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The Vibe Report for February 2018 February 14, 2018

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ascension, awareness, chaos, Christ Consciousness, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Energies, Expansion and healing, Forgiveness, high vibrational frequencies, One-ness, patriarchy, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness, Vortex.
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Tree of Life
photo by Leilah

Many blessings to you all as we expand further into this new year. Moving forward as our intentions become clear, we are urged to take the leap, bring that idea out into the world, nurture it and send it forth. If you aren’t quite clear yet, get yourself quiet, surrender to not knowing, ask for guidance from your heart, your guides whomever your posse is and then let it go. Stillness allows the feelings to rise that spark inspiration and guide you to your unique gifts. We are creating in every moment, even when we don’t feel connected to anything or inspired by anything. Disconnection is a stillness that we can fill with love and acceptance and then, like a lock in a canal, we rise up into the flow.

The Blankness Experience
Since the 2012 shift I have been called to “do nothing”, as I was told every time I tuned in and asked for guidance, which was often because I had difficulty not DO-ing! The messages that came to me were all about stillness, silence and focusing on the simple aspects of day to day life. This blankness sometimes felt like aimlessness. However, being in the moment, tuning in to whatever I was doing mindfully became a waking meditation. Awareness and being awake in my life has become a practice. Practice is the key word because I forget or get caught up in the drama of life, and eventually remember to bring my awareness back to the present.

It has been strange at times, these last five years. I haven’t been able to post many of my writings. I have tried – I have written many vibe reports that went nowhere. One reason is that by the time I wrote and edited, I felt like I had moved so far past what I had been focusing on and the momentum faded away. Then there was the guidance to do nothing and focus on simplicity and integration of the new energies that have been filtering through since the shift, (which didn’t feel like a shift at all at the time).

Now, in this new year of 2018, I feel like we are “all systems go” once again. There was a great deal of integration and moving into new acceleration and new dimensions in the last five years. Many of us are feeling this acceleration and are coming out of our sanctuaries (or caves, or stupor) in new ways, with new focus and intentions.

At the same time, there is still an importance for focusing on the simple things of life – like making snow angels, which I am very fond of doing these days. At times, feeling delight in the deep winter, I flop down on my back in the soft snow and gaze up at the blue sky, feeling supported in the moment. Or lying amongst the pine trees watching snowflakes gently falling towards me, it almost becomes a vortex as I play with the sensation that I am moving up into the falling snow. Changing perspective and playing with perception is helpful as we drift in and out of fifth dimensional awareness.

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Snow Angel
photo by Leilah

Re-Aligning with our Divine Blueprint
Funny about that non-shift Shift that we went through five years ago. There was so much hype and expectation of something big about to happen, and when December 21, 2012 came and went, it felt like nothing happened. But actually a subtle shift did occur and we’ve been shifting dimensional frequencies and timelines ever since, while still trying to hold our place in the 3D world. A little freaky, right?

What the heck does “shifting dimensional frequencies and timelines” feel like, you may ask. How about when you think back on your day to whatever happened in the morning and it feels like something that happened last week, or how about losing our memories – not being able to remember what happened yesterday, or not being able to find the words for things, not remembering peoples names. Or memories – obscure memories popping up out of nowhere – often things we wished we hadn’t done or said – these things have been coming up for clearing so that we can lighten up our energetic field and rise to the occasion of being more 5D oriented. And a feeling of disorientation and timelessness – where am I, what was I about to do, where am I going? Or just “Where am I?”

Speaking of those memories from long ago and feelings that arise, it has recently come to my attention that these energies are held in our energetic field, not in our physical body. The arising of memories are simply part of the acceleration. We are loving ourselves awake and in this process, all that is not love, our actions from our past that came from fear, are rising to the surface. Don’t hold onto any of this, just say “Clear and Release” to yourself and envision the energies being swept away or sucked out of your energy field. And then fill yourself with love.

The 5th Dimension is Now
Most of those reading this know that we have been moving from a 3D focus through the emotional cacophony of the 4D into the 5D, which is expansive and is all about being in the timelessness of now. 5D is also about allowing our hearts to be our prime guidance system. There’s a feeling of innocence as we dwell within the timelessness. The thing is, this makes it challenging to be “on time” to appointments and events! We are going through a dimensional shift within our physical bodies on a planet that is also going through a dimensional shift in a solar system that is also… in a galaxy… in a Universe. Yes. A Universal dimensional shift. This is an amazing event to be participating in!

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Transfiguration
oil on board, painting by Leilah

Physical Symptoms
During the past few years we have been experiencing an acceleration of lightbody activations, which have been in some way recalibrating our DNA – or en-lightening our DNA, and thus, every cell in our bodies. In this process, we may experience low energy and achiness. At times, my body has felt so dense and heavy that just walking out to the garden felt like I was moving in slow motion through mud. Our physical bodies are receiving high frequencies – lighter energy – (we’re soaking in it). This has been going on for many, many years and is accelerating at this time. This has been slowing us down considerably, which is necessary for integrating the dimensional shift in all of our energy bodies. In a way, it forces us to focus our awareness on the moment of now. Drink lots of water to help flush out the dense energies that are loosening within you.

We may be dealing with physical ailments, or have had “accidents” that literally shake up connections within our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies. Accidents and illness can manifest to assist in the removal of energetic structures that no longer serve our light body expansion. Minor or major shocks to our system help us to loosen and clear old energy. We are aligning with our original blueprint – our Divinity, aligned with Creator Source and our unique Soul vibration. Sometimes in this process, the physical recalibration can bring on aches and pains, flu or colds that knock you into stillness for a week or so. You may be sleeping more – or napping during the day and wide awake at night.

Keeping your Energy Light
You may need to be reclusive (like me!) and only go out into the world when necessary, and then find you have to pull in your energy field and surround yourself with a light shield in order to navigate what appears to be the “normal” world. Just remember, we never know where other people are at in their awareness as they, too, navigate the “normal” world. In fact, the so-called normal (3D) world is dissolving, so it’s best if we don’t make assumptions about anyone or anything. As we learn to be patient with ourselves, find stillness inside, and nurture ourselves, we can navigate the outer world with compassion and kindness, for everyone is feeling some kind of change.

There are people who are holding on to “normal” because it’s all they know. They have not yet had the experience of seeing inner visions or having their intuition awakened and the logical “normal” world is their comfort zone. You may feel bored out of your minds when spending time in the normal 3D zone. It’s a good time to practice heart/brain coherence by tuning in to compassion or appreciation in your heart and just breathing with that energy. Synchronicities may appear out of nowhere and you may be surprised by witnessing a bud of awakening in people who are or have been or “seem to be” holding on to the 3D. Remember, we are all like tuning forks, resonating together. Sometimes it can be difficult for us to maintain our highest vibration when surrounded by the 3D. That’s why doing the heart/brain coherence exercise is helpful. It is actually more effective than shielding, I have found. [For more information, visit the Heart Math Institute website: http://www.heartmath.org]

Of course, being with nature is nurturing and energy renewing. If you live in a densely populated area, you can still find trees to harmonize with, moving water to gaze upon and quiet places to retreat to. Honor yourself by listening to your heart’s guidance.

Chakras
Along with all this, our chakra system has been changing. We are actually moving beyond the chakras as the overlay of that system dissolves within our expansion. For now, it’s my understanding that the first three chakras are merging with one another, creating an inner sun at our solar plexus. Here’s a little guidance from the Vastness of Being on the chakras:

The Ist second and third are becoming one energy center shining like the sun. Indeed this center is the Solar aspect of the body, located in the solar plexus region. The Dantien [energy center] is the power source, [located below the navel, towards the back of the central axis of the body – not a chakra – also called the Hara] so adjustments in those physical locations may be felt.

The Heart is merging with sixth and seventh chakras. Fifth chakra is being absorbed into these frequencies. The Heart is the true guidance system of the body. Energy adjustments may be felt in all these areas. [A lot of people have been feeling energy shifts in their heart region. Be mindful to seek medical advice, if necessary.]

People are at different stages with this development. There may be shock and anger and unwillingness to believe that this is happening because the story of the chakras is ancient and there will be a feeling of wanting to hold on to that teaching. That is interesting to observe within oneself. The channel Leilah went through this initial response.

I was angered when I first came across this information a few years ago about the changing chakra system and then I witnessed my anger and questioned why I was feeling such a strong response. I realized how ingrained certain information is and how threatening new information can be, so I began to look at that and witness the feeling of threat and how flimsy that threat actually is and how resistant to change we humans are! It now causes me to feel some mirth around my attachments and resistance.

Separation of Worlds
The Earth is also aligning with her original blueprint. I feel this to be true: the Earth was originally created as a Christed planet. She vibrated and sang the most beautiful and harmonious of frequencies that could be heard throughout the galaxy. All who lived upon her were radiant with the highest vibration of love and joy, bliss and ecstasy. The energy was of such a high vibration that it was actually food for all who lived here. So there was no need to eat, to consume energy, the energy flowed through all the beings, all the different species.

The Fall and the Rising
Then, a dense influence came over this part of the galaxy – I don’t have information on the parameters of this density, but I see it as a dark cloud that makes a screaming sound. It’s the sound of fear and all that goes with fear. It feels like a species of some kind that feeds off of fear, and it found human beings to be easily manipulated to provide constant nourishment.

This screaming density (in it’s energetic form) has been a destructive influence in our solar system for thousands, upon thousands of years. It has taken many forms and spun many epochs, creating wars and the destruction of the feminine – of the Earth and of Humanity. This “species” is a destroyer of life. We can also look at it as a Great Teacher for us. This empowers us, so that we don’t see ourselves as victims, but as the powerful beings that we are – when we are united.

For many years we have been witnessing the rise of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine and this rising is in an acceleration process now. The Patriarchy, which was aligned with this dark cloud of density I’ve described, is dissolving. It is not to be replaced with Matriarchy, but an integrated wholeness of Divine Feminine and Masculine. Please understand that the Patriarchy is not male – so I’m not saying that men carry this dark energy, although some do and some women do as well. The Patriarchy and Matriarchy are overarching frequencies of energy that have been out of balance, that’s all. This shifting into higher frequencies is all about love.

As we individually clear what is not our truth – guilt, shame, jealousy, unworthiness, fear – we are clearing this density from our energy bodies. When we truly love and forgive ourselves, the density dissolves. When we resonate with love, we don’t have any receptors for the density to cling to.

The earth and humanity fell from grace, through engaging with the density and now, in this separation (or bifurcation) of worlds, we have the beautiful opportunity of rising into the Christed consciousness with the planet Earth. Galactic Wayshowers, Starseeds, Forerunners and many more have come here for the purpose of directing the intention of human consciousness towards love, sovereignty and freedom.

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The Christalline Grid
I “accidentally” misspelled Crystalline, but the mis-spelling is appropriate to the Christ embodiment that planet Earth and Humanity are going through at this time. As the strength of our connection to the heart of truth grows, we become more and more united within the energy stream of love that flows in etheric sacred geometrical patterns all around Mother Earth. Some call this a crystalline grid of energy. I see it as rose white light, sometimes infused with gold, surrounding the Earth in intricate geometric patterns. There are hubs on this grid that are super radiant, which are high concentrations of the pure Source energy.

The image I posted above is something I found on the Internet – it isn’t exactly what I’m seeing in my inner eye, but it gives you an idea of this flow of loving energy that is around the Earth.

The Christalline Grid is a current of consciousness and when I tune into it, I feel my essence harmonizing with millions of other people on the earth – all over the world – who are also tuning into this grid. They may not be conscious of the actual grid, but they are running the energy of love, compassion, appreciation and gratitude for themselves and one another and those energies feed into this sacred grid. Explore this Christalline Grid for yourselves. I have found it a beautiful place to connect with when I’m feeling alone or uninspired and adrift. I also connect to this grid to send love and the highest vibrational frequency I can embody all around the earth – to focus energy on “hot spots” that are being challenged and also to individual people or events for support and comfort. As we do this consciously together, we assist the Earth and Humanity in becoming aligned to our original Divine Blueprint.

With our hearts open and our intention focused on unity we can reach into this stream of energy and connect with each other any time we think of it – to renew and fortify our resolve to move consciously through the awakening process that many people call the ascension.

If it feels appropriate, we can gather together in meditation groups to focus on the grid and sending love to Humanity and the Earth. We have so much power when we are united.

Mission Possible
The drive to DO something is still within me, because I know I have a mission in coming to this planet, into this particular timeline. Many of us joined a mission to go “back” in time, to this particular timeline to help, through our loving consciousness, in amplifying love and turning Humanity towards an awakening of love and creation, instead of a path of zombie-like unworthiness, self-hatred and self destruction. The thing is, we have had to learn to love ourselves first. We immersed in the energy on this planet that carries the wounding of humanity – the energy of unworthiness, shame, guilt, self-hatred – the lies that have been passed down generation to generation since the Fall from Grace. The memories of our past mistakes, unconsciousness, actions borne from fear, are not our truth. Knowing this deeply helps us to forgive ourselves and come into love and harmony.

There has been a renewed effort in the last few years to divide and conquer us, to get us fighting amongst ourselves in anger and fear. All we can do, in our awareness, is to focus on what is eternal, to rise above the maelstrom and chaos and BE in the ever expanding field of love.

The sun is activating our energy centers, as is the sun within the earth. As we contemplate this, we can begin to experience the sun within our very own physical bodies, and the sun within our Soul Star. Can you feel how expansive this is?

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Message from the Vastness of Being
Raise your conscious awareness up into the grid of light that surrounds the Earth in a sacred geometric configuration. Keep the love flowing, keep the connections alive, keep the hubs glowing.

There are many paths and many probabilities. Many of you came here to this timeline to strengthen pathways that lead to a unified consciousness for humanity. Unified consciousness in love – not a “hive mind” where all are alike, but a unification in One-ness that celebrates diversity in all ways. Feel the joy in that. Keep the light shining in your hearts and the love flowing as you reach into the grid of light that flows around the Earth – this is the grid of consciousness not just of humans on earth but of star beings of the various star families that many humans are part of, surrounding the earth with love and literally creating a new earth in a new probability. Tune in to that grid with your heart and intention, you will feel the energy of love, creativity, innocence, playfulness and determination there. This is where you create a new reality.

As the outer world experiences disharmony and chaos, rise above the energies that keep gouging at love and unity, rise above the shouting, accusing, blaming, indignant voices. Rise above the judging, criticism and unworthiness, the anger and righteous indignation. Do not engage in the frequency of fear and hatred. Unfriend, disconnect, go within to find the without!

Feel into the expansiveness of your being and rise into love. Over and over again. You will meet one another in the inner and outer world, joining together to create more love and vitality. You cannot help other people at this point. You find this path for yourself and flow into a greater conscious awareness, you add your light to the whole, and by doing this you create a greater energetic harmonic resonance that radiates to all who see. Each individual is responsible for their own hearts. Each individual is sovereign, is divine creator Source, and is free. Many dance within the frequency of limitation and they will do this until they are ready to not do this anymore. Take care of yourselves. Love yourselves free. In unity there is strength. Humanity united will be an awesome creator. Joy is the frequency that flows you into the expansiveness of love.
Ask for assistance from your guides, soul family, angelic beings. Ask for the ascended ones to assist you in rising into the highest vibration you can hold. Tune in and get to know the vastness of YOUR being. Bask in the radiance of the Vastness of All That Is.

The Aliveness of Creativity
Artists of all persuasions are going to be creating magical work that will assist with the awakening that is happening to all. As people awaken, music will “come alive” and will open up a deeper perception in people and take them on journeys that will be felt in the body and through all the energy fields. A time of great acceleration is at hand. Visual arts will open worlds and vistas and vibrate with energy that will unlock hidden knowledge and remembrance within the consciousness of Humans. Stories, poems – all of the creative expression will be endowed with power to take people to deeper places than they’ve ever gone before. This is the Goddess (creative) energy that is arising. It is hard to put into words, but the arts are coming alive – it is like there’s a tidal wave going through our consciousness (all of the Universe, actually) and I see it as a wave of light coming through the ethers.

As always, use your own discernment with information that comes to you – listen to your heart – it will always show you your truth.

Many Blessings and much love,
Leilah

P.S. I have begun offering my bi-monthly telecalls again –Mindful Journeys. We gather every other Tuesday at 8pm Eastern Standard Time for a healing journey for ourselves, Humanity and Earth. The next Tuesday telecall will be on February 20th. Please visit my website for more information and to register: https://soultransitions.com/meditations/


Copyright © 2018 by Nancy Wallace Ward and Smote Hill Press. All rights reserved for images and written material. Permission is granted to freely redistribute this article as long as it is kept intact and the author’s name and website http://www.soultransitions.com are included.

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Tuning in to the Vastness of Being for guidance

My question: I am viewing the planet Earth from space. What is happening on this planet? How is it that so few can control so many?

To move beyond the control requires the conscious awakening of humanity. Many are still asleep and many argue for their own suppression because they are terrified of what the truth of their reality may reveal. Many still want to be taken care of by overlords and that is what is happening.

It is very frustrating for starseeds at this time. But even the starseeds require a further opening, taking responsibility for clearing their beliefs and managing their emotions and opinions (beliefs again). Many have come to rest in places that seem comfortable, where they can describe the world and reality from a perspective they have built up around them, but that is simply another structure, another system of belief. Further delving into surrender and presence is required. Many have stopped at a certain point and do not realize they are building new structures and walls around themselves.

Star Beings, travel further, keep moving, do not allow anything to cling to you.

Genetic manipulation of food, animals and humans, mind control, weather manipulation and chem trails raining down micro bots of energies for the further enslavement are weapons the dark teacher is using to keep the sleepwalkers asleep in fearful dreams, and to disconnect crystalline children from their souls.

Starseeds, realize that, although these things are of a physical nature, you are all able to transcend this physicality by your vibrational frequency. You do this moment to moment through holding the intention to be sovereign and free and by breathing into the presence of your soul. Breathing into the present moment of your experience.

It is an individual thing but also there is strength in numbers. The collective consciousness is growing and expanding. Love is what gets you to the highest vibration.

People are starting fires of discord everywhere you look. These fires come from deep wounding and fear. It draws you in and then you are in the pool of anger and despair and this generates food for parasitic negative entities. The awakening is happening and you can assist in the acceleration by disengaging from the stories of discord and re-engaging in your breath, in love and wonderment.

The Earth vibrates with the innocent frequency of love. Tune in to the resonance of earth and allow it to flow within you and without. This is a step towards rising above the chaos. Be vigilant. Learn to manage your energy. Practice loving kindness and compassion.

Thank you, Vastness of Being. Your words bring me back to my center. I am reminded of something I was told that the Dalai Lama says: “Breathe in, smile out.”


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Detail: Heroine’s Journey,
oil on canvas, 2015 ©Nancy Ward

Rise and Shine

A new day has dawned, new pathways have opened up and You are on it moving forward – sometimes in bewilderment, sometimes in wonder. Allow for the unfolding of the divine plan that We – Humanity – have created as you go about your life with a new awareness and clarity.

What new awareness and clarity, some of you may be asking. Here’s what I’ve found; if I keep looking outward and leaning my head into the whirlwind of chaos, opinions and collective fear, I’m too caught up in the mayhem to be open to new awareness and clarity. So if we step back, breathe into our center and find our inner still point, we will be able to listen to our heart’s guidance and tune in to our intention for our life. I bring myself back to my center by tuning into the Vastness of my Being, affirming that I am divine light, I am much more than my thoughts, my things, and even my experience as my self in this life. By tuning in to the bigger picture, I feel spacious and centered. Some people us such phrases as, “I am the Light, the Light I am” to help them find their center.

We chose to be here in this timeline for a reason. We each have our personal divine template that we hold within, which carry the codes of our intentions for birthing onto planet Earth. These codes come through our inspirations, our propensities, our interests. Follow the energy that enlivens you and you will be aligned with your life’s intentions. All the answers you need are within you.

We are Creators
Change happens to align us onto new pathways that carry us forward to the truth of our being and assist us in releasing beliefs and patterns that are not in harmony with our truth. When the tectonic plates of our lives shift, it may initially seem dire, but within all changes there exists the gift of transformation. When we are clear with our intentions, we can line up our energy to create the outcome that is for our highest good. When we do this, we are also creating for the highest good of Humanity and Earth.

Surges of high frequency energy coming from the sun, the earth and our inner connection to the life force is expanding us and providing the impetus for creative expression. Human beings are divinely creative. It is our nature. If you feel you haven’t an ounce of creativity within you, look to the one thing you tell yourself you can’t do and you will find there a longing for expression of some kind. Creativity is calling us and, like the headlights on our vehicles that shine forward into the darkness, we create as we go along, often feeling that we don’t know where we’re going. It’s like tapping into a vein of energy and following the flow. We are being called to express in new ways. Do things you’ve never done before. Use new tools. Each choice we make moves us forward on our trajectory to the truth of our being and lights our path along the way.

Our Presence is Required
Letting go of expectations allows us to be in the moment, aware, alert, paying attention to the rhythm and flow within and without.

If your daily experience consists of being within a structure around an organization, see if you can tap into the malleability of that structure and how you can adapt it to your heart’s rhythm. Yes this is possible, but if you are telling yourself it is not possible to affect positive change within the structure, you are making it so by your belief in the impossibility. Do you need to change your environment or do you need to shift your beliefs about it?

In these potent times of manifestation our presence is required. We may be finding that it is practically effortless to be focused in the moment of now. As we go about what we might consider the mundane tasks of daily activity, staying focused in the moment is a meditation, which allows us to really be aware of what is arising within and around us. The smallest focus of attention has the power to shift our trajectory towards where we most want to go. Contemplate where you would like your life to go and know that you are consciously moving towards that expression.

As you intend to love yourself deeply, or to continue releasing the poison of the past – of the old paradigm – you will rise up shining into the integrity of your being, shining your Soul’s radiance out into your life, and shifting the structures that surround you into a more harmonious expression.

All is energy
We are living our lives mostly focused on the outer world and yet there is a further outer world that is made up of the energy of our intentions, heart frequency and thoughts. I used to think that this energetic realm that I see (and paint) was the “inner” world but I have come to realize that it is actually a little further “out” from physical density. It is the realm of probability and possibility. This realm is less dense than the 3D physical realm and it is through our awareness of this realm that we create our experience in the outer 3D world.

We actually send rays of light/energy/frequency from our hearts out into this realm of energy, creating what we see and experience around us. We do this all the time, whether we’re conscious of it or not. Now, in this time of acceleration, change and heightened awareness, we are being gifted with the responsibility of conscious co-creation of our world in this new timeline and paradigm.

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Detail: Tellurian Dreams
Oil on board, 2015 ©Nancy Ward

The shift has finally shifted!
We recently underwent a shift of timeline, which sent a shock wave throughout our collective consciousness and now we are wobbling forward, like toddlers learning to walk, however we are learning quickly and getting our bearings as we move forward on the fast flowing sea of energy. It is of great importance to be present and aware of our thoughts, beliefs and patterns and discern what is our truth and what isn’t. Many of us have been practicing this for years and we have released so much of the untruths held within ourselves and the collective consciousness, as well. From time to time, we still have to deal with the last vestiges of fear arising from deep within us as we bless it and love ourselves out of the clutches of self judgment, criticism and regret. This was especially noticeable in the last two months of 2016.

This is the time we came here for. As we move forward in conscious clarity, the energies of the old paradigm reach out like wisps of dark mist, perhaps triggering a buzz of old fear, but our receptors to these fears are dissolving and the mist of darkness can no longer take hold as we continue to strengthen our love for ourselves and realization of our Divinity.

The light of awakening is coming to everyone. The unprepared may feel like they are losing their minds, and indeed they are, as the mind is no longer in the driver’s seat. Those who have been preparing have left behind a trail of light and energy for others to find and follow.

Sometimes we may feel tired, uninspired, clueless and lost. We have just crossed a threshold into the unknown. Rest when you need to, allow your body to recharge as you continue to integrate the energy. Sometimes the body feels cumbersome and heavy. Stretch, dance, walk, move with mindfulness and rest with mindfulness. We are a non-physical awareness of divine life force with unique vibrational frequencies living within a physical body. Let us be conscious of the miracles that we are.

Joy is the new frequency
Well, joy isn’t really anything new but we are now being invited into experiencing true joy within us. Experiment with choosing joy as your “go-to” vibe and see how it lights up your path as you interface with physical reality. No matter what is going on around you, see how it feels when you make the choice to have joy be your foundation as you shine your life essence into the world.

I remember there was a time when I didn’t know what joy felt like. I think the lack of joy is rooted in disappointment and loosing one’s connection to divinity. As babies and young children we are pure innocence and are filled with wonder for this world. If you have trouble accessing the vibration of joy, ask your guidance team for help in finding joy. When I did this, a memory surfaced of when I was a baby and saw a butterfly for the first time. I feel that we have all felt the sparkle of joy at some time in our lives, and we just need to remember.

When you lean into the play of life – the outer goings on in the arenas of time and space – you may feel the pull downwards into various shades of helplessness and despair. As you experiment with joy, you will find that leaning into the chaos is like diving into story lines – literal lines of energy that pull you into deeper, darker waters where it is difficult to see your path. Back and forth we go, being pulled into the depths and then remembering our Soul essence, tuning into love and joy, and floating upwards again into clarity. It is our choice.

Soon, instead of feeling how cumbersome the current physical reality is, we will feel the buoyancy of mirthful bliss. Oh, yes, from joy into bliss is possible as we continue to consciously shift frequencies, like rising up from the mire, through deep, dark waters, into lighter and lighter realms, finally bursting out like a flower of light, radiant with our own Soul essence – the truth or our being in full expression of who we are.

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Light Flower (Detail: Heroine’s Journey)
oil on canvas, 2015 ©Nancy Ward

Each of us is a flower of light in the sea of consciousness growing more and more aware of our true reality as beings of light birthed from divine source.

Have fun, thrive in creativity and joy as we co-create our new Earth together. What may look dire, is only the churning from the muck at the bottom as the poison of the past is experienced, truly felt, then loved and released. For many years we have been going through this experience of release on an individual level as well as on the collective level. We are collectively undergoing an initiation that, in the process of loving and letting go, helps us to rise above into the bright, new dawn.

Shine On,
Nancy Leilah Ward

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Vibe Report November 2016 November 3, 2016

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ahimsa, Ascension, awareness, chaos, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, high vibrational frequencies, Higher Mind, identity loss, Love, love is the antidote, loving awareness, patriarchy, presence, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness.
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Deep Soul Diving

 

On this journey, there comes a time where we realize that most of what we’ve been taught and learned are untrue. As beliefs and patterns fall away under our scrutiny, we come to beliefs that we cling to as part of our identity. It takes courage to examine beliefs that we have held onto in our search for truth. Maybe everything is false and the only truth we can know is our own unique Soul vibration.

Questioning Everything

During July and August, I was contemplating what it would be like to move beyond belief into a state of pure being. At times I felt like I was in a state of expansion and emptiness, like a river that flowed out to a delta where there were no banks of beliefs to hold it any longer. My awareness was dispersing into a shallow sea. The sun shining through the crystal clear waters loosened dense energetic thought patterns and beliefs as I went about my life feeling like I was flickering in and out of a dream state. I was taking care of the daily tasks while doing my best to maintain inner stillness, and at the same time feeling detached, witnessing the world and sometimes being drawn in to the surreal drama of world events, which magnetically tug at us all. Then, when that got to be too much, which it is (!), I would dive deep under the mayhem to find quiet, regain stillness and come back to myself.

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Daily Drawing “The Wave” July 15, 2016

Towards the end of August, a wave of energy was building, which came to a crest and broke in September. Churning white water carried us into overwhelm through mid September into October. We could hold on to the busy plans we made or let go and release our over-doing into the moment of our presence. Over-doing can come from wanting to be perfect, to be super-human, to be loved. This time has offered us the opportunity to examine why we make the choices we make – to see what is at the foundation of our decisions.

The flow of nature and our own energy forced us into positions where we had no choice but to let go. Injuries, illness, relationships ending, loved ones passing away, having to move, sudden changes and shifts in direction came through, showing us the wisdom of surrendering to what is.

Acceleration
The last week of October brought serious compression, due to solar activity, where we’ve had the opportunity to do some deep Soul diving, healing issues long held in our energy at a soul level. Memories and old feelings have been coming up and releasing through us. Even energy from other lifetimes that has been held within our Soul’s energy field, affecting the shine of our Higher Selves has been coming up for clearing. “The Shine” means our joy, our full-genius vibrancy – the radiance of the truth of our being. The dense energy looks like shadows around our Higher Self, which obscure our inner light (truth) from shining.

We have been clearing what isn’t our truth from the deepest part of our being for years and we are going deeper and deeper with this clearing. It is happening so fast now that there isn’t much time for wallowing because the next wave is rolling in! And there’s no point in holding onto or examining the memories (frequencies) that are being released because, at this point, not only is the energy clearing at the level of other lifetimes of our Soul’s expression, but we are clearing the energy of the Collective – patterns and beliefs – going, going, gone! Because of this, as the frequency accelerates, we no longer feel attached to the stories – the energetic debris – being released. That is the gift of processing all the pain we’ve moved through in different ways for so many years. Just think of yourself as you were 10 years ago, or 15 years ago. What’s that like? Have you changed much? Is your life and your feelings about life any different?

The Journey of Remembrance
The goal of Awakened Human Beings is to embody our Soul Essence completely and to do so has taken us on the journey of remembering who we are. As we move forward on this journey we have had to release patterns of behavior that do not allow our Soul expression to thrive. As we go further into our awakening, we find that we have to release habitual thinking and thought forms. This can be quite challenging. All of life is expanding and our Soul Essence is birthing through us. As we struggle with this expansion and contraction, we feel our Soul filling us with our essence, pushing at our fearful boundaries, revealing what is holding us back from thriving. It is emotionally painful to witness ourselves habitually making choices out of fear, which inhibits the full expression of what is within us.

Moving Beyond Belief
Our Soul essence has never not been part of who we are. Through the experience of being introduced to the world from birth, having the world described to us by others, we begin to shape ourselves to fit the paradigm by gathering to us beliefs and patterns. This is how the structure of life in this timeline was set in place like the bars of a prison, which were of a density that did not allow the Light of our Truth to shine. The paradigm that is changing at this time is actually the bars of that prison that has kept us from shining the light of our Soul completely and fully. The prison bars are crumbling. Sometimes those prison bars give us a false sense of security, and that’s when we argue for our own imprisonment. Allowing ourselves the emptiness of non-belief – in other words, moving beyond belief – brings with it a great sense of freedom, a loosening of identity, and even feelings of mirth.

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Daily Drawings, June 17, 2016

There is so much that we Human Beings are capable of doing and we are getting glimpses of this Vastness of Consciousness through our personal experiences of enhanced intuitive guidance, telepathy, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, kinetic abilities, and even time travel, just to name a few aspects of our totality.

We are witnessing the world falling apart. The house of cards that makes up our governments, monetary systems, societal ideals, health care systems, patriarchal oppression of women and this beautiful earth, are dissolving in the light of truth. The chaotic energies can throw us off our center and it’s very challenging but necessary to pull our focus back in to our center, to our unique vibrational frequency. It’s hard not to let the vibrational frequency of other people and situations knock us off our center. When this happens, we need to breathe, get into a creative pursuit, spend time alone, do mindful exercise – whatever it takes to bring ourselves back into our own inner clarity.

Loving What Hurts Us

Recently in Savasana (relaxation pose after a yoga practice) I went to a deep place and it was like I was traveling into a terrain that didn’t feel good. It felt old and stuck, unconscious, unhappy, unworthy. It was like I was on a walkway in a cavern and came to a place that felt oppressive. I knew I had to keep going forward but the tunnel I was to enter was almost swollen shut. It was undulating and inflamed. I said “I don’t’ want to be here” and a voice said, “Wait, just be with this. Love it for a moment.” And then I realized this is a place within me – it feels like a street in a city that you wouldn’t want to walk down – a lonely place, a creepy place, a place of neglect and abandonment. Hardship. Grief. Shame. Guilt.

Most of us carry oppressive energy that has accumulated from many lifetimes, encrusting in our Soul energy, clinging to our Higher Self. (Soul is a little “further out” from the physical and Higher Self is a little “further in” – closer to the physical plane.) In my experience, I was sensing and remembering choices, feelings, emotions, and beliefs that were creating patterns that repeated over and over, lifetime after lifetime. I resisted but a message came through: Stay with this. Love this. See if it softens and opens up to the well of fear that is at the base of all the attachments that cling to this energetic vibration of oppression. This energy is magnetic, drawing in feelings, beliefs and experiences of like vibration.

When we allow love to be there in the midst of painful feelings, it helps release the habitual magnetic attraction to powerlessness and victimization. Love slowly seeps in to loosen attachments to what no longer exists. The high frequencies that are being amplified all around us assist in raising us up, accelerating the rate of spin in our energy field like a centrifuge, offering up feelings and memories, “Look at this…. Feel this… Love this…” Witness whatever comes up. Love it all truly and see it dissolve. As we release and rise higher, the next feeling, thought, memory comes. Can you love this, too? Stay the course, bringing love to the dark, swollen inner landscapes you do not want to go to. Love this, and this, and this.

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Ahimsa
November 2, 2016
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Ahimsa
I have chosen Ahimsa as my practice. In every moment. Ahimsa – non-violence. Practicing Ahimsa begins with being mindful of my thoughts and noticing when I am thinking violent thoughts, which could simply mean self-criticism. Focusing on non-violent thoughts diffuses all criticism, whether towards myself, or others, or a situation I might be in. Eventually this leads to non-attachment to expectations.

I looked up Ahimsa on the Internet and found an article with this quote from Buddha:

“The thought manifests as the word; The word manifests as the deed; The deed develops into habit; And habit hardens into character. So watch the thought and its ways with care, and let it spring from love born out of concern for all beings… As the shadow follows the body, as we think, so we become.”

There is much violence in the world and adding to it are the violent words and energies that are moving through social media. Remember, everything is being amplified at this time, so practicing Ahimsa will assist us all in dealing with the falling apart of things. We are energy receivers and transmitters, so it is up to us to be mindful. Transmitting love, through the practice of Ahimsa, will help raise the energetic frequencies and when enough people are doing this practice, the violence in this world will transform. It’s all energy; it’s about transformation and it begins within ourselves.

It seems everywhere we turn, there is something screaming for our attention – the Earth and Humanity are calling out for love. Sometimes love may seem too benign, as if love is not enough of an action. However, when we are united through Ahimsa, love becomes an active, powerful force. It isn’t something we “make” happen; it’s not something that can be forced. It simply grows out of our own individual practice of self-love and gains momentum. When we meet others who are, in their own way, practicing Ahimsa, we entrain (or synch) to each other’s energy and then the energy is uplifted.

A simple principle of physics is that when two objects are entrained with each other, they use less energy, and when two objects are not in synch, more energy is expended.

Sending the vibration of love through the ethers – you might call it prayer – to those that are vibrating with anger and fear will help to diffuse the density. Just as we are called to love those aspects of ourselves that are in fear; those aspects we have rejected, we can love the situations and people in the world that are in fear.

All living beings carry the spark of Divine Spiritual Energy. This is what we can connect to when amplifying the intention of love to all beings – including the ones we don’t agree with – the ones we don’t understand, the ones who seem to be upholding violence, hatred and intolerance. Ahimsa allows us to be love… to radiate love from and to the core of being within all of life. It begins within ourselves. May all beings be happy and free, and may my thoughts and actions contribute to that freedom for all.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

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The Vibe Report – Cosmic Carnival – February 2016 February 3, 2016

Posted by Leilah Nancy in Ascension, awareness, chaos, Christ Consciousness, Collective Consciousness, Creativity, Earth Changes, Earth Energies, emotional triggers, energy waves, Expansion and healing, Forgiveness, Galactic Center, high vibrational frequencies, Higher Mind, identity loss, Love, loving awareness, Meditation, One-ness, portalways, presence, Remember who you are, Spiritual Expansion, Unity Consciousness, Vortex, Wormhole.
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January is over and I am finally feeling able to begin engaging in the outer world again. It has come to my attention that I’m not the only one who had a slow entry into this new year. When 2016 first dawned and I began to scan “out there” it was as if I was standing in front of a shiny bright pink stage curtain that had 2016 written on it in big, bold script. The curtain shimmered as it moved in a breeze coming from the other side. It felt somewhat ominous and as I peeked around the curtain, I was hit with a mighty wind of rushing energy, which I pulled back from, not quite ready to go “out there.”

Dynamo
By the end of January, I pushed the curtain aside and stood on the threshold looking into a wide tunnel of swirling energy. I kept hearing the word dynamo, which is a generator that turns mechanical energy into electric energy. In my understanding, this relates to the further activation of our energy bodies, transforming our physical body (mechanical) into higher frequencies (electrical).

We’re stepping out into a new timeline. When I first wrote that – new timeline – it felt like a type-o because I meant to write new year, but this is how momentous this feels, not just a new year, but a new timeline and an entirely new perception of being. In my vision as I gaze into this swirling tunnel, I hear the word “wormhole”. A total game-changer.

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Vortex
By Nancy Leilah Ward
2016, oil on canvas

Preparation
We have begun this year with a pause, brought to us in part by Mercury retrograde, in order to prepare us for moving further into the swirling vortex of light and energy where up is down, down is up, we lose our attachments to our stories, and we come into the timelessness of being.

In order to navigate this, it helps to tune in with our energy throughout the day. Check on your love fuel to be sure you are vibrating with a good amount of love, so that you feel buoyant and lighthearted. Make adjustments by tuning in to your center, connecting with the love force energy and radiating it throughout your body.

It is important to be vigilant with this process of energetic awareness as well as checking our focus and bringing ourselves back to the moment of now. I have a little mantra for that: “This is what is.” Meaning, where I’m at right now, in this ever-flowing moment, is all I know. Is what is.

Here is what Guidance says:
Keep practicing awareness in every moment, staying present and focused on what is. Bring yourself back to the present moment over and over again and you will soon find that your thought trails don’t take you out very far before you catch your awareness and bring it home to the center of your being. You can also begin to contemplate the concept of living so completely in the moment that you will no longer have a need for thinking. This focus of contemplation will open the path before you and deepen your attention to what is.

Hmmm… to no longer have the need (or habit) of thinking because we are in the moment of now and flowing with the energy of the moment. Always. This is an evolutionary concept and it goes hand in hand with telepathic communication, heightened intuition and psychic capabilities, as well as kinetic abilities, all of which are our birthright. This is a glimpse into what we, as a Collective Consciousness are integrating in our evolution into Unity. Letting go of egoic self-importance and realizing ourselves as God, Divine Source, the One.

Identity Loss
We have been losing our identities – in all kinds of ways – some subtle and others off-the-cliff-life-changing. As we continue to move into higher vibrational frequencies, the energy stretches and expands us. This breaks connections that are too small for us now and as this happens, bits of our identity – beliefs, memories, connections to material form, desires, patterns – are floating away because the connection has been severed and there’s nothing for these aspects to hold onto. As these old identifiers snap off, we rise and expand and integrate the higher frequencies. This makes room for us to embody our soul essence more and more fully.

Listening to ourselves – to our bodies, to our emotions and to our thoughts will help us to know what we need to release. It takes courage to let go of the connections that no longer serve us, whether it is a relationship, job, place we’ve lived, or a belief, habit or pattern. When its time is up, it won’t leave us alone until we make the change that we need. We can start the letting go process by using our imagination “as if” we’ve made the change we are feeling called to make. Imagining what life would feel like if the change was made and getting into the vibrational frequency of that upgrade, helps us to create our lives in ways that bring us joy.

Inter-dimensional Shift
We have been traveling in this vortex for several years. We could also look at it as a birth canal that is narrowing and pushing us through the birthing process. Loving mindfulness helps us to stabilize our energy in the midst of the acceleration.

We have entered into this inter-dimensional shift that we have been preparing for. This vortex brings up churning chaos because many people will have a difficult time integrating the paradigm shift. This isn’t just a change in energy – that’s how it looks in the big picture – the energy itself brings great changes to our personal lives, our world, and to our collective beliefs, revealing truths that have long been hidden from Humanity. This is going to cause some uproar. Our strong center and focus will help reel us in when we lean into the maelstrom. Cultivating a sense of excitement, enthusiasm and curiosity for the unknown and releasing expectations and opinions will help us to fly and surf the currents and energetic shifts that are happening. This is why it’s important to pay attention and practice mindfulness.

Like some crazy Fun House in a Cosmic Carnival: the Vortex and Time
As we move more deeply into the swirling energy field we will notice our perception and experience of time changing. There may be bleed-throughs into other timelines or parallel dimensions. A bleed through is when our present timeline merges with another timeline that our soul is also expressing awareness in. When those moments happen, we will be glad that we’ve lost our identity! The flexibility that identity loss offers will help us navigate the fluctuations of time as an observer – a witness of our experience.

A bleed through may be triggered by a dream, a film you watch, a book you are reading, or visiting a museum where you are in contact with other timelines through the art. Traveling to an ancient city or even going to a bistro that feels like it’s from another era, complete with the music of that particular timeline, may trigger a bleed through. Again and again, remaining in our center and observing what is, will help us to move through this unknown territory.

We are also affected by the centrifugal force of the spinning energy, so that non harmonious energies from our conditioning that are still in our vibrational field will be drawn out of us. This is to be as gentle as possible, however it is up to us to let go, over and over to surrender to our experience and find the vibration of love within us. We have all been experiencing this kind of clearing for years and so we know what it can be like. We have learned (right?) that resistance only causes us more pain and delays our journey. The more we are ensouling and embodying our true personal resonance within the flow of the energy of the Collective Consciousness, we will be able to surf the vortex with excitement and joy. As all the aspects we had identified as some kind of truth begin to dissolve, we rise into freedom and love.

New Timeline?
When I tune in to this concept of a new timeline I feel myself on the edge of “on a need to know basis”. Meaning that, as we need to know more information, it will come through to us. We are going for a ride like never before. Stepping into the vortex as a Collective Consciousness and riding that energy together to the place that matches our energetic vibration is an act of co-creation. We just need to trust that we are in the vibration that brings us what we most want or need to experience. What do you want to vibrate with? Freedom? Joy and excitement, vitality, appreciation and love? That’s what I’d like to have as my daily experience. Whatever happens, we will meet the vibration we are resonating within.

No Fear

If this idea brings up fear in you – as if you are afraid you are vibrating at a “low frequency” or are unworthy and you won’t be allowed in to the “good place” or something, don’t worry. Let it go. Resonance is changeable. Meaning, you can upgrade at any “a-ha” moment, so trust yourself. There is no worthiness or unworthiness because there is no judgment – hear this loud, THERE IS NO JUDGMENT. The Divine Creator Source just is, in its own presence, in the ever-unfolding moment of Om. Forgive yourself and trust that your heart will guide you. At the same time, get quiet, feel into your energy and look at that which you fear. Love whatever story arises from within you and know that it is passing through you. They’re just stories. Not real. Let it go. And, most importantly this whole thing about losing our identity is bringing to the forefront of our awareness the fact that we are Divine Creator Source. This is our essence. So, as we lose our identity we gain our essence.

Know that you are not alone. We are in this together. And we are coming together – you see signs of this out in the world and it is up to each of us to amplify it, because as we all know, we are also seeing a lot of negative in the world and that seems to get more attention. The positive is there, too, and it’s up to us to shine it out into the little moments of our daily lives.

Rising into Unity
As we expand and the aspects that we had claimed as our identity snap off and fall away, we are uniting ever more strongly in the Collective Consciousness. We are connected to one another in love and unity. We are the Human Collective Consciousness on an evolutionary trajectory and contemplating this, feeling into it and knowing that we are united will strengthen us and assist us in times when we feel challenged. We can reach out to one another, as well as our own personal spirit guides for help whenever we need it. Through our connection we know that if we are feeling a particular emotion, or if we experience an insight, there are many others who are experiencing it as well, and in that knowing we can feel into one another in the grid of light of the Collective Conscious that surrounds planet earth. Remember, we have moved beyond critical mass, so it is up to us now to laugh in the face of fear, to be light-hearted and joyful as we embrace our sovereignty even in the face of what we most fear. For we are infinite and immortal conscious awareness.

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Birthed Into Spirit
Nancy Leilah Ward
2015, oil on canvas

2016 is a 9 year – a year of completion. There are many people leaving the planet at this time, being birthed into spirit. We are all being birthed into spirit, in a way. Remembering that we are truly immortal (we just don’t stay in the same body) will help us to feel the vastness of our being.

We are breaking the egg from the inside, getting ready to stretch our wings. The strong connection we are creating through this expansion is a collaborative one, for as we rise in energy and consciousness we are moving into unity with one another, strengthening our tree of life.

Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward

PS Join me for my bi-monthly Monday Guided Meditations. The next one will be Monday, February 8. For more information, click on this link: https://soultransitions.com/meditations/


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