medicine, this is considered to be the foundation of life. There are Dantian connections at the top of the head, the third eye and the heart as well. The practice I have been shown is to connect with the Solar energy, bring it in through the third eye and send it down into the abdominal Dantian and then pausing to allow this life force energy to fill us. The Vastness of Being have said that the Sun is a star gate and that the Dantian within us is also a star gate, connecting us to our multidimensionality and also filling us with vitality and life force.

Sharing the Same Sky
And so we are continuously evolving with the Earth, gaining vibrational momentum through our choices and intentions, always connected to one another. Play well, choose love, celebrate, laugh, connect, for all those who we come across in our daily lives, are reflections of ourselves.

Blessings, in Love and Light

Nancy Lila Ward

This Vibe Report is dedicated to Susie Pearl, my kitty companion of 16 years who left us (physically, anyway) on July 12.
Thank you my dear, sweet, soft little friend, there’s a void where you were, but we are filling it with love.
Susie Pearl, May 21, 1996 – July 12, 2012

** Every Monday night (almost), I host a Telecall where I channel the Vastness of Being. I tune into the energy of all who have signed up and connect with the energetic vibration so that all who participate, whether live on the call or listening to the recording, receive energies and messages that pertain to their current experience. Often we are led on a visualization journey that helps us raise our energetic vibration through clearing and receiving… emptying and filling.
To read more about it, or to sign up, click on this link: https://soultransitions.com/meditations/

Copyright © 2012 by Nancy Wallace Ward and Smote Hill Press. All rights reserved. Permission is granted to freely redistribute this article as long as the author’s name and website http://www.soultransitions.com are included.

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Vibe Report June 2012 June 25, 2012

Posted by Leilah in Ascension, Christ Consciousness, Earth Changes, Earth Energies, Expansion and healing, Soul Realignment™, Spiritual Development, Spiritual Expansion.
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No, that wasn’t a type-o (July 2011)
Somehow my blog took on a life of its own and sent out last year’s July Vibe Report yesterday. I’m laughing because I’ve received several e-mails commenting how “spot-on” the July vibe report is! I guess it needed to be read again, and I must say that the information that came through one year ago hasn’t changed much. In fact, I’ve been feeling like I keep saying the same things over again in different ways, which is one reason why these vibe reports have been coming out later and later in the month. I’m appreciating the Divine wisdom, humor and surprise in re-sending the message of July 2011 while I was in the midst of putting together this June 2012 message. Just in time for the month’s end. So yes, the Spirits wanted us all to read that message again, for it is apropos to what we’re living through now. Hmmm… it’s still now. Last year’s now is today’s now. Time is definitely an illusion.

I also want to say, please bear with me, as I am going through big changes in my life and doing my best to balance all that I’m creating, as well as finding time to integrate and share the energetic messages.

Daily Drawings 6-12-2012

Flux (definition according to http://www.dictionary.com)
A flowing or flow. The flowing of the tide. Continuous change, passage or movement

The word “flux” has been in my awareness all month, like a blinking neon sign in my head. June has been on a fast track of erratic energy. I have found myself re-thinking and changing decisions I had made in May and April. As we become more flexible, our ability to listen to ourselves is being strengthened and refined. Going with the flow of energetic currents that wash through and around us is our challenge. Time is stretching and compressing and in some ways disappearing, and also there’s a feeling of fast moving energy. It has been difficult to fit everything in that I want to accomplish in the course of a day.

Slow It Down
There is a strong influence to slow down and be. To stop all the DO-ing, to let it all go. I am often in the state of feeling like I’m not doing enough. As if there’s a pack of wolves at my heels constantly nipping and barking at me. Lately, I’ve been stopping to breathe, to be still, and to gift myself with the space to do nothing. This is a huge luxury, not provoking guilt but being in the flow of Great Spirit’s Is-ness. I am learning the value of letting go into the current and releasing the badgering voice of should-talk. I am learning that being in the now opens up my energy, allowing me to follow the energy which feels good and inspiring me to do what needs to be done in perfect timing. So what if I’m cleaning out my closet at midnight? This alignment with flow also brings forth the creativity within. It is within all of us, for we are the creators and the co-creators of our collective experience.

We are all creating a new way of being here on planet Earth and we are fully supported in this process. There is a bit of overlap of the old and the new – ways of being that used to serve us are being released as we move into new territory brought on by the higher vibrational energies that continue to flow from the Galactic Center.

Energetic Acceleration
Two weeks ago my body went down for the count for a few days. I had been very busy from the end of May and through the first few weeks of June. I’m in the process of structuring a new path, focusing on figuring out what my next step is as I prepare to move to Canada. I was traveling back and forth from the Catskill Mountains in NY State to the “near north” of Ontario. I also completed training in the Third Level of Soul Realignment™, which brought me to a new energetic vibration. And I traveled to Phoenix to attend a Money and Purpose weekend event that focused on the spiritual path of money. It was a time of acceleration and receiving energy and information.

Daily Drawings 6-14-2012

I can feel when I’m receiving an “acceleration” of energy – and I’m sure all who are reading this have had this experience, as well. It’s a surge of energy flowing through our energy bodies, sometimes you may feel it when you’re lying down before you go to sleep, or when you awaken in the morning. It comes through at times during the day as well – it feels like expansion – it may trigger some solar plexus activity or heart activity. I am describing my experience here so that, for those who don’t understand what’s happening to them, you may recognize the feeling and breathe into it when it happens. I find it to be a warm, delicious feeling – exciting and energizing. After the initial surge of energy, we may feel cold inside, or our bodies may shake. These surges can knock us out for brief moments so that we need to lay down and breathe for fifteen or twenty minutes. I would describe this energy simply as the flow of the Love Force Energy. Love is an energetic frequency that, to me, is what we mean when we refer to “God.” At times it feels as if I’m being lifted out of my body as my conscious awareness is focusing on the Vastness of Being (not the guides I collaborate with, but the vastness of the All of the All).

Rhythmic Surges of Energy
These surges come in waves for a week or two at a time and then they recede, giving us a chance to integrate the higher energy. In the times when the energy draws back, it’s important to listen to our bodies and our intuition. My physical, mental and emotional body was calling for silence after all the activity of May and early June. After my weekend in Phoenix, I gave myself a day of stillness but then immediately afterwards, went into hyper busy-ness, as there was a lot to take care of and catch up on. I was feeling like I was pulled in many directions at once and then my body asserted itself and I was forced into utter stillness for two days. I can say I had some strange “bug” that felt kind of like flu, but not like anything I’d felt before. It began with dizziness that grew in intensity to the point where I had difficulty walking and my vision was fragmented – my depth of field was flattened. It was like the world was cut up and pasted back together at odd angles. All I could do was lay still and sleep. It was actually two days of beautiful quiet and rest. I had no interest in reading anything or taking in any information at all. As I look back on those two days, it was like being in an altered state of timelessness.

After this “bug” subsided, I have felt more energized than ever. I realized my body needed to integrate the energetic frequencies I had been receiving. So often when we “get sick” we tend to be hard on ourselves for “bringing illness on,” or “making ourselves sick.” How about changing those thoughts to a recognition that our physical bodies are detoxifying energetically what does not vibrate with the higher frequencies we are embodying in our Spiritual, mental and emotional energy bodies. That understanding will assist us in allowing our physical body to do what it needs to do to flush out what is being cleared by the high vibration we are embodying.

Stillness…from the Daily Drawings, 6-17-2012

Energetic Sensitivity
In our new way of being, we are finding it imperative to only do what we truly want to do, and in order to do this, we must listen to our bodies as well as our intuition. We are becoming super sensitive to energetic frequencies. Have you noticed that there are certain articles of clothing that you can’t bear to put on anymore? As if that shirt holds the vibration of what used to be and you have risen so far from that vibration, it’s intolerable to be near it anymore. This energetic sensitivity is being felt as far as the foods we eat, as well. You know when you eat something you used to love and now it just feels like a lead weight inside of you.

The clothes we wear, the foods we eat, what we drink, the energetic sensitivity is also being felt in where we’re living, who we share our world with, what work we are doing, what we’re reading, watching on television and in films. What we’re feeding our minds. All of this corresponds to our increased vibrational frequency. Many of us just want to feel good, want to only ingest information that inspires and uplifts us.

Daily Drawings, 6-2-2012

Chaos of Change
Ah yes, the joy of chaos! As we create change to bring in more harmony with our new vibration, we must let go, take that leap of faith and jump into the chaos of change. For a stirring up of our world will happen when we create profound change. This is a beautiful place in which to cultivate stillness, deep breathing and being in the moment of now. Oh I know, when we prepare to move to a new place, leave a relationship, deepen a new relationship, leave a job or a school, start something new, we find our energetic space buzzing with all the things we have to DO in the outer world to move that change forward. It can make us crazy! So we make our lists – it helps to put the mental babble down on paper. But then we really have to be vigilant in maintaining our focus on the moment of now. At 3:00am we can’t call the Department of Motor Vehicles to change the address on our drivers license, but we can breathe ourselves into the present moment. The over active mental body can be calmed through deep, rhythmic breathing… through prayer (ask for help!), and through energy work. How many of those reading this have had at least the Level One of Reiki? Remember to use that energy on yourself. If you’re awake in the wee hours with your eyes wide open and your mind on the crazy-coaster, do a self treatment of energy work. Work with light frequencies, visualization, breath work – we all need to be able to take care of ourselves as we roll through the changes in our lives, for those changes are accelerating as well. So remember to use your tools.

A phenomena I’ve noticed lately is that what we were focusing on, or working on, or creating 6 months ago, at the beginning of the year, is coming back to us at this time. Reappearing for a review, reassessment, reconfiguration, or re-creation. This is an opportunity to take whatever our creation was 6 months ago to the next level – to a higher awareness. The review process may be simply to acknowledge what we were working on, or to tweak it a bit to bring it into the higher vibration. Perhaps we are receiving clarity or a highlighting of something we need to pay more attention to.

Upward Climb
All of the energy surges have been preparing us for worldwide events as the entire planet is being restructured at every energetic level – physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. Even the planet Earth has these energy bodies, just as each of us Humans do. So we receive the high frequencies in our Spirit Body and it flows into our mental, emotional and, finally physical body.

At this time in the last week of June 2012, it feels like we are slowly moving up a steep incline of a roller coaster, almost to the crest. And then, when we crest… woo-hoo! I don’t know what’s going to happen, but the energies astrologically are pointing to sudden, surprising changes. Uranus, which rules radical revolutionary change in structures (which will be manifested in societal structures of every kind and in the physical Earth) and Pluto, which is about transformation and destroying anything that is blocking change, are squaring each other as of June 24. I’m not an astrologer, but I can refer you to some astrologers who have written about this phoneomena:Barbara Hand Clow (www.handclow2012.com), Cathy Pagano of http://www.wisdom-of-astrology.com, and Robert Brown – http://www.writingsinthesky.com whom I recently had a reading with. (One of his specialties is Astro-Cartography and I wanted his input on the energetic lines on the earth regarding my move to Canada. He was very helpful and fun to talk to.)

Enough Already
We’ve been feeling like something’s about to happen… for several years now. There’s a lot of buzz out there about full disclosure coming from world governments regarding extra-terrestrial visitors, even though most of us have an inner knowing that they’re here and that they’ve been here for eons of time. Also, there’s buzz about the possibility of some event that will bring forth paradigm shifting information regarding the origin of humanity, the nature of the dogma of god (the godma of dog?), the truth of the Great Spirit and our place among the Cosmos. Personally, I feel that information is already out there in the world, however the Uranus/Pluto squares that will be occurring seven times from now until 2015, are the energetic planetary influences that could bring the much needed paradigm shift to the main stream. For those of us who have been looking beyond the veil, so to speak, we are so over the talk-talk-talk and are shouting to the void “Bring it on!” Even if we may not fully know what we’re asking for. For some, the so-called paradigm shift may not be so shocking and they will come to realize that they’ve been preparing for it in order to assist those who will be in shock to move forward and adjust to a new view of the world.

So many people I talk to are making radical changes in their lives – or else they are manifesting radical change by default. I am also witnessing many people leaving the planet, sometimes quite suddenly and unexpectedly. In any case there is a lot of restructuring going on and it requires patience. This brings me back to stillness, because I’m also seeing people who are answering the call within them to live simply, radiating gratitude for the beauty of nature, who enjoy sitting and feeling the flowers grow and unfold.


There’s a robin who has a nest under the upstairs deck off my bedroom. I’ve been watching her from the kitchen window, patiently sitting on the little blue eggs. Soon those eggs will hatch and there will be little beaks poking up from the nest and the mama will be flying about collecting food for those hungry babies. She’ll be quite busy then. I feel that we are in that incubation interval at this time. We need to keep doing the work on ourselves that brings us into alignment with the truth of our Souls, for when we are living from the energetic radiance of who we truly are, the world opens up for us and we are always in the right place at the right time, expressing with joy the vastness of our beings.

For those of us who are going through structural changes in your lives, know that there’s a lot of us who are repositioning ourselves at this time. We can tune into one another to help us all hold that space of change, gathering the momentum together for doing what needs to be done in 3D to move forward. We are not alone – ever – and as we move forward through whatever we are all globally co-creating, we will come to really feel the One-ness and Unity that is within the Human Consciousness.


Nancy Lila Ward
(reconfiguring… playing with change, my ever morphing name is still in flux!)

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