Soul Transitions Vibe Report January 2011 January 10, 2011
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RADIANCE
Greetings!
2011 is a year of integrating all the clearing and opening work we’ve been doing for so long. Much of the past years, especially 2010, has been about self love – clearing away all that is untrue within us and loving ourselves deeply. In 2011 we have the opportunity to integrate all that we have learned about ourselves in the process of clearing untruth from our energy field and our lives.
Already, 2011 has been eventful as far as personal insights and transformation goes. I literally felt myself “sliding” into this year on my two feet with arms outstretched, like riding a skateboard. It’s as if I jetted out into this new place… so as I look around… it’s kind of mysteriously dark but I see feelings, thoughts and ideas lighting up like organic growing luminous things in this indigo landscape… and up ahead… maybe a few months from now, I see radiance. I see a really bright shining light radiating iridescent rainbow colors in all directions. This light is coming from a geometric shape – a star dodecahedron. We are heading for this light. There will be chaos and unexpected bumps and pillars to navigate but grace overlights our way.
New Vision, by Nancy Leilah Ward
Beams of Illumination
There are other, smaller lights pulsating like a mystical disco ball, shining down beams of light. If we step into a beam, we can have an experience of illumination which will lead to integration and clearing the remnants of the wounding that we have been working on healing. It isn’t about wiping something away, pushing it away or covering it up – that process doesn’t work! It’s about illuminating with awareness and integrating the information through compassion and love. This is how the wound is healed, or cleared, from our Soul’s energy field.
Truth is being revealed
The guides tell me this is, indeed, a year of radiance, for the Light will reveal Truth and the truth shall set us free. There will be some events that open up a whole new way of looking at humanity and “history.” The truth about the origin and development of humanity has been surfacing for awhile now and those who have been looking for answers have found some interesting information. But there is going to be an event that will be an awakening… a dawning of truth. What it is, they won’t tell, for there is a surge and download of energy in the spontaneity of this illumination that will be diffused if all is revealed ahead of time.
However, I feel that part of this has to do with full disclosure on UFOs and extraterrestrials. This information is already coming forward and the Vastness of Being have been saying that all the clearing and realigning that we’ve been doing is not only for us to fully embody our Soul, our God-Self, but it is also preparing us for when we meet our brothers and sisters from “elsewhere.”
Fear is losing its grip
In the last year many have experienced their lives being totally rearranged. We can say a prayer that all the deep changes and releasing that we have undergone will help us to see the gift of these changes, for they have occurred to align us with our truth.
Fear is a form of energy that carries a dense resonance and we can attach any story we want to it. But it is simply energy. And we are learning that fear has no power over us, for we are Divine Spirit, which is the life force that flows through us.
Many of us are beginning to notice that the fear we have felt over the last few years doesn’t stay with us for very long anymore. It’s like a dark heavy blanket that is rising off of us, because as we continue to raise our vibration, the fear no longer has places where it can stick or hook into. There’s an element of not caring anymore when fear begins to seep in – or a feeling of refusing to give in to the fear because, no matter how much fear or worry we have felt, we’re still OK, we’re still here. Some have seen their worst fears come true in the past year or so and yet they are still here and still growing and still witnessing the changes in their lives – and seeing that they are at a new beginning.
If this doesn’t ring true for you yet, bring yourself into the moment of now when fear comes in and use your breath to center into your body. Then allow your 7th chakra – crown chakra – to open and call in the Divine Spirit. Fear can make us feel separate from all of life including our connection to Spirit. Focusing on the 7th chakra and opening to Source energy helps us to perceive the bigger picture – our connection to the mystery of All That Is and our participation in this incredible time of transformation as we humans are growing into our God Selves. We are part of the great cleanup program. I have found that it helps to look at my life as an adventure from the stillness of the moment of now, moving into each moment of now… like an endless fractal of possibility that is guided by my intentions and emotions.
When fear shows up, you may notice that there are some places where this blanket of fear sticks – it’s sticking to part of the wound that needs more healing – like a scab that isn’t ready to come off. (Sorry – I just can’t think of another analogy!) Try loving the wound. Try sending love, pure love to the entire situation and all the people involved including, of course, yourself. Call on the Divine Feminine energy to pour the nurturing nectar of love and compassion on the wound. And then bask in it. Cry if you need to, but be sure to bask, soak in all that love.
Love is the greatest energy we can cultivate for healing on every level. So be sure to feel that love within you – the love you have for yourself – every day. Find it first thing in the morning when you wake up. And right before you go to sleep – bask in love – feel it inside of you.
If you’ve been asking for clarity or release regarding a certain issue in your life, you will manifest all you need to heal or clear it, but it most likely won’t come in a way you think it will. Sometimes we don’t recognize the message or the messenger right away.
Within our genetic codes is the energy of persecution
In addition to honoring and loving ourselves, we are now addressing the issue of persecution.
For the first week of this New Year I was immersed in a process of bringing awareness to a wound that involved this energy. This wound has been rising into the light of my awareness because I have been asking for help to clear this particular feeling of discordance that I have felt all of my life. There is an experience from another life that has kept this energy active in my energy field.
This is how it looks to me: my Soul is linked to this other lifetime (usually other lifetimes are referred to as “past” lifetimes, but I feel they are all happening at once in different timelines) and so I, in this current life, am directly affected by the unfinished business of other lifetimes that my Soul is expressing in.
Soul Integration
Through profound realizations and direct communication with an ancestor of mine, who is also another life that my Soul is experiencing, I have been able to integrate this life experience and bring this part of myself into the light of my awareness. I actually brought her out of the darkness into the light of the present moment, and into my heart. This involved a conversation with her where I was able to show her a different way of looking at the situation of her life in relation to our shared Soul’s experience.
By bringing the light of awareness to the energy of discordance we feel, we illuminate the situation that activated the wound within us. If we allow ourselves to fully feel each aspect of the pain that is associated with the wound, we can bring it into our heart and forgive ourselves. We can bring the person from this other lifetime out of the darkness where they were stuck and integrate them into our heart.
In doing so, we integrate the experience and clear the dense energy that was blocking our ability to be our authentic self. Being our authentic self means to bring our Soul fully into our being. So in this process of bringing the light of our Soul into our being, the wound comes to the surface. Filling ourselves with the elixir of love is the healing balm that soothes the wound and bringing the light of awareness in helps us to integrate more of our Soul into our being. Round and round it goes.
This is graduate school in the awakening process
To look at the wound is to face all that we deny in ourselves. Staying within our Faith that the Divine Source Energy – the Love Force Energy – is within us – within our hearts – will help us to remain steadfast so that when the waves of feelings and memories flood through us we can simply witness the flow, acknowledging with compassion what we have so harshly judged ourselves for. After the flood of the wounded feelings, we come to realize that our Soul wanted to experience the separation from Divine Source. It is simply our Soul experiencing all that is possible here on Earth. This realization is redeeming and helps us to release the judgment that we have been holding against ourselves and others. We take our power back, as we no longer see ourselves as victims or victimizers. We are simply Spirit having a Physical experience. No judgment. And now we choose consciously the energy we wish to experience… we choose the energy, and leave the details to Divine Source as we co-create our world.
A wonderful side effect of this experience is that we no longer find it possible to judge others.
Changing the past
Another side effect is that as we heal the wounds from our deep past – which means our ancestors and our other lifetimes, we will be changing what we know of as “history.” So how will this show up in our world? I feel it has something to do with the radiant big light – the star dodecahedron [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kepler%E2%80%93Poinsot_polyhedron] – that I see shining out as I scan into 2011. This particular sacred geometry stimulates the heart chakra and brings our conscious awareness into higher perceptions. The 12 stellated points activate our energy bodies and help to integrate the polarities of feminine and masculine energy. This sacred geometric shape awakens compassion and love, and stimulates the pineal gland, which awakens our intuitive/psychic awareness and activates telepathic abilities.
So, whatever this radiance will bring about for humanity, it is strong medicine indeed.
And, as I said before, we also have smaller star dodecahedrons of light shining down, providing us with opportunities to receive energy and illumination for whatever we need on our journey. There are many portalways that we are passing through and each is an opportunity for acceleration and growth. So stand in that light whenever you perceive it… or just ask it to come to you and vision yourself receiving the light through sacred geometry.
And now a message on where we are heading from the Vastness of Being, received just after midnight on 1/1/11
This New Year is opening into many diverse realms. A radiance is coming from Humanity and will continue to grow as you love yourselves. As you feel love – happiness – peace welling up within you and radiating outward. This radiance is a beacon of light. This radiance carries the resonance of love and it is growing and expanding. As it grows, it reaches out… radiates out from Earth just as the light of Helios, your sun, radiates outward. This radiance will bring forth much joy and blessings to humanity.
As this radiance grows, you will move into another dimension – all – including the Earth – will move into another dimension. The moment of now is all you will know and you will feel free like a child. And as you all make this dimensional shift, everything upon earth will come alive as it never has been before. Your experience of life will be enhanced beyond words. And earth and all who dwell upon her will be a beacon drawing in energies of joy. A new world – a new humanity will arise – and you will come to know who you are. You will see yourselves in each others eyes and you will no longer be separated by teachings and religions, by color or race. You will celebrate your diversity.
You will no longer feel the need to lie to one another because each will honor their own truth and have no need to push their will onto another.
Humanity will no longer be manipulated by those who wish to see humanity kill one another. The force that lives off of hatred, despair and fear will not be able to find those emotions in humanity any longer for humanity will be radiating love.
Each and every person’s heart radiates happiness, a feeling of well being. As feelings of fear are refused, as you turn away from fear and embrace well-being and happiness, you will see the fear releasing its hold, its grip and you will forget fear because feeling good is such a relief and feels so much better.
And so in this New Year you will experience the feelings of happiness and well being – you will find yourselves letting go of the habit of fear and saying yes to the radiance within you. It is the consciousness of humanity that will rise and shine as you come to know yourselves as the creators by conscious choice that you are.
Love, beauty, fun, freedom… all are within you and you will come to know this. You have much support and guidance always.
Rejoice! Behold your new world, the deep truth of your souls are shining within you. Bask in the good feeling and when it gets rough, when you feel the fear being activated, breathe into the inner radiance – you will see it expanding outward, lifting the fear. The radiance is already within you. The tentacles of fear will no longer be able to find anything to attach to within you. This is available and happening to all.
The Holy Spirit of Humanity is awakening – see yourselves as Divine Beings as you take back your power and return to the simplicity of love and happiness that is your birthright. The radiance moves within you from the inside out.
A prayer: “Please remove all that is not my truth.”
You may feel all that is not your truth as a shroud lifting away from you as the Radiance glows from inside out.
This is happening to the earth as well. She is receiving the radiance deep within and as it glows outward it is transforming that which doesn’t resonate with love. This is reflected in volcanic and seismic activity upon the Earth.
Know that all is well. Those who leave the planet at this time do so by choice. They are complete. Many will be carrying away with them the energy of fear – the dense energy as it is released, so it is as if, when these souls leave the physical, they are doing a service by carrying off the dense shadow of toxic human response to the force of fear that has been active on Earth for so long. These souls will be embraced by the light of consciousness.
All is well. All are in alignment with their highest path and purpose. You will witness the joy and sorrow from your place of center and calm knowing that all is well.
For as you move into higher dimensions, judgment falls away and you can witness the unfoldment with the eyes of Buddha.
With love and humility, we share these messages with you.
Nancy Leilah Ward
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The Vastness of Being
” Love brings understanding,
Understanding leads to acceptance,
Acceptance allows you to be who you are.”
- Shubhraji, www.namahom.org
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report December 2010 December 16, 2010
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Center of Truth
Greetings!
The energies of change are moving so quickly, causing shifts in feeling-tones within us. Have you been paying attention to your first feelings when waking up in the morning? Earlier in the month I was aware of awakening and feeling like I was floating in a sea of love. Feeling nurturing, loving energy around me and basking in the feeling that all is well. In these moments I have been aware of the old, dense energy of fear roiling below me. I’ve seen myself floating above this energy field that I have lived within – in and out of – for so long. It’s like, living in the density had become so familiar, something I was accustomed to. But now I am seeing the fruit of my labors of clearing and releasing, by observing myself as removed from the density. I know I am sharing this experience with all of my brothers and sisters of the human family. We have been going through the process of clearing the magnetic energy that draws this dense feeling of fear to us. This has been held in the vibrational field of humans for thousands of years – it has grown over the centuries as we have taken on false beliefs through oppression of our truth. And fear is at the core of all the false beliefs, lies and oppression that we have endured.
Initiations
We have been undergoing initiations in our personal lives for the last many years that have carried us through portalways of higher consciousness. This is the evolutionary process that we are living through. We signed on for this and we are told by the non-physical beings who communicate with many people who share their words, how brave and courageous we are to undergo this purging – this clearing of old false beliefs and energies – and that we are doing it not only for ourselves but for our ancestors.
Now, as I write this, I’m feeling strange, uncomfortable, a little…weird, and I think, “Uh-oh, here we go again.” Another wave is bombarding us with the high vibrational energy. Why doesn’t it feel good if it’s so highly vibrating? We all know why… *sigh*… it brings up the lower stuff that needs to be cleared. However, now when I feel myself floating in old, painful, uncomfortable energy, I can shift myself out of it more quickly. I find I am fiercely refusing to “bask” in the feelings of fear, saying NO to this energy, knowing that there is a field of love that is just as available as that old feeling of fear.
The Elixir of Love
I see us moving together – linking arms, radiating light from within, moving forward one step at a time, like moving through thickness in the dark, not knowing where we are going, not able to see very far ahead, but knowing that we are moving forward, onward and upward and we have solidarity with each other – we are not alone – there are so many of us and our energies together are very powerful. I am certain that when I’m feeling something, there are others out there who are feeling the same thing, even if I can’t quite put my finger on what it is, but just a wobbliness or strangeness.
It can happen, when the density rises, that our light becomes dim and we begin to feel alone and frightened and maybe then we let go of the link we have to our companions, and then we do, truly feel alone. But if we call out to Spirit, and ask the golden liquid light of love and wisdom to come to us, it will – filling us with its radiance – for it is that radiance that lights our way in the darkness. It’s like an elixir that provides strength to us, nourishing our souls, nurturing our hearts and flowing through the web of light that connects us all to one another. We are joined in love and we need to remember this. We are not alone and there is so much strength and power that we share with one another through the web – the Inner Net of light – that connects all of humanity as we rise together out of the muck and the mire of the past, into the Light and Truth of our beings – each one of us as our own unique Soul vibration, sharing our world, creating a beautiful tapestry of the story of humanity rising into the vibration of Love and sending reverberations of this love out to the Universe.
This is what we signed on for, this is what we are doing here as we move through the dark, so let us reach out our hands and hold on and know that we are not alone, even if we cannot see one another while we endure the strength and power of the waves that roll through our consciousness and through our energy fields. Holding on, we help each other stay the course as another wave rolls through.
When I feel that weird or disoriented feeling – the churning of the energies of change – at these times I find it really helpful to do something creative or reach out to a friend, either tuning in to my inner posse of friends and helpers or my outer posse. When we connect with one another, it can help us to ground and to know that everything is ok.
It is with so much love that I send the energy of these words out through the Inner Net – via the Internet. I want to thank all of you for your love and support during this year of 2010 and wish us all inner strength and fierce determination to see the truth and embody the vibration of love as we move forward into the year 2011.
Leilah
Vastness of Being
There is a spreading light radiating from the center of truth. The heart of the true God… the All That Is. We speak of this as energy… the energy of love. This energy is innocence and pure light. This is the energy of Divinity… of Creator Source. This is Life Force Energy… Love Force Energy. This energy flows through all of creation. This energy flows indifferent of the expression that is created from it. This energy flows through those who appear to do “good” and those who appear to do “evil.” This energy flows through each and every one of you and through us, the collective consciousness of the Vastness of Being.
This is what “God” is. This is the potential of greatness and the power of love within each human being. We have been saying to you in many ways, to rise up off your knees, for you have within you that which you pray to, that which you look to for answers, comfort, assistance and manifestation. You are the creators.
For thousands of years humans have been manipulated by those who put up false gods and used fear to create and control what has been believed to be true. Many of the stories that were created and have become part of “history” are simply untrue, but are thought to be true because they were in place when you got here.
Gone are the days when “heretics” were burned alive, but the scars of fear lie deep within the genetic material that all carry in their physical bodies. Fear still lives in the hearts of those who claim their god as the only true god, saying that all those who don’t follow their way will go to the dimension of “hell.” And people are still killing one another for not believing the story of god they believe. And so the righteousness with which they believe allows them to break all the so-called “Commandments” that came down from “God’ in words that burned with truth.
So as the light of truth strips away the fog of lies in every facet of beingness, humanity has the possibility of seeing the truth in their hearts. Fear is being cleansed from the energy, and the way this is accomplished is by whatever fear is within you, for it to rise to the surface to be released. Over and over again, until it has no magnetic attraction within you.
When you ask for help, you are opening to that love and truth within your heart and so you open a stream of light and energy that reaches out to those beings in the non physical who are there to assist with the evolutionary journey of humanity. Utilize their services! Guides, Angels, Master Teachers, elemental Earth energies, the energies of the four directions, your ancestors, a host of Light Beings are at your service to assist you courageous ones who are “in the trenches” in the physical dimensions. We are saying this so that you may know who you are… a gentle reminder of the power and grace of your being.
You are witnessing and participating in a healing of the Ages, a rising of the Divine Feminine as the feminine and masculine energies move into organic harmony with one another. This is happening within each individual, if it is their choice, and as this harmony grows within the individuals who accept it, the energy of this harmony flows through space and time, affecting different timelines… what you perceive of as the “past” and the “future.” And you are at the center of this expanding light. We spoke of the light that is radiating from the center of truth, the center of each galaxy and indeed, each of you reading these words is also a center of truth, for you are in a hologram on earth, and so that center of truth is radiating from you as well. Live it well, dear ones!
There is always a choice as to what one wishes to serve… the evolution of life or the devolution of life.
For centuries, humanity has been manipulated by a devolving force, often called the force of darkness, but disguised as the force of “rightness.” There is also the force of Light which has been kept alive in the core – in the center – of humanity, and also in members of the Star Nations. This is the Light we speak of, that is radiating from the Center of your Galaxy. And other galaxies as well. This is the Light that has been awakening humanity and raising the vibration of the Earth and all who dwell in the physical. This is the light of truth that we speak of.
So, as the Light increases, all that has been hidden is coming to the surface, it can no longer hide in the Light of Truth. This is happening in each individual’s lives. Many are going through extreme changes – for that which they have hidden from themselves is rising into the light of awareness. There is no blame or judgment here, but a deep compassion. For many have chosen to ignore their deep truth and have buried their awareness of what is not in harmony in their lives. At this time, whatever has been buried is rising to the surface, it can no longer remain hidden. So as this is happening individually, it is also happening in collective institutions, such as religion, politics and economics – all of the world systems are experiencing the exposure of the lies that have created their foundations. So as you witness the crumbling of institutions – from the microcosm to macrocosm, please look into your hearts and know that you all have the ability to create something better, something joyous from the ashes of what is crumbling away.
All that is falling away – all of the untruth – is part of the cure.
We come to you with devotion,
The Vastness of Being
“When you begin to realize that you are more than your body, that your purpose is greater than your profession or your career—that every life, because you were born you have a right to be here and there is a calling on your life—it means you live your life without fear and you know that no matter what happens, no matter what happens, you are going to be all right. You are going to be all right. That’s what spirituality is for me.”
- Oprah Winfrey
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report for November 2010 November 6, 2010
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Alchemy of Awareness
Greetings!
As we continue our journey of evolution, it feels to me that we are in a tunnel of transition – we’ve been traveling through this tunnel since last spring. It is organic and alive – conscious. During August it felt like this tunnel became very narrow and was sloughing off those bits of our “story” that we were ready to release. It was painful and some of us may have felt deep discouragement or disconnection from who we’ve thought ourselves to be. This tunnel seems to be pulsating and moving us through terrain that helps us to see our deepest truth. But where does that take us? I have been contemplating this because I have been working with releasing a “discordant energy” that I have felt all my life. For so long it was a part of me and I believed it and so I barely saw it because I was so accustomed to this feeling of disempowerment. I won’t go into the details, but I feel we all have our own version of this energy that eats away at our self esteem and makes it very difficult to love ourselves.
This feeling is now something I recognize when it shows up. An old, familiar vibration that seems to surround me and flow within me. I’ve been given a vision of a golden harp with one string that is either disconnected and whipping around or loose and covered with dust and tarnish. It’s associated with memories of my life that, when I’m vibrating in this discordant energy, spin around and around in my head.
A deeper understanding came to me during the recent Monday evening Channeling/Meditation telecall that I facilitate. Since it was November 1, the Day of the Dead when the veils between the worlds are thin, we tuned into our ancestors on our Father’s side and then on our Mother’s side and opened up to receive messages from whoever wanted to come forth. It was very powerful and during the experience, I realized that this “discordant vibration” I’ve been looking at really comes from deep within my ancestral line. It rose up within my life experience because it’s an energy that has gathered in strength through my ancestral bloodline for thousands of years. It is not my Truth. It is an accumulation of energy of unworthiness that is the great lie that has been foisted upon humanity for centuries. I believe that we all have our own version of this within our energy and now is the time that “the buck stops here.” In our evolutionary journey, it is time to release the lie at the deepest level of our Soul.
I have been “working on myself” for years to clear what is not my truth and in this last year, this work has gotten deeper and deeper – as my guides have said, we are clearing the tincture of our personal experience with the untruth. Or, as my friend and colleague Kelly Beard calls it, “the sticky stuff on the bottom.” So I’ve been thinking and feeling about what we do with this stuff. Is it “healing” is it “clearing” is it “releasing?” Where does it go? I’ve come to realize that it’s more about acknowledging and integrating the energy. So as we witness the discordance it loses its magnetic attraction. As we acknowledge whatever it is within us that shows up and triggers our shadow, we can come to a feeling of detachment from it – because we are loving ourselves and not judging ourselves.
The Vastness of Being
The Perfect Storm
This is a time when all are being called to look deeply within… to pay attention to feelings that are brought up with your interactions with others. You will be pushing each other’s buttons, so to speak. Old issues are rising to the surface
At times the energy may feel like a wild ocean battering at you and you may feel as if everyone is going mad! Emotions are raw as you are being stripped of defenses so that you can look at your wounds and find healing. None are victims and as you have been working on yourselves you are able to see where divine experiences are being played out for your personal evolution. Allow yourselves to see every experience as a divine opportunity for the revelation of truth.
Relationships of all kinds are being examined or shaken up. Opportunities abound for healing and release of the old codependent behaviors that have prevailed among humanity, causing people to feel like victims and to blame others, abdicating personal power and freedom. Taking responsibility for your feelings and actions is the way to navigate the stormy seas. Each confrontation or conflict that arises is an opportunity for you to love yourselves into wholeness. You have been clearing that which is not your truth for many years. Now, as you deal with the reduction or tincture of your issues, you can heal through loving and supporting yourselves on every level.
Shattered Mirrors
As you journey into your wounding you will find yourself as a child. Listen to what this child has to tell you and give this child your love and support. You are calling the fragmented parts of yourself back home. We give you a visual: you are a small child, dependent on your parents or caregivers, and in an act of unconsciousness, a caregiver does something that causes a wound in you. You can picture it as the shattering of a mirror and as you go through the process of reclaiming yourself, you bring that mirror back into wholeness. As you integrate the bits of yourself that were shattered, causing disassociation and fragmentation, the glue which heals is love. And to take it a little further, that parent was coming from their own shattered mirror which was never healed, which came from their parents, and on and on through the ancestral lineage. The wounding of humanity is the shattered mirror, or hologram. And this wounding is also reflected in the earth herself. You are not separate from each other or from the earth.
So you can look at every challenge that is brought forth from your interactions with one another as an opportunity to love yourselves. In doing so, you will be able to see your “adversary” as the one who is offering you an opportunity to grow and as you face your truth and communicate your truth from your heart, integrating your authenticity back into the core of your being, you are offering them a gift to heal their own fragmentation, as well. And so it is that you are all bouncing off one another as you travel through a narrow conduit in the tunnel of transformation. We have spoken of this before – all are being condensed… compressed, flowing through a narrow channel that will eventually take you out into a vaster ocean of beingness.
The Alchemy of Transformation
That is how the energy looks to us. It can also be described as an activation of molecules just as the microwave rays cause friction so that molecules rub up against one another, creating heat. You can see this happening among yourselves. Heat – fire – is a transformative element. So another metaphor is that you are all “cooking” and it is an alchemical process.
There is no room for blame and victimhood in this transformation. Each must look into their own hearts to see their participation in the co-creation of whatever the drama is that you are experiencing. Compassion is like a lubricant that can help you move through challenging situations.
The wounding of humanity is deep – each person is affected in some way, hurt in some way. Acknowledging this wounding will open up compassion for one another as you interact and communicate from the truth of your being. For, to be sure, you will be drawing circumstances to you that will show you where your wounds are. We speak of it as magnetic energy. You have a resonance and it will draw to it similar resonances and in this way you are mirrors for one another.
It is not easy to face yourselves. It can be painful and uncomfortable, but you will see that as you come from your inner truth and your intention to love yourself into healing, each time you honestly deal with a challenge, it will be like passing through a tunnel where unexpected experiences reach out to you to assist you in seeing yourselves. As you pass through the experience you will cross a threshold that opens into light. You will have a moment to bask in the experience before going into another tunnel. It is like a leach field as you continue the cleansing and purification process.
The Game of Life
We suggest you view your experience as a “fun house” at a fair ground. You never know what might pop out at you – and you best believe you will always be challenged with your deepest issue when you least expect it. That is when your defenses are down and you are most open to the experience, so you will have the most authentic response. It can ease your journey a bit if you view your lifewalk as a game. Not a school, but a game. For this “clearing” process is what you came here to experience. And most of you came here to turn the tide and assist with the rising of humanity into the Truth of your being – that you are all the “Godhead.” You are all bringing forth your Higher Selves, your Soul into your awareness, allowing your authenticity to be revealed so you can live within the truth of your being. We speak of this often. And this is how you clear the discordance of the lie that humanity has received and amplified for thousands of years. Good game you’re playing, no?
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This is where intuition comes into play. Use your intuition to guide you. This is a gift you have, from moment to moment, your intuition – your inner feeling – prompts you, inspires you to do certain things, go certain places, call certain people. This is the fun part of the game, for as you allow your intuition and your heart to guide you, you will experience moments of synchronicity with yourself and with other people, which will bring you a feeling of great joy and wonder. You will also come to see more and more how you are all co-creating your experiences. No one is an island, all are connected through beams of light that create a web of human thoughts, emotions, and experiences. You can tune into this beam and find strength – remember there is strength in numbers and you are not alone.
You have chosen this journey and as you pass through your wounding with the intention to find wholeness, you will enter into joy more and more. As you let go of the wounds, and of the emotions and thought patterns that keep you trapped and circling around and around in your story, you will become more buoyant which will enable you to journey on top of the energies of change. Your love and authenticity will be like a boat that will carry you along. There will be some rapids to go through and some waterfalls to free-fall down and some churning waters of chaos, but the more you are free of the heaviness that weighs you down, the more lightly you will be able to navigate the unknown.
It is a blessing to be on Earth at this time and as you face and heal your wounds, you are providing healing for your ancestors out through time, you are providing healing for your so-called “past” lives. The healing through love, radiates outward through time and space. This will actually create what is being called the New Earth – so as the wounds are healed through all the different timelines, the stories that are called history will change or be forgotten… as you become more and more focused in the moment of now.
This is the healing process that humanity is going through and there is so much support that you have for one another and that you receive from the non physical guides, teachers and Angels that watch over each and every one of you.
Blessings and love,
The Vastness of Being
and
Leilah
“It is awareness that heals, because within that awareness is Love.”
– The Michael Teachings through Karen Murphy www.polarisrising.com
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report October 2010 October 7, 2010
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Greetings!
As the Earth turns and seasons change, here in the Northeastern United States the trees are releasing their leaves, sending them spiral sailing for a brief moment before landing in a multicolored carpet of summer’s transformation into autumn. I have always been enthralled by that moment of the leaf’s journey from tree to earth as if it’s an instant of freedom, suspended in time – a moment between worlds, embraced by the unknown. Letting go, with joy, with a sense of belonging in this ever changing ebb and flow, I feel as if each leaf treasures that moment of free fall. I observe the circle of life in the leaf’s journey from the first bud of spring’s awakening, through summer’s blossoming, into the coolness when the sap begins to retreat to deeper roots within the earth and the leaf releases to the air, to the wind that sends it dancing before it finds stillness and its essence passes back into the earth.
So here we are in a season of transformation. The last few months have felt like compression as we moved through narrow portalways that assisted us in releasing at deeper and deeper levels of our being. We passed through a doorway in late August and have come to a brief plateau – still dealing with changes but ready to move forward with clear intentions for our next steps. Many of us are feeling the buzz of change or wanting to make changes in our lives. If you don’t know where to go and what to do yet, be sure that even the smallest, subtlest change that you can make which honors your truth and your intuitive inner knowing of what is right for you, will shift your trajectory towards your highest good. We are being called to trust ourselves and to listen to our hearts.
Many of us are experiencing old feelings coming up again – the stuff we felt we’d already dealt with and put to rest. It is important to know that as we rise higher in vibration, that which is still with us of a lower vibration will come up to the surface and, while it may bring us down a little, if we allow the feeling to be there and don’t resist it, it will find it’s way to pass out of our energy field. Ask for help from your guides and from angels, or ascended master teachers – whoever you feel can help you. If you set your intention on self love, you will be able to clear whatever is not of that vibration. This is what is up for us all at this time – self love and integrating more and more love into our being.
There is an opportunity to receive and amplify more love this coming Sunday, October 10, 2010 (10/10/10). There’s lots of information on the internet about this. I recommend you check the website of Celia Fenn, if you haven’t already found her: www.starchildglobal.com. It is a chance to tune in to the frequency of love, with a group or by ourselves. We are all connected through energetic lines of light and we can nourish each other as we open to love and receive the transmission that will be sent into the Earth’s field of awareness. As people all over the world tune in, the energy is amplified and we raise our vibration and harmonize with the vibration of the Earth. It is beautiful that we are coming to know and feel our connection in oneness.
And now, the Vastness of Being share a message with us.
Harvesting Your Intentions
We are the Vastness of Being. We hail from the star system of Arcturus and travel through an interdimensional pathway to reach you through our sister Leilah to assist all who wish to deepen their understanding of their experience on Earth.
As you roll around the calendar and come up to the last months of this year 2010 you are harvesting your intentions – whether conscious or not – of the last 10 months. Now we say that the days, weeks, months and years are not so neatly boxed into the format that you are all working within – as in the Gregorian calendar. That structure is a rather flimsy overlay that has been placed over the true flow of life. So, “beneath” this structure is an underlay of flow – we see it as a flowing river and the river is flowing faster and faster as it moves towards a sluice – a passageway or portalway. On the other side of this portalway we see an expansion, an opening into timelessness. The energy seems suspended and yet is moving outward in a gentle, graceful celestial dance. We see stars, we see golden splashes of energy swirling, rising, expanding and the feeing is joy, ease, freedom, ecstasy. So that is a picture we are given as to where this river is heading. We know this picture is rather abstract or esoteric but we hope that you feel the energy of possibility within the pictures we paint with words.
This slow expansion we speak of takes consciousness into the moment of now where all time stops. Time as you know it is really a machine that turns in a circle counting off seconds, minutes, hours. This concept of time is ingrained in the human psyche, but it is not truth, it is not true to Nature or your nature as human beings, it is simply a machine.
Nature’s time clock
We see the flow of “time” as a river of flowing energy that is in Creation – it has always been in existence – it is the flow of Creator Source Energy and you are each flowing within it and it is also flowing within you. How much of this energy flows through you is up to how much you allow and how much awareness you bring to your experience.
There are many people who feel they have to behave a certain way in order to comply with the structure of society they are in. These behaviors are linked with false beliefs which block humans from their inner truth. And so the flow of Creator Source energy has to take certain twists and turns to flow within the inner structure in order to fit in with the outer structure. Often the conduits for this energy become very narrow or closed off completely because the true freedom of the nature of Creator Source doesn’t comply with certain rules of society. The rules bring up feelings of fear or guilt. People must behave a certain way and believe certain things in order to maintain their place within the social order, be it a job, a religion, a school, a family, etc. There is fear of the wild and beautiful energy that each human holds as a possibility within themselves, and the Creator Source energy feels like freedom and love, joy and ecstasy – and it is fun, indeed, to let it flow. There are people who allow this flow to move through them as they ride upon their creative natures. Often these people bring up jealousy or fear among those who resist the flow of Creator Source.
Are you willing to let go of your stories and open into pure beingness? Bring your attention into your heart, removing your focus from thinking into being in your heart and then contemplate where you are in this flowing river of Creator Source energy. Can you feel the river flowing within you?
Having open conduits to this energy allows for creativity to flow through you. Humans are creative beings. You create with every thought and emotion. When the Creator Source energy is flowing freely, you feel energized, excited, inspired. You all have different ways that creativity is expressed through you and it is a joy to be in the flow, or as we have said before on the beam, for it is like a beam of light and you can “jump on the beam” and ride the energy of creation. You are co-creators of everything within the Earth experience and you join with one another of like vibration without even realizing it, because you are not separate from one another.
Rivers within the Great River
The Great River of Creation is going to flow through this portalway, and you are going with it. This momentum was set in place eons ago within the dimensional existence of Earth in the third dimension. This portalway will carry you into the 4th and 5th dimension.
There are rivers of energy within this Great River. There is the river of human consciousness and within the river of humanity are energetic flows or choices of feeling tones and experience, each representing a different river within the Great River. You each have a unique vibration and as the River (or energy of Creator Source) flows through you, it activates your soul’s vibration and intention, adding your unique vibration to the river of energy. So, again, you each are within the Great River and you can consciously guide yourself into the vibration you want to experience. You do this through your feelings and thoughts. These are your intentions and you can be unconscious or conscious participators in the experience, but no matter what, you join with a river of like vibration to your own.
You have a river of energy flowing through you and your vibrational pulsations join with a larger river of energy which is also flowing within the Great River of Creation.
The power of people – the power of group intention – helps to direct the rivers within the Great River. So when many are in the flow together, they direct their river into the vibrational experience they have been pulsating with and amplifying.
When the great river flows through the portalway you will be flowing into the vibration you have been cultivating all along, with your brothers and sisters who share the same vibration. So, if you choose to cultivate the resonance of love and freedom, when you pass through this portalway, you will find yourselves in an experience of this vibration and it will be like a rebirth.
October 2010
You have the opportunity to refine your intention, choose your feeling tone, choose your vibrational intake and output. Now when we speak of this, we want you to know that you have the ability to transform feelings. If you are resonating with a feeling of unworthiness, for example, you can transform it into love. Trust that your deepest desire is to be free and to be in the vibration of love and you can transmute any lower vibration you have into a higher vibration.
There is much fear and despair around the world and this touches everyone at one time or another. If you are feeling fear, you can breathe into the feeling of fear and breathe out love. As you do this over and over, you will begin to notice that you have transformed fear into love. Stay in your heart – your mind will take you into the future or the past and come up with reasons to be afraid, so stay in your heart. In this way, you can transmute any discordant feeling into a better feeling. As you do so and breathe love into your being you are literally transmuting the feeling of fear in the river. You do not need a reason to love, it is just an energetic vibration that you can tune into. Shifting your feeling will move you into a different flow of energy in the river because as you change the feeling you are changing the flow of energy as it moves through you and then the vibration that you are pulsating changes.
This is how you navigate within the Great River – you navigate yourself into what feels good by breathing that good feeling into your sails. Don’t worry if you don’t feel yourself to be in the vibration of love as old feelings rise to be cleared. Instead feel compassion for yourself as you realize that others are sharing that particular river with you – releasing old pain and transforming into love. So even if you are feeling a lower vibration, know that the deeper part of your soul is in the vibration of love. The lower energies that you may still have within you are simply rising to be cleared as you continue to cultivate the higher vibration. All is well, dear ones, and please remember to ask your guides and angels for assistance – that is why they are with you.
What can you say about the 10/10/10 activation?
I ask because the Gregorian calendar, which the world runs on, is not aligned with Nature, so why would the date of 10/10/10 be significant?
Since most of the world operates on this calendar, you like the matching of numbers and so these dates create a focus point for you. Also, there is significance to the numerical resonance. Creating moments where people of the world gather together to focus on raising their vibration to receive and amplify the high vibrational energy is a most powerful thing.
There are waves of energy being transmitted to the Helios solar system to assist in the awakening of consciousness. At this time there will be a powerful activation coming from the galactic center. This energy goes into the center of the sun and is amplified out to the center of the Earth and the Moon. As you each practice bringing rays of solar energy into your pineal gland, to enlighten that sun within you, it will help you to receive this transmission of energy. Just as the Earth is receiving this transmission, so is Humanity for you and the Earth are going through the same ascension process. This transmission will radiate from deep within the Earth, fill her waters and will be amplified further by the Cetacean consciousness of Whales and Dolphins.
As people gather to consciously receive this activation, aligning themselves with the oceans of Earth, and drawing the rays of the sun into their pineal glands, the energy will be amplified. As we speak these words, you can feel already the love radiating from the whales and dolphins. They have been on Earth to radiate higher frequencies for the Earth as the energy that was being amplified by humanity was of a lower, fearful vibration for thousands of years. At this time, humanity is awakening and so many of you are consciously assisting in holding and amplifying higher vibrational energy.
So it is very powerful indeed to gather together and focus on this opening and transmission of energy. Tune in to the waters of the Earth and the water that is in your body, for as you know, water is a conductor of energy. That is why the Cetaceans have lived in the deep waters of the Earth and have amplified higher frequencies from other dimensions for Earth. As you participate in this resonance, you will feel the vibrational energies of this transmission within your body. This experience will help you to release any false beliefs you have about the nature of your true power and capabilities. And you can intend for this energy to release fear and any other lower vibrations you have been clearing. So there is much assistance for you at this time.
Light Body Activation
Yes and as your vibration increases you begin to expand into your Light body, which is an interdimensional crystalline matrix of sacred geometric forms of light. Each of you has a different, unique geometry, just like your fingerprints and just like your soul vibration. As your vibration increases you integrate your multidimensionality. So as you begin to become conscious in other dimensions, the DNA within your chemical structure that seems to be dormant will begin to go “online” as it were, being activated, lighting up. And this is when the fun begins! The feeling of love will be “in the air” and you will become powerful conscious creators. You will be able to create matter and bring to you that which you need by using kinetic abilities. Indeed, there are children who are able to do this now – to move things at will using focused intention. They do not have beliefs that keep them from being able to do this. Instead, they have the belief that they can do this. These children have been born with their Light Bodies intact. Most of humanity is going through the process of awakening their light bodies to remember who they are at the soul level.
Have courage and be strong of heart
We know this is a difficult time for many of you and that is affecting you at the fundamental level of finances. Much fear is brought up in this sector of experience. The worst case scenarios are played out in the minds of many over and over. We ask for those who read these words and do not have this experience to send love energy to all those who are in fear. You are all connected and often many are feeling the despair coming from people around the world. You can boost yourselves and support yourselves with love.
So, even if some feel as if their lives are falling apart, or that they don’t know what their next step is, please know that all is in Divine Order and you are right on time within your own experience. Again, we know it can be very difficult and discouraging, but change is renewal, it brings new opportunities as humanity moves into right relationship with themselves, their nature, the Earth, and their place in the cosmos.
You are deeply loved and you are never alone.
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
The Vastness of Being
“Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies.”
Mother Teresa
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Managing Our Energy
Greetings!
As we continue to receive and integrate the high energetic frequencies, we are becoming more and more empathic and telepathic. This is part of our evolutionary process as our energetic vibrations increase. We are learning that we are all connected and there is strength in our connection – in our oneness. This connection can help us to consciously generate and amplify loving feelings of well-being. We are individuals and yet linked together through the Divine Source that flows through All That Is.
At some point in August I went through a week of fear and anxiety that I was going to lose my home. I did a lot of breathing and bringing myself back into the present moment and worked at cultivating a vibration of love and well being, but the feeling of despair was so persistent. And then a friend told me about the floods in Pakistan and I realized that there were thousands of people who were going through the actual experience of losing their homes. There are also many who are losing their homes due to financial strife and other earth changes. I realized that I was picking up on the energy that is moving through the aura of the Earth. I have been trying to make it a practice to send the energy of love and well-being back out into the world when I feel tension and anxiety. I’ve been hearing that a lot of people are feeling anxiety these days. This shows me how connected we are, and this connection is constantly increasing. The Vastness of Being will speak about this in their transmission below.
I find I’m dreaming again, after quite a while of not remembering my dreams. In many dreams I’m trying to find my way “home” – looking for my car or looking for the airport (I forgot I could fly!). I often find myself in a city or in places where there are a lot of people.
I recently dreamed I was at a beach – a popular beach on Long Island, New York, where I grew up. I was walking towards the ocean – the sky had gotten very dark and there were clouds raining down by the shore, and yet the beach was crowded with people. Suddenly I saw the tail of a large fish in the water and then I realized it was a huge dolphin playing in the waves. It was showing itself to all the people. It was smiling and diving and coming up and splashing its tail and it must have been about 20 or 30 feet long. I found myself thinking “I love you…” over and over again and I was radiating love out to the dolphin. Then I heard many other people saying “I love you” out loud. It was extraordinary and the energy was very high and I felt myself crying in a blissful state of love as all the people kept saying “I love you” over and over. Then the dolphin telepathically sent a message out to all of us… “WAKE UP!” is what the dolphin said. When I heard that I felt something open inside of my heart – a deeper knowing that we are one. These thoughts went through my mind: Stop competing with each other, stop caretaking each other, stop feeling guilty or needy or jealous…. Love ourselves, love one another…
A message from the Vastness of Being
It is with great love that we come to you at this time. We work with energy as well as words so as you read these words a transmission of love is flowing to you. You are poised at a turning point and are faced with stepping off into the unknown. You have been clearing what is not your truth for so long and you have come very far in your journey. Now, for some of you it may feel as if you are about to step off a cliff into the unknown and you wonder if you will find a place to land or a path. You may not be able to see the path from where you are, but it will appear as you follow the truth of your soul.
Change brings up fear for many. However, life is not about gathering stuff and packing it in all around you so that you are secure and “safe” and you stay put and don’t move. Your safety zone can easily become a prison — the uncomfortable comfort zone — where fear is still present. So you might gather more stuff to pile up around you while deep inside, your soul is calling for release, for freedom and your mind comes up with reason after reason to stay in the same place, not create change or make waves.
Within the human genetics there is the resonance of fear that comes from your ancestors. If you look at the history of humanity you will see that there have been many cataclysms, wars, disease, earthquakes, floods, famine, etc. You each carry memories of such occurrences within your genetic makeup. The events that are happening on earth at this present time are triggering these deep ancestral fears. And you are coming to know how connected you are to one another as an event plays out in one part of the world and people elsewhere feel the feelings that are being generated by the emotional and mental bodies of those involved. Humans are very powerful and the energy generated by groups has a strong resonance, whether it is energy that feels good or not. We have said many times that when you gather in groups and amplify the resonance of love, you are affecting the world, you are sending love out on the lines of light that connect you all to one another.
We come to tell you that all your hard work has been for a purpose. You have been following the promptings of codes of awakening which are key trigger points in your evolution. Trust yourself, allow the energy in your body to communicate to you through feelings. For some, messages may flow to you through dreams, others may feel a gentle inspiration to do something new. When you have an inspiration to do something you haven’t done before, go for it, it will expand you and bring in new energies, experiences and people. Where is your heart leading you? Trust the promptings and nudges that gently push you forward. Acknowledge the urge of inspiration when it flows to you. This will make you feel good and heighten your life force energy. You are being called into a deeper experience of life, called into service of some kind.
This message is for those of you who are in the river or are getting ready to jump into the river. There are many who are on the sidelines watching and there are many others who don’t even see the river. As above so below. The river we speak of is the flow of high vibrational energy that is filling the spaces between things within all of existence. The Earth is in the river, so is your sun and moon, in fact the entire solar system of Helios is within the river of energy that is pulsating from the center of the galaxy. This energy fills the vast spaces that exist between the tiniest particles of matter. This energy, this river is prompting what may feel very uncomfortable in many people – a feeling of a big change coming, or a need to make significant changes in your lives. It is the prompting of the soul. So it is as if you are looking at this river of energy, trying to decide whether you should jump in and allow it to take you up into its flow.
Many of you are in the river and flowing with it. Perhaps there is some struggle within the river from time to time as the flow surges and pulsates. Know that this is the life force energy and allow it to move through you, throughout your spiritual, mental, emotional and physical energy bodies. It is vitality and it will help wash away fear and anxiety.
The anxiety many are feeling is twofold, it has to do with an inner knowing that there’s something that needs to be addressed and acknowledged within you. Are there ideas and inspirations that you are ignoring? Is there a feeling that you need to make a change that you are not addressing?
And, as we have said, you are all telepathic and connected to one another through energetic lines of light that create a web of energy connecting each human to another. You are coming into learning of this through your energy bodies. Your emotional body is receiving feelings that are being transmitted by other humans and if there is a resonance within you that connects with those feelings, they will be activated within you.
In group gatherings, your energy bodies harmonize with one another and you can generate great and powerful energy. You have felt this at sporting events or musical concerts and in gatherings where meditation and healing is involved. This is your gift, your birthright and you are coming into your power. So that is why it is so important to manage your energy by becoming conscious of what you are resonating and amplifying out into your world, and becoming conscious of what you are receiving. This will show you aspects that are growing and expanding or aspects that may need clearing. This is also how you manifest experiences and it is becoming more and more clear to you because the ability to manifest is being experienced more quickly than ever before.

Heart Reach
Oil on canvas by Leilah
© Nancy Ward 2003
Now, there are many people who choose to close themselves off from this aspect of being human. They are the ones who say they don’t believe anything until they see it – they are the pragmatists and sometimes they may come off as being a bit arrogant and condescending. Most of you who read these words know and feel the vastness of your beings and have a sense that there is something stirring deep within you – a feeling that there is more, much more which exists beyond what you can see with your physical eyes. You are coming to know that there are false beliefs that you carry in your genetic makeup that keep you from seeing the truth of your being and the truth of humanity’s journey.
So this is stirring within you – the feeling that you are “not in Kansas anymore.” This unfamiliarity can also cause a buzz of anxiety, but please know that all is well, all is happening in Divine Timing and humanity has journeyed so far in a very short span of time – we are talking about the time span from the last world war until now – a great expansion of consciousness has occurred and is continuing.
There is also a worry regarding the future – a fear of economic collapse that is being felt around the world. We cannot tell you what is coming, for it is not decided upon. You are the powerful creators of your lives, living within the energies that are coming from the galactic center. You have individual choice, which gets amplified out and links with other individual’s choices, creating an energy that moves with or against the currents of high vibrational frequencies that are from Creator Source, through the galactic center.
We say over and over again, choose happiness. Choose love. Choose lightness of being. Staying in the moment of now is what is most helpful to you and will get you on the current of energy, on the beam of Light which is the Life Force Energy and the Love Force Energy. Ask for help to find the beam, ask for assistance from your guides, from us, and from the Archangels, and any of the Ascended Master teachers who you feel in harmony with. This beam of energy is the river we speak of. We also call it the River of Truth which is coming through in great force, clearing away all that is not truth. This is why you have been clearing yourselves so diligently for so long so that you can receive the greater energy from the River of Truth. You have been preparing yourself for this great time of awakening.
You are learning to surf the energy and it takes practice to find your way onto the beam. You do it in the moment of NOW and with the vibration of LOVE.
We feel jubilant to share this message with you!
We radiate to you much love, joy and peace.
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
The Vastness of Being
“When you become comfortable with uncertainty, infinite possibilities open up in your life.”
- Eckhart Tolle, The New Earth
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Greetings!
The intense energies of the past two months have felt like being in the ocean with wave after rolling wave of energy coming at us. Sometimes we can dive into the waves and let them roll over us and other times we get tumbled around in the white water; not knowing which way is up. When I was a child, my father taught my sisters and I how to swim in the ocean. He always cautioned us to never turn our back on the waves. To always be ready for the next set. Oh how exhausting that can be. But it’s also gratifying to share our experiences with fellow surfers of the waves of initiation, sharing insights, visions and feelings and realizing that we are not alone; we are part of this human family of souls sharing the journey of awakening with each other.
From Shock Treatments to Pressure Cooking
Pressure and chaos and planetary magnetics are tugging at us, growing us if we allow. The message I get is to let go, surrender, open to Spirit, to the Divine, to the highest vibrational energy there is.
I cry “uncle!” as the pressure has flattened me once again. OK, OK, I surrender… I’m here in this life I’ve created, I have a sense of purpose and I know what I’m here to do, even if it feels like I’m in a vacuum sometimes. I’ve been feeling the energies that are rolling through the aura of the earth – energies which come from all of humanity. Nervousness for no reason, waves of fear, waves of despair, and then moments of lightness, even happiness and a “not caring” feeling as structures (as in belief systems) crumble around us.
Perhaps people from your past have been coming back into your life, or memories have been rising to the surface as the clearing process deepens. We are reaching out to one another, to find clarity or resolution or provide opportunities to clear what was buried, what we hid from ourselves. Yes the process of awakening is drawing out all that is not our truth – from the depths of our being. Memories that are magnetized to beliefs are being pulled from us and this process can bring up emotional pain, making us feel raw and vulnerable. Waves of uncertainty and fear are being brought up by the transmission of high frequency energies, leaving us with a strong feeling of destabilization. Breathe deeply, focus on the moment of now. Stand within the core of your being and find stabilization within.

Steadfast
Oil on canvas
© Nancy Ward
Most of us were raised with deadening beliefs that cut us off from our inner nature and our relationship to the nature of Earth. The unseen energies were not believed to exist. Instead we were shown the narrow tunnel vision of the collective consciousness with the message, “If I can’t see it, I don’t believe it.” And so we experienced separation from our true nature and the nature of this earth we live on. Lie after lie after lie of false beliefs have been implanted in our genetic memory and kept alive by the teachings we received and the thought forms of the collective consciousness, year after year, decade after decade, century after century. It is these untruths and false beliefs that we are clearing from the depth of our being and each of us has a personal connection to these energies. This is a great service that we provide for ourselves and for humanity.
Believing is Seeing
In this current pressure cooker of energy, compression is squeezing the untruth out of us. Resistance and rigidity causes fracturing, shattering which is a blessing in the long run, because Divine Love will not wait for us to be “ready.” We cannot hide from the energy of Love, which carries on its tide the essence of truth. This truth weaves through us, causing what is not truth to rise to the surface. Causing what is not love to rise within us for clearing. Some of us have had moments where we feel like we’re having a nervous breakdown as waves of energy are pushing through our energy bodies – affecting us spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically. Whatever has been buried within us can no longer be kept hidden.
Waves of fear are flowing through the Earth energy field, sometimes knocking us down and churning us around in the white water of “what if” over thinking. Sometimes the fear flows within, bringing up thoughts of despair or doom. We are passing through the valley of fear. Let us walk tall, knowing there’s a deeper truth within us – we came here for this very purpose, to help shift the tide of fear that has been controlling beloved humanity for eons of time.
We are powerful creators who have been living in the darkness, feeling alone, separate and powerless. Co-creation is where our power lies, so if enough of us believe something, we will see it manifest in our world. And the truth is, we can believe anything, so we might as well believe in our ability to create a new world where we experience love, happiness, joy and prosperity.
Mirth
In the face of fear, which feels like life and death, we can sway in flexible grace. As worst-case scenarios flit through our minds, we can swat them away like buzzing flies and hold strong to the feeling of freedom that is bubbling up from within. For this is the energy that is rising to the surface in this pressure cooker. As water boils, chaos is created and eventually, a reduction is formed. The dross rises to the surface as steam and bears pressure down upon us creating a tincture of our true essence.
I won’t give in to the fear, instead I choose to focus on a good feeling which sometimes rises as mirth within me. It doesn’t make sense, I “should” be afraid, freaking out, but that divine indifferent feeling of simply not caring any longer opens up a doorway of light as I pass out of this valley of fear. Mirth, which carries a sense of the ridiculous, bubbles up within me. A turning point, a choice point arises. I can think in the direction of doom or in the direction of delight – as in “I don’t know where I’m going but I know it’s better than what has been!”
Surrender
As I get knocked down and lie belly up, arms spread wide, I realize I can do nothing but be in the chaos. This is surrender, this is letting go. Through this surrendering, I find support comes to me from unexpected sources, and often not in ways that I expected or thought I wanted. Because of this I learn even more about letting go and trusting that my intention to be free is lighting my way and creating an electromagnetic resonance around me, which attracts the support I need.
The false belief of separation that has disconnected us from Nature – the nature of our physical bodies, the Nature of the Earth and from one another is what we are releasing at the deepest places within us. Competition coming from fear that there is not enough for everyone has been a false belief that has influenced everything about how we live on Earth.
Under Pressure
Pressure in the head, sinus, inner ear issues, dizziness, vertigo… feeling like you’re standing on a small boat in rough waters, trying to stabilize; feeling disassociated, a stranger in your own life—all this can be coming up for many of us at this time. It is as if we are being sucked up inside the chaos of a tornado. The good news is that we will be gently dropped down in a new place on the ground of truth for ourselves – the ground of our own personal truth. That ground may shake and rumble as all is in flux at the moment. We can reach our roots down into the new ground we will be finding ourselves on and yet we will need to be flexible, to welcome, with mirth, the unexpected events that are happening in our lives and in the world.
We have our own personal circle of experience that we are within and we are also within the greater experience of our immediate outer world and then the circle expands further to the global experience and, whether we are accepting of it or not, the further experience of the cosmos… the Universe. Flexibility comes when we open to the vastness of our being and the unknown of it all. We are in constant motion, moving towards what we intend whether we are conscious of our intentions or not. I am talking about the intention for our personal lives, which radiates out to our collective humanity.
It’s time for us to dream a new way of being. Dream a life of freedom, happiness, joy, love, innocence. Dream what you want to feel. Dream on the best-case scenarios and allow for something even better to appear. We are free and there is strength in numbers. As more and more of us dream a world of peace and happiness we will surely create it.
The vibration of love heals and strengthens us. Mirth smoothes out any receptors we may have where fear can plug into. Mirth is just too slippery for dense energy to attach to.
So, let’s dance this mess around!
Message from the Vastness of Being
There have been many holocausts and upheavals in the churning chaos of the Earth story. The seeds of light were planted and have taken root within human beings and this is why there is a host of beings who wish to incarnate into the earth experience. For, as you know, Humanity is at a turning point. Most people are feeling the energy of this turning point at this time. Endings and beginnings are showing up in most people’s lives. Yes, we hear you say that there are always endings and beginnings in the life on Earth and of course this is true. At this time, in these current days, deep transformations are being felt at every dimensional level of the personal human experience, manifestation is happening more quickly than ever before and there are great and small endings and beginnings that are being experienced.
You are multidimensional beings and many humans are just awakening to this fact. You are experiencing the energies of death and rebirth on many dimensional levels. You are not only of the third dimension, and indeed humanity is dissolving the third dimensional experience and evolving through the 4th dimension into the 5th. So as this process is taking place, there are the feelings of disorientation, as if you are strangers in a strange land. This transformation is being felt in the core of your beings. Many are still asleep to this and going along with “business as usual.” Some are maintaining feelings of well being which radiate into the aura of the collective human experience.
There are many different stages of awakening that are occurring at this time. There are those who have very open energy fields who are feeling the transformation very deeply. This can show up within you as anxiety, feelings of dread, as if something is about to happen that will have a global affect. At the same time, old feelings are surfacing – the deepest, most hidden feelings within – the fears that are so basic they are the core of survival.
Most humans have lived with Post Traumatic Stress since early childhood. PTS is also in the soul energies of each human. Your Souls are reaching out and expressing many lifetimes simultaneously and through the river of “time” there have been many traumas, as we have said, holocausts and earth changes. The energies of these traumas are energetic influences that are still present in each human’s soul record. These soul memories can be accessed in the Akashic Records and cleared, through many healing modalities that are available to humans at this time.
The anxiety, feelings of dread and fear are multidimensional. Some are having memories at a soul level that are being awakened, some are feeling the strong energies that are coming onto the earth. These energies are bringing on change and you are feeling change before it happens. You have the opportunity to transform, and change and transformation touches your survival issues.
There are people in the world who are experiencing upheavals due to nature changes as the earth herself is going through the transformation as well. When the anxiety comes over you, you could be feeling the shifting within the core of the earth and within the core of your own beings – this is the multidimensional experience. There is no separation from you and the earth. Surrender to the feeling and breathe. Seek help through prayer and intention and you will have opportunities to be delighted by the help that does arrive, for if you ask for it, you will receive it. You will find that help will arrive through your fellow human beings – reaching out to each other. As you follow your intuition and listen to the voice within, you will find that as you receive the help you have asked for, you will be offering assistance to others as well. Celebrate the organic process of awakening.
Do your best to let go of judgment of your experience. We know it is difficult to deal with the feelings of anxiety when they come over you, which is happening with more and more frequency. Ask your guides to assist you with protecting your energy. The high frequency that is coming in can be channeled to be received in smaller doses… ask for help with this so that you are not receiving an onslaught of energy. Bring yourself back to the moment of now. Now is all that exists, dear ones. This has been said many times. Breathe yourself into the now and find the stillpoint within. We and your guides are here to assist you at all times. We radiate love to you.
We do not want to only speak of fear, however. We wish to offer you a glimpse into a probable future… a timeline you can choose to ride upon. There is a world of life waiting for you and it is within you already. A wellspring of innocence within the core of your being. This innocence and joy is a fountain of youth, it is a flower beginning to blossom and grow. You feed it with love. You feed it with delight. You feed it by honoring the truth within you.
So we see you pulling yourselves up out of a hole – rising up into a new landscape, a pristine landscape sparkling with the iridescence of love force energy. As the old beliefs die to love, open to the feeling of joy – for no reason. Allow mirth to rise up within you filling your entire being with light as you float up out of the hole and land on the ground of a new Earth, a new day, a dawning of a new beginning for humanity.
Wishing you all the comfort and assistance you need on your journey. You are never alone… We are All One.
Nancy Leilah Ward
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The Vastness of Being
Mirth is God’s medicine. Everybody ought to bathe in it.
– Henry Ward Beecher
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report July 23, 2010 July 23, 2010
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Greetings!
There’s been a constriction of energy causing tightness in the flow which many have been feeling, especially in the area of finance. Fear and worry has been pulling at us in this regard, but have you also noticed an element of not caring? As if we have a buffer zone of indifference around ourselves.
Shock Treatment
Within the somewhat apathetic attitude that I’ve noticed since May, is the element of shock that is happening to many of us. Small shocks, big shocks, however they come to us, they are shaking us up, assisting in releasing old energy – deep energetic crusty sediment – as in “the sticky stuff on the bottom.” These can come as blow-ups between friends or relatives, or even total strangers. Also, the sudden leaving of people and animal friends.
Physical shocks are happening as well. One evening two weeks ago, I was awakened by the smoke alarm going off at the top of the stairs just outside my bedroom. I leaped out of bed like a cartoon character with hair standing on end. As I stood at the top of the stairs in the dark, the alarm suddenly stopped (there was no fire). I was distracted by a light flickering outside the window at the top of the stairs and became so disoriented that I thought I was in the room next to the stairs. I stepped forward to look out the window and met the air and began to fall. In slow motion, I somehow managed to turn my body so I didn’t pitch face forward down the steep wooden stairs and instead bumped down on my butt and thigh. When I came to a stop, I was amazed to realize that I didn’t break any bones, or incur any sprains or even hurt my back or hips. It was truly a miracle. Bruised, yes, scraped, yes, shaken up, oh yes, but I was filled with a feeling of almost euphoria as the experience played over in my head. Many thoughts were going with split-second speed through my mind, such as, “I don’t want to dive through the window at the bottom of the stairs.” The wisdom of my physical body helped me to shift my trajectory to a more balanced way of falling.
In retrospect, I must have needed some extreme acupressure to the gall bladder meridian! And with the assistance of the Medical Assistance Program (MAP – www.perelandra-ltd.com) the bruises have healed miraculously. So, for those who can relate to having shocking experiences, just think of it as shock therapy for releasing old stuff as we continue to rise into higher and higher vibrational frequencies.
Messages from Sylphs (the Elementals of Air)
Recently I was gazing at clouds in the sky and I saw a wispy angel, then I looked to the right and saw the AUM symbol
[aum image in public domain]
and then looked to the right again and saw a cloud form itself into a Centaur pointing an arrow.
A few days later, I saw the eyes of Buddha in the clouds.

[Eyes of Buddha image used by permission: www.100bestwebsites.org/.../eyesofbodhnath.htm]
It’s helpful for us to notice the magic and beauty that is in the world. As we become more sensitive to energy, we notice more synchronicity in our lives, which is very playful, and this opens us up to feelings of happiness – being in the right place at the right time – expanding into joy and innocence and freedom.
A Message from the Vastness of Being
As you allow yourself to embrace the unknown and move forward, continuously flowing into now, now, now, you will feel the expansiveness of freedom. You are rising, with the Earth, into higher and higher vibrational frequencies that raise you up out of the third dimension into the expansiveness of the fourth and fifth dimensions.
There are portalways that you pass through in this journey of expansion. Joy is the vibration that opens the gateway of light in the portalway. You flow through the portalway within the river of light, which carries the frequencies of joy, love, innocence and freedom. Cultivate these feelings – they are vibrational frequencies that you can tap into at a moment’s notice, shifting your feeling-tone.
Often there is a desire to hold on to the painful feelings, like an addiction, because one is so accustomed to the feelings, it has become a large part of one’s identity. However, holding onto these feelings and examining them and telling the story over and over again, blaming others or situations, keep one weighted down and unable to rise up into the river of light to pass through the portalway. This is why it is important to release and clear these energetic vibrations and there are many healing modalities that are available to help you do this.
They are old stories that you’ve connected to your identity – you have actually created your identity through these stories. It is time to lose your identity and to let go of what is not your truth. These stories you tell yourselves are connected to beliefs that were placed upon you from the time you came into this world. There are false beliefs that are held in the collective consciousness and have been passed along through generations. They are kept alive by the minds of humans. When you think the thoughts associated with these beliefs you will feel a draining of your energy. This is key – as you become more and more sensitive to your own energy, you will feel the slight draining and this is when your energy is indeed being sucked out of you through these beliefs. Where does the energy go? There are beings that are energy vampires who feed off of the energy of fear – which is what regret, worry, doubt, greed, etc. all boil down to.
You need not be afraid of these energy vampires, for they are great teachers for humanity, revealing to you what needs to be released. In fact, you can give thanks to them, with honor and respect, as you witness and release your pain.

photo by Nancy Leilah Ward, July 2010
It is very empowering to know that love and joy and innocence are the energies that feed your expanding souls. And how good it feels! You can simply turn your focus from the dense thoughts towards the lighter thoughts. Begin, perhaps with the thought of a butterfly, or a memory of a beautiful place in nature, or the love you have for an animal friend. Your heart is in the driver’s seat. And when this becomes difficult, call for help from your spirit guides, from the vastness of your being, from the Creator of all living things. When you have experienced an energy drain and are able to turn your focus to the higher vibrations, consciously fill your body with this vibration, focusing on the areas that you felt the energy drain originate from. This will aid you in releasing the false beliefs that provoke the feeling of fear.
Now we hear some of you saying, “But what can I do when I’m feeling bad? Sometimes, the feelings just come over me…” And our answer is to allow the feeling to be there – to open to compassion for yourself and to sit within the feeling – witnessing it, not analyzing or trying to understand it, but simply witnessing it with a deep knowing that the feeling is coming up for clearing. It is rising within you, because that is what happens when you move into higher frequencies – it is rising within you and passing through. You can think of it like boiling water – let’s say there is something dense in the water and when the water begins to boil as a result of high vibrational frequencies, the density will rise to the top and become steam, which rises up and dissipates into the ethers of the high vibration. So, if negative emotions begin to surface within you, do not resist, nor should you grasp onto them, just witness from the place of stillness within you and allow the feelings to pass through.
We also wish to acknowledge that, at times, the dense feelings are associated with a memory. If you have a memory that is persistent, do not resist it, rest within it, witness it, feel it deeply, allow your child self – or the part of you that experiences the memory at whatever age you were – to tell you the story, to tell you how it felt, all the time allowing love and compassion to flow within and around you like a healing nectar. By doing this you will allow the memory to be expressed and in time, it will lose its electromagnetic charge so that it can be released into the ethers. This is all about loving yourselves.
The Stillness Within
We speak of this often. Finding the stillpoint within you – within the core of your being. Find your center, tune into your heart and cultivate the feeling of love. As you do so, you will open up further to allow in joy and innocence, which expands into a feeling of freedom.
This brings us full circle to the place of allowing the unfoldment of your life, like the opening of a butterfly’s wings as it reaches out from the chrysalis state, into the Now of Being. It is like moving along a river on a current of energy that is traveling through the within. As above, so below. Feel these words and allow them to open up a knowing within you that is beyond words.
With love and joy we transmit these messages to you.
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
The Vastness of Being
My greatest wealth is the deep stillness in which I strive and grow and win what the world cannot take from me with fire or sword. ~Goethe
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report for July July 6, 2010
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Greetings!
For a few weeks before and after the Solstice on June 21, I felt a “thickness” in the energy. It was as if we had flowed up to the ceiling and were all crowded together waiting for the portalway to open. Now I feel it has opened and we’ve been slowly moving through it – so as not to get the spiritual “bends.”
We are creating as we go along – there is absolutely no one, whether a psychic or even the beings that some of us channel – that knows how this journey is going to play out.
We are moving very swiftly and information is flowing into the minds of humanity that will expand us and change our view of who we humans are. I’m in another phase of reading many books at once and exploring information on the Internet. The focus of this study is where did Humans come from? It was a synchronous moment a few days ago when I checked in on one of my favorite websites—Conscious Media Network (www.consciousmedianetwork.com)—and came across a very interesting interview that was posted for July with Michael Tellinger, author of Slave Species of God, Adam’s Calendar, and Temples of the African Gods. Tellinger’s information deals with the origin of humanity and ties in with a book I’m reading by Zecharia Sitchin – The Lost Book of Enki. Was the human being actually cloned by the Annunaki, who came to Earth to mine gold in order to reinforce the atmosphere of their planet Nibiru? Tellinger has been studying ancient ruins in South Africa that date to a time before the great cataclysm and flood and what he has to say on this subject is fascinating and mind expanding.
I hope I didn’t lose you with the mention of planet Nibiru (also known as Planet X). This, along with the Illuminati information tends to make me feel like my head is about to explode! That’s because it’s so far out and what can I do about it anyway? However, I have an open mind (or a hole in my head) that allows for the exploration of possibilities. The synchronous connection to where my wonderings have been taking me and the interview on CMN was a validation to me that we are in the process of learning about the origination of humanity. We have been going through deep personal and cultural clearing for over a decade now. This clearing has opened spaces within us to receive higher vibrational energy from Source and to know who we are on a personal, Soul level. As we continue to accelerate individually, we see knowledge and expansive ideas appear in the collective consciousness. Having an open mind (and being discerning at the same time) is important to the evolution of humanity.
Another bit of synchronicity: a friend recommended a documentary film, which I have not yet seen, called Journey of Man which discusses the genetics of humanity and talks about humanity originating in South Africa, which is the location of the ancient ruins that Tellinger has written about.
So, what the bleep do I know? I’m just following some interesting trails and will be creating an e-book with The Ancient Ones regarding this subject in the future. And now…
The Vastness of Being
We want you to know that you are secure in your houses – by this we mean in your etheric energy field. Consider this: see the sacred geometry that surrounds you due to your own intention in meditation and visualization. Practice maintaining your center and be open to the Divine Will that flows through all life. You all hold within you the energetic vibration that will set you free. We say over and over again, being love—be-ing the innocence of love—is all the “protection” you will ever need.
For July we see the slow turning of a machine that is running out of steam. Loud clanking as gears fall into place for the last time before it grinds to a halt. We cannot say how anything will play out as the future is being created in the now. This is why we counsel you to cultivate love within you at all times, for it is with whatever vibration you are living within in the moment of now that the future is created.
What are you here to do?
Many are experiencing deep changes in their lives and are asking what it is they are here to do. Find stillness within. Your purpose will unfold as the changes accelerate. If you do not feel you receive an answer about what it is you are to do, allow this to be a time of stillness and gathering energies. Continue to get yourselves on the love beam, the beam of truth, and breathe. Tune in to your inner guidance – you all have inner guidance. It may be that you are looking above and beyond what is right in front of you. There are no big bells, bugles and neon signs pointing the way. Look for a gentler calling – a “knowing” and a simplicity of guidance. It may be the one thing you have overlooked because it feels so obvious – what is the thing you have discounted as not very important in your life? That very thing—gift, talent, desire—may contain the seed for the next phase of your journey.
Many paths are coming together, so be aware of new meetings and chance encounters. Seeds are being planted and this brief time between the eclipses is a time where you are letting go of the past (yes this is a continual process!) and getting more and more clear on what it is you are committing to. What are you committed to growing within yourself? Those who remain unconscious and magnetized to negative thinking will create more difficulties for themselves. Those who are holding their heads above the water and getting into the center of the river of change are moving forward. Trust and faith is called for here, for you may not know where you are going, but rest assured that as you continue to cultivate the essence of love within you, you will be magnetized to that which will create more love and harmony in your life and on the Earth.
Celebrate
Connecting consciously and physically with the Earth, doing small ceremonies of thanks and appreciation to Earth, will help you to stay centered. Connecting with each other in love and acceptance helps to grow the vibration of love. Celebrate! Eat good food, make music, dance! Do all the wonderful things human beings have created to express love. Have as much FUN as you can, for the vibration of fun is the vibration of freedom.
Outgrowing the confines of false beliefs
Since you were small children, you were placed into a narrow hallway and sent into the educational system and taught how to be and how to fear and how to stifle your joy, freedom and creativity. You grew into adults and had to pick a career. Many made choices without ever connecting to their heart and soul, choosing instead what appeared to be stable and secure. And for many people that stability and security is being shown to be false, or the stability and security has become a prison. Others enjoy the security as they look forward to a time when they will retire. Whatever the case, we know that people are awakening to the feeling that they are meant to experience joy in this world.
Many people have risen up in spite of the narrow options presented to them, finding ways to live in harmony with their hearts. Many have rebelled and not tried to fit into the machine, but have followed difficult paths, feeling like they don’t belong in this world. Some do their part in dismantling the machine and others do what they’re told, but feel inside a longing for something magical and joyful. All experience aspects of the restrictions placed on humanity in one way or another.
For The Great Teacher who has been manipulating humanity for eons, it serves them well if humans remain in a state of self doubt, criticism, fear and self hatred. It is part of the matrix that they set in place thousands of years ago – to control humanity and to have humans create the energy they feed off of, which is fear.
So you see, humanity has been manipulated to block the flow of love. The energy of love is not a vibration that this devolving energy can exist within. When you are “in love,” you are vibrating at a high frequency and you feel free and joyful, which is your birthright. You receive creative inspiration and feel energized.
The tainting of the vibration of love has caused fear to take hold. Most Humans are actually afraid to open their hearts and love one another deeply. Of course the love begins inside each Human – the love of self. This is where the tainting first began and it came to Humanity through religions that taught you weren’t good enough to enter the kingdom of heaven. And that sexuality was an abomination, unless done simply for the act of procreating. Religion was used to control and manipulate. We do not intend to sling spears into the hearts of any who embrace any particular religion, understanding that some do find comfort from the essence of Spirit that they access through their religions, so it is with respect that we offer this view of religious manipulation and control. These de-volving beings we call the Great Teacher are very tricky, for within each of their lies is a small facet of truth and that is what has hooked Humans into the false beliefs that have blocked the flow of love.
Sacred Sexuality
Co-dependency is what is up for healing now for Humanity. Deep within each Human’s genetic makeup are energies that contain memories that are related to fear and survival. Opening the heart to love is the next step for Humanity. Becoming completely naked and vulnerable and still able to stand within the truth of your being requires deep self-love.
Sharing love with another Human – and we are talking about sexual union with open hearts and the joyous vibration of love – is one of the most powerful gifts that Humanity has. When two are joined in this way, they begin to radiate the golden-rose light of joy. In this vibration, ultimate physical healing is attained as well as emotional, mental and spiritual enlightenment. The innocent, pure vibration of Spirit flows through you, bringing vitality and youth into your total being. Oh yes, you will begin to “youthen” yourselves through this experience. Now that is a side-effect of love. A totally open heart is needed in order to have this experience.
There are many people who have had difficulty accepting love from their “lovers!” They hold their hand out, saying “Stop… in the name of love… Don’t come any closer… let’s just enjoy the sex…” And so we tell you that when you add the vibration of love to your sexual experience by opening your hearts, you will be filled with joy and you will shimmer and shine! This will help bring you back to your true Nature. The vibration of love simply is. It has no agenda.
As you open to love and heal your wounded hearts, in whatever path you choose to do so, you will raise your vibration and enter into higher dimensions of being – bringing the higher dimensions onto the Earth.
Human Nature, Earth Nature
You have been turned away from your true Nature through the tainting of the vibration of love and through lies that have turned into false beliefs regarding the nature of your sexuality. You can see how sexuality has been turned into pornography through the advertising you see around you. Your sexuality has been stolen from you through shame and guilt and this message has come through all religions and now through the medical industry. The fear of opening to love is also related to the cloying, grasping neediness that love seems to turn into. This control and manipulation that humans have done to one another in the name of love comes from fear. We say to you, you would be so free and so joyful if you would simply allow the energy of love to be within you!
When you look at how Humans are out of harmony with the Nature of the Earth, you need to look a little closer at Humanity and see that Humans are out of touch with their own Nature. The healing begins in the heart. And you can all help each other with this healing. In fact that is the only way to come into harmony – by opening to yourselves and opening to each other, amplifying the vibration of love throughout your being.
Love is the gift as you journey through the earth changes, love is the gift you keep.
Many Blessings to All, until next time
The Vastness of Being
And
Nancy Leilah Ward
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”
– Jalal ad-Din Rumi
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Summer Solstice Message June 24, 2010
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Greetings!
Re-birthing, stretching within the cocoon. Soon the veils will give way as we reach through, tearing our way out, unfolding our multicolored wings and taking our first flight.
On Monday, June 21, I went to a Solstice gathering on a beautiful place on the Earth at the edge of a field that rolled down to meet the Hudson River. The sweet fragrance of Linden trees filled the air. There is a medicine wheel there made up of standing stones. We hung flags of red, yellow, black and white to honor the four directions and in the wheel we made “pilgrimage” to each direction and then sat in meditation. Within prayers for the healing of the Earth and for humanity to awaken to right relationship with all of life, I found myself opening to receive the energy of each direction, without thinking about the aspects that each direction holds, just opening to feeling. And to my surprise, when I made my offering at the center of the wheel I found myself asking in a little prayer that I be able to receive the beauty of who I am. I think most of us in the human body hold feelings of unworthiness so deep within our genetic makeup. So this prayer arose from my heart… “Please help me to receive the bounty and abundance that the Universe has to offer in all dimensions, on all levels through space and time and within all of my energy fields. And please help me to receive the beauty of who I am.”
Receiving the beauty of who I am… letting go of doubts, feelings of unworthiness, standing in my truth and being who I am – the light and the shadow.
A channeled message received on the Summer Solstice from The Vastness of Being
This Solstice is heralding in great change and expansion. At times you may feel chaotic energies around you – it is important to connect with the center of your being. We sense nervousness within you—we attempt to soothe you with peaceful energies, nurturing and providing sustenance to you. Through your breath you can open up to receive this energy. We cannot send it into you if you are closed, constricted with fear and doubt. Breathing into the “all is well in this moment of now” and feeling appreciation for the beauty that is around you helps you to soften within. . . helps to open your inner channel to receive – to receive on all levels in all energy bodies the sustenance and balance and expansion into love that you desire.
Shine On
Take yourself back to moments when you were feeling your “shine.” Bring yourself to moments when you have a knowing that you are at the right place in the right time. This is the same as when you cultivate the love within your heart, when you bring yourself into the knowing of who you are and feeling into your connection with All that Is. This is where you access your power this is where you access the abundant, infinite energies of divine source.
Being in a place where you can open up to your connection to nature brings you into the knowing of abundance. Observe the animals in their innocence, the squirrel hopping across the stream from rock to rock. Yes the innocence and the resonance of love is what will help you to navigate through these expansive energies.
Creative Chaos
The expansion creates chaos as energetic structures collapse and this is part of the experience of growing and releasing that which does not fit the organic flow of the evolution of consciousness. Within the chaos a gateway is opening for you. It is as if you are swimming through space and time and will enter and flow though this gateway of light. It is a gateway of love and light and you are in the current that will take you into this flow that will bring you into what we call higher ground and vistas of more beauty and more love. And yes many are choosing through their beingness to enter into this gateway and open into love no matter what is playing out around you. The expansion will cause further chaos in some realms and further shifting and releasing and collapsing of the old modalities and you will be supported through love as you open more and more to these higher frequencies.
Being instead of doing
When we say “beingness” we mean you don’t have to try, you don’t have to do anything, you just be in love. Call upon your guides and Divine Source energy to assist you and to help you to open more and more into freedom, love and innocence. This is the vibration which carries you gracefully through the expanding energies.
All that you wish for is already in the realm of your experience; all that you wish for is within you to experience. All that you wish for is already here. Feel into the expansiveness of these statements. From the winter solstice until this time you have planted seeds. And now you will begin to see the seeds coming into fruition, moving towards harvest. This is the beauty of the rhythm of the times. It wasn’t always this way on earth. There was a time before the great cataclysm and the shifting of the poles where the seasons did not change, but now you are living in the beauty and rhythm of the movement of the moon and the sun, the earth, the stars and planets. As you harvest the seeds you planted you may find some weeds that need to be removed from their roots. Within the higher vibrational energies of love you will be able to do so with loving kindness towards yourself. We feel the nervousness within you and we offer soothing energy to strengthen your solar plexus and the first and second chakras as well.
The Circle of Light
As you vibrate with the resonance of love and innocence, you bring more light to you. See yourself sitting in this circle of light and fill your energy field with this light. No matter what is happening outside of you, remain in the circle of light and you will manifest what it is you so desire for your happiness. This will be a challenge where there are still voices in the world that say there is not enough and speak of lack – many different versions of lack – lacking the relationship you’d like to have, lacking the money you’d like to have and so on. We would like to focus on your ability to manifest at a moments notice. Call forth all that you need. Call it forth by feeling what it feels like to receive. Go into the openness of receiving at every moment. When you start to drift from love, pull yourself back into the light – when you find yourself wandering off into the depths of darkness, turn yourself back towards the light. You know what the light is; you know what the light feels like. It is shining out into the darkness, reaching beams of light to you for you to travel on to bring you back into the circle of light – the fire circle in the midst of the jungle. The fire in the center of the circle is your life force energy, and it is your path. This is the fire of joy and happiness, of inspiration, playfulness, innocence. Bring yourself back to the fire within. As you cultivate it, as you feed the fire with love, it grows and remains steady.
Challenges help you grow
There may be times when this is challenging but that challenge is the great teacher that helps you strengthen the muscle, as it were, that will bring you back into the center. And even that is something you can cultivate appreciation for as you walk more and more in joy. So bring yourself back into the light with the feelings of innocence and joy and being in the moment of now. When you are in this light you are on the beam – the beam of life force energy that carries you forward.
Timelessness
You are accustomed to moving quickly – we say allow yourselves to slow down to feel yourselves within this vibration as you become timeless and you don’t have a sensation of fast or slow, it is just an is-ness. It is as if there is a fine point that you can perch upon like a dragonfly on a leaf and if you find this fine point, the energy spreads out into the expansion and it is beingness that helps you to alight into this light and to receive the gift of timelessness. So begin cultivating with your breath the essence of love and expansion. And you will find yourself flowing and glowing into the beauty and the world will not look the same.
The energetic structures that have been in place for so long are disappearing all around you as the energies expand, which is why you have felt disoriented at times. The mind tries to understand and explain. We say bring stillness to the mind through breathing, through coming into the heart over and over again. This is a practice, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. As you make this a practice you will see more joy and more spontaneity coming into your life. Allow for this opening to occur. Do not try to push it, just be it. Don’t worry that you’ve missed it – the expansion—moving through the portal—it is not something you can do anything about. A divine paradox! Someday you will come to feel that it doesn’t matter whether you “got it” or not. As you cultivate and become the innocence and love and joy it simply won’t matter “where” you are, and you will find yourself to be there, wherever “there” is. Ha ha! We offer you a conundrum of the expansion!
Allow your shine to glow and radiate no matter what the outer circumstances are.
And consider this: What is valued? What do you value in yourself? What to you value in the world? What is value? What is of value? We speak of rolling with the changes. All beings are learning about value.
Superheroes
Why do we go on about light, expansion, innocence, love and joy? Because it is these energies that will assist humanity in opening into the truth of your nature. You have powers and abilities that you haven’t dreamed of. Or perhaps you have dreamed of these powers but have no idea how to access them. Indeed you are superheroes and love will open the pathway to discovering who you truly are.
Leilah and the Vastness of Being
“Resistance always shows up in the form of your thoughts. Watch for thoughts that convey your inability to think of yourself in genius terms…….thoughts of doubt about your abilities….or thoughts that reinforce what you’ve been taught about a lack of talent or lack of aptitude. All of these kinds of thoughts are misalignments and don’t allow you to be in vibrational harmony with the universal all-creating field of intention. Your Source knows that you’re a genius. Any thought you have that challenges this notion is resistance, which will inhibit you from realizing your intention.”
~ Wayne Dyer ~
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Soul Transitions Vibe Report for June June 4, 2010
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Greetings!
Expansion, recalibration… Overwhelm
The lost month of May. . . for the first time since 2003, I didn’t post a vibe report. I felt like I was on a merry-go-round, trying to grab the ring (which meant trying to get the vibe report finished). At times the merry-go-round was moving so fast that everything was a blur and other times it moved in v…e…r…y… ….s….l….o….w…. motion and no matter how I reached, I just couldn’t get the ring.
No time? No motivation? Too much information? There has been a feeling of overwhelm as we are in a time of flux, preparing for big change inside and out. We are feeling the Earth as she is also going through the same expansion into higher dimensions. We are adjusting to new energies – and we are feeling this in our physical bodies. Some days I had no motivation to cook for myself – no energy left for self-nurturing. Pretzels, cheese and olives were my evening meal on many occasion. Until I ran out, because I also couldn’t get myself to a supermarket!
For many, ideas that once held inspiring energy for creating something new have lost their momentum and no longer have the charge of hope. During May I noticed people withdrawing, retreating and being rather irritable. “Leave me alone” has been one of the Mantras for May. “I don’t give a *%#$!” was another mantra – a general feeling of giving up, letting go, not caring about anything. Somehow, through these feelings, we accomplished taking care of life stuff but – oops, did you forget to pay that bill? Or did you miss an appointment or two?
The feeling of disorientation has persisted. Our surroundings look familiar, but feel unfamiliar. Sometimes I’ve felt like I’m on a floating island and if I poke through the ground underneath me, I’ll find nothing is there. Limbo? Yes, and a feeling of being suspended and having no clue as to what’s going on has led to feeling like nothing matters.
There’s also been a headache phenomenon that people have been reporting. Headaches and dizziness, disorientation, and an “I don’t care about anything” attitude. We are rising to a new ground and are in unknown territory. And unexpected challenges have arisen for many – including sudden unforeseen major expenses. As our vibration rises higher it can trigger lower vibrations around us. This also accounts for malfunctioning electronics.
Do you want to know where to go and what to do? Being in the moment of now and following the energy of inspiration is our moon-lit trail. Following our feelings from moment to moment. Some days I’ve found myself doing something that wasn’t “on the list” for the day and I’d think; “now I’m doing this…” As if I’m outside of myself, observing. I realized that I was simply following the energy of the moment. This energy feels good – it feels energizing, instead of lumpy or plodding along doing what I think I “should” do. One evening at twilight I ignored the prompting to walk into the woods and sit by the creek, choosing instead to sit at my computer doing some work. Later, a feeling of disappointment came over me – I felt a drain of energy and that I’d let myself down – as if I wasted a precious inner resource and missed an opportunity of expansion. I even felt grief as if the Earth and Spirit were crying because I ignored the moment to ride the precious energy stream of creation. This may sound like a big reaction for something small, but I’m realizing that it’s so important to listen and act in the moment. So, I’m doing my best to follow the inspiration – like walking to the creek at 6:30am – (acknowledging the little whiney voice that says she doesn’t want to get out of bed, or it’s cold). Following the energy and opening to the creative flow has led me to my easel and paints and it feels so good to allow the creative juice to flow – it builds upon itself and gathers energy and is very freeing—opening something in me that feels other-worldly. I’m realizing that this is a form of self-nurturing which I so need – it nurtures my soul. I had been putting my painting and creative writing last, because it seemed that there was “more important” things that needed taking care of. I’m realizing that everything is integrated and inter connected to my well-being and ignoring the creative urge is like saying NO to life.
It is important to sit with nature, to connect to the Earth, for her energies live within our very blood – we know that Earth is conscious and alive. Connecting our Nature to the Nature of Earth is vital to our well being, just as following the creative flow is vital to our soul.
We are distressed over the oil volcano in the gulf. Is Spirit working in a mysterious way here – will this event influence humanity to stop plundering the telluric (2D) realm and find new ways to live in harmony with nature? Then I wonder, “Why did it have to go this far?”
A question came to me from Earth: “Do you want to render me uninhabitable for humans? Well, fine… I’ll still be here, but humanity may not.”
This has opened up something that The Vastness of Being would like to comment on.
There is so much love for Humanity from other races of beings and from non-physical beings at this time and the messages coming through are to help us in knowing who we are and what powerful creators we are.
And so it is that I humbly offer myself to open to this communication and do my best to get out of the way to receive the loving messages from the Vastness of Being…
The Vastness of Being
Forgive yourselves for your mistakes, for you as a human species carry wounds that are deep within the genetic makeup of your physicality. Many of you are star beings who have travelled throughout the galaxies of the vast ocean of creation. You have chosen to incarnate on Earth through time – you have come here to work within this system of reality to assist in healing the separation of Humanity from Creation. You are not and never have been separate and you are all One connected by lines of light through which Divine Energy of the Creator flows. These light lines form sacred geometries within the many dimensions that exist in this physical experience on Earth.
Earth has been seeded by many beings from other star systems. For many who read these words your Souls began on other planets in other star systems throughout this Milky Way galaxy and other neighboring galaxies. Your Soul and consciousness is very vast and you chose to incarnate here knowing you would forget who you are at a multidimensional level. This is why we cherish and deeply respect you – for you are brave beyond measure for diving into the ocean of consciousness and joining the dance of life on Earth. You are awakening to the wisdom of who you truly are at this time.
By the nature of being in a human body, you have inherited the genetic memory of all of humanity. You each have a lineage of ancestors that goes deeply into the Earth, through bloodlines that travel through “time.” This genetic history contains the deep wounding of humanity. For the last 20 or more years, you have been working on healing the wounds of yourselves and your ancestors. We ask that you be kind to yourselves and practice forgiveness when the wounds rise within you for clearing. It is vital at this time that you clear the emotional wounds that have been held in your energy fields. The wounds that come up for healing and clearing run like a river through your ancestral lineage, so when you clear something, it flows through the river into the “past.” You clear other lifetimes your soul is expressing in and you clear your ancestral heritage, so you are actually changing the past and this is how a new world is created.
This is a time when humanity is realizing the truth about their origins on a soul level. This cannot be denied any longer. This is your birthright. You are awakening and growing into a new strength and you are stepping up to claim your empowerment and live your authenticity.
And now you are being called to go deeply into the nature of your being and align yourselves with the nature of Earth. It is essential to continue clearing energy patterns that limit your full expression and authenticity at the Soul level so that you can live in the center of your authentic self with clarity and knowing who you are when the consciousness shift occurs.
The Great Teacher
You have been manipulated through false belief systems that were put in place thousands of years ago by beings who did not – and do not – have the good of humanity as their primary focus. We call these beings the Great Teacher. They have manipulated you through religion and through fear and survival issues. The words and actions of Master Teachers, such as Jesus and Mohammed, may peace be upon them, who came to this realm to plant seeds of humanity’s true nature were twisted and manipulated by those who wanted to enslave and control humans. Their teachings were corrupted into separation and judgment of others. The false beliefs that resulted create fear, separation, hatred, hopelessness, self-hatred, guilt and doubt and the energy that is produced from these feelings is food for the Great Teacher. This is a long story which we will speak of in small doses.
You have been manipulated by the Great Teacher to fear your nature as humans. Many have been raised on a steady diet of criticism that has led you to feel unworthy of love of the Creator. Humans have been taught that they are separate from each other and the Creator and yet the truth is that you are Spirit, you are the Creators. You are Divine Source – this energy flows through you all, so you are One. This energy is consciousness. You are very powerful creators and when this power of creation flows through false beliefs, you create that which causes fear, the food for the manipulators. You see, the Great Teacher has used your power of creation against you. But a light has been growing within the consciousness of humans for many years and it is constantly increasing.
As we tune in to humanity and open our energies to observe what is happening on this planet we see the plume of oil that is flowing like a volcano into the sacred waters. Does humanity want to make this planet uninhabitable for themselves? It would seem so when you observe the actions of those who behave as if the Earth is not alive, plunging into her being and tapping into the energies in the telluric (2D) realm. What if we tell you this is being done on purpose?
What if we tell you there have been beings on this planet since the time of Atlantis who have intended to take over and change the dynamics of life on planet Earth? We have called this dark force the Great Teacher so you do not feel yourselves to be victims. This force has come to inhabit human bodies just as you star children have. This Great Teacher has been instrumental in turning Humanity away from their true nature.
The teaching in this is that Humans come into loving themselves and then they will discover their true nature and their power of creation. We know you are all working on this and offer our love and support.
Humans are deeply connected to the Earth herself through the blood – the iron in human blood resonates magnetically with the iron core of the Earth. The elements in the Telluric realm – the inner Earth – elements such as conscious biology is also in the blood of humans. You have the elements of earth (iron), water, fire and air in the biology of your physical bodies, as well as your energy bodies – emotional, mental and spiritual. There is an electromagnetic resonance within your physical body and within the Earth that you can tap into any time, which is why we say it is important to be with nature – even if you live in a city, there are trees and parks for you to find that connection.
As you love yourselves and open your hearts, you will be able to connect your Nature to the Nature of the Earth – reawakening your kinship with the elementals and with the non-physical consciousness of earth called the “Aluna.” Most of Humanity has become disconnected from the Earth and from their true nature and creative power and this has been poisoning Humanity. Why do you think there is widespread depression and escaping from Self through drugs, alcohol, food, sex, violence, television? This disconnection has broken the hearts of humans. But a broken heart can be repaired by the golden elixir of love.
So you are being called at this time to love yourselves into right relationship with your self, your Earth Home and with each other.
Now is the time to take back your home
Humans belong on Earth. So when you think of the oil volcano, do not think with anger and hatred towards Humanity. No, instead begin to consider who you think Humans are. We have so much love for Humanity. We see humans as those who love to love and play. They love the sensuality of the taste of food, they love to be with the ones they love, they love to create, to laugh, to make music, to dance, to create beauty in all forms. And this is done through the heart. If you gather up human beings from all the countries of the world, you will find they share the same simple desires, a love of their children, of the Earth, good food, music and the creative force. These are the elements of the Garden of Eden. For you, this is Home. Consider what this would feel like. Fantasize about the Garden of Eden and how it would be to live there. Creative visualization is how you create your world.
Many people want to know what they can do to heal the oil volcano. We say first to love yourselves, celebrate the delightful aspects of being human. Find love for the real humanity and pray for healing by opening into what it would feel like to live in the Garden. Communicate with the Earth, send her love. In meditation surround the oil in the waters with love-light, see it going deep into the Earth, creating an orb of light all around the oil and into the Earth. See the reverse of the flow sucking the oil back into the Earth. Ask the oil to retreat, see the hole being filled with golden light – like packing a wound with light. Allow the high vibration of love to flow out to those who are linked to the actual physical responsibility of the creation of this breach in the Earth’s body. The Great Teacher is lurking there. The Great Teacher does not thrive in the vibration of love. Love will cause an alignment within the hearts and souls of those who do not see the Earth as alive, so an awakening is possible, causing the Great Teacher to retreat. And remember to radiate love in all the moments of your days.
We have so much to speak on and will continue our communication in another moment in time. We say for now, remember who you are. You are the Loved Ones.
Blessed Be. . .
The Vastness of Being
The choice between love and fear is made every moment in our hearts and minds. That is where the peace process begins. Without peace within, peace in the world is an empty wish. – Paul Ferrini
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